*Ce's POV*
I climbed out of bed. It was only 3:08 in the morning, but I hadn’t slept all night anyways, I might as well get up now. I went to my suitcase and pulled out some cloths. (Putting on http://www.polyvore.com/running/set?id=70174064) I don’t care how cold it is I need to go for a run. It's the only way, other than dancing, was to run. I quickly grabbed my spare key, and a little bit of money and exited the flat. I didn’t even to bother my phone, I don't listen to music when I run upset, and I don't want to be bothered. I climbed out the back door walked passed the hard that paid no attention to me, and then I started running. I ran and ran and ran. I ran through how cold I was, I ran through the knee pain, I ran through my confusion, I run through my heart brake. I just ran.

*Harry's POV*
I climbed out of bed as I looked at my clock. 10 am. Ce is probably up by now, and I smell pancakes, she must be making breakfast. I pulled on some sweatpants over my boxers, and then made my way down stairs. Lou was in the kitchen flipping pancakes. "Is Ce still sleeping in your room?" Lou asked as he sat the plate of freshly cooked breakfast in front of me. "No, she slept alone in her room last night. She must still be sleeping." I replied as I grabbed some syrup to put on my pancakes. Lou’s eyes got wide. "Harry! She's not in her room! I went in her room to check on her before I came to cook and she wasn’t there. That's why I thought she was with you!” he yelled and ran to the front door. I ran after him as he ran to the stairwell, dashing down the flights to the other boy’s rooms.

"She not in the building, the guard outside said she left around 3:39 this morning." Liam said joining me and the rest of the boys in my flat. We all looked at Lou. This was his problem, he had to tell us what to so. "We wait for her to come home of to contact us. She probably just needed some time alone" he said sitting on the scotch. We just nodded and sat down around him in total silence.

*Ce's POV*
I stopped and looked around. I had no idea were I was or what the time was. I slipped inside a small super market and walked to the back wall were some water was. I grabbed one and made my way to the cash register. "Hello!" The old man said to me enthusiastically from behind the register. "Hi!" I replied as I sat my water on the counter to pay and looked at the clock behind him. It was already 11 the boys must be worried sick! I handed the cashier some money, told him to keep the change and quickly made my way outside to find a taxi.

The taxi pulled up in front of the flat building as the told me the total. I gave him some money and quickly ran into the building because it was freezing. I made my way up to the top floor and opened the flat door. 5 boys shot up from the couches and chairs in the living room as they stared at me. I stared back and it was completely silent. After a while of just staring at each other I turned to the stairs and made my way up to the spare room.

I claimed into the hot shower and let the water warm my freezing, probably have hyperthermia, body. I stayed in the shower until the hot water ran out then got dress (into http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=70175274). I looked in my bag to make sure I had everything I needed. Keys check. Wallet with money, check. Laptop, check. Reading glasses check. Yes, I am blind when it comes to reading. Ok I'm ready, now all I have to do is make it outside. I slipped own the stairs quickly and quietly, only to see the all 5 boys watching TV in the living room. Liam turned from his spot and saw me as I opened the door. "Were are you going." He asked flatly. "Out" I mumbled back and I left, not saying another word.

I walked into the small coffee shop, ordered a white mocha and took a seat in the back. I pulled out my laptop and my glasses to check my Twitter. I hadn’t been on since my identity was leaked. I scrolled through the interactions as I sipped my mocha. After about 20 minute of that I decided that that was enough hate for today and I need to get serious to why I am here. I am here because it is quiet, I won't be bothered and I need to short my thoughts.

You see I had 3 things to do when I was upset and they all helped me in different ways. I danced to forget my problems. I ran so I could think clearly. I came to this coffee shop to short through my thoughts. I found this coffee shop on the 3 day I was in London. I has to make the decision ob if I was going to go back home or not. At the London School of Talent you get 3 days to try out your major. So for three days I went to dance practices to see if I could handle how intense they were and to see if I liked it. When my three days were up I had to decide I was going to stay in here of go back home to America. I when for a run and ended up lost on the edge of London. There was not much around other that a small coffee shop. I when in, drank some stuff and within 3 hours I had my decision. Ever since then I came here when I had to make decisions or sort through some thoughts.

I exited out of Twitter and opened a new word document. I started to list off pros and cons of this situation.
Pro- I get to stay in London and dance
Pro- I'm get to stay with my family, the boys
Pro- I get to stay with my boyfriend
Pro- I get to live in the loft
Pro- I'm with people that lone me
Pro- I don't have to give up on my dream school
Pro- I don't have to end my sponsorship
Pro- I want to

Con- in replacing my real family

I had so many pros and I knew the right decision for me wad to say yes, but I can't replace my family. I can’t! That's what Lou was asking me to do. Wasn’t it? O don't know, I'm so confused.

"Hey." A voice said from in front of me. I looked up at from my computer screen to see Zayn pulling a chair from another table so he could sit next to me. I would have to admit, I was glad to see him. If I don't really feel like talking about it right now but if I did I would with him. "How did you know I would bee here and ware are the rest of the boys?" I asked as I pushed my laptop towards the middle of the table. "I asked Cody were you would be, he told me here. The boys are at the flats getting ready for an interview. They don't know I'm here, or that this place even existed." He replied.

Zayn reached into his pocket and pulled out a few protein bars and sat them in front of me. "I figured you had not eaten today so I brought you some food.” he told me, trying to look at me but I kept avoiding his gaze. "Thanks but I'm not very hungry." I told him as I pushed them next to my laptop. "Cecilia Rae Senecal! You haven't ate since yesterday and you did not even eat all your diner! This it not healthy, you need to eat something!" He told me sternly. I just rolled my eyes.

I saw him reading my laptop scream and quickly closed it, hoping he didn’t read too much. "Ce, he's not trying to replace your family. He's trying to help you start a new on. You can have more than one family you know." Zayn told me as he stared into my eyes god that boy, he makes my heart mealy. Those eyes of him can make me believe anything. If he told me that I was a flower that ruled over China, I would believe him. I ripped my eyes away from his and looked out the window across the room.

Zayn shied and stood up. "I have to go or ill be late for the interview. After the interview we are going to the recording studio and will be there all night. You will have the flat to yourself so hopefully you can make a decision. Just don't forget, no mater what you choose, we will still love you." He said before bending down and kissing me on the cheek. I watched him leave then laid my head on the table. How was I going to decide?

I opened the door to the flat and walked in. It was so quiet when the boys weren’t here. I walked into the kitchen to get something to drink when I saw a note on the island. I sat down on a bar stool as I read it. Ce, I know this is a hard decision for you but we need to know by tomorrow so we can file it in time. So you have two choices sing it and leave it on the counter and ill take it to the lawyer in the morning, or through it away in ill know your answer. –Lou. I looked up from the note to se the paper work and pen. I pulled them closer to me, and then pushed them back away from me. Then I just stared at them. God what am I going to do?

Notes

HeHe another clift hanger! what do you think she will do? This chaper may seem useless right now, but it will play a big role later in the stoy, more than likely. So alot of you have sent in submitions to be in the story. I will tell you, it will be hard to choose, you all seem SOOOO amazing. Also a few of you have asked me my name, and alot of you were suprised by it. so to save me time of awnsering the sam question multipul times, i am 14. What! How! ( thats some responses i got when i told people) to awnser these question i say, yes its true and if you dont know how, well iwas boor 14 years ago, thats how im 14. Yha ima smart ass lol! Hope you enjoy this chapter! The contest winner will be anounced i the next 2 days! ~M (o and someone asked my why i sign with a 'M' an the end, well my name id Makayla, so its my first inishial. thats why)