Let Go
Chapter 17-Dont know whats between us.
*CeCe's POV*
The whole drive to the flat, Harry and mine hands were intertwined. And he kept kissing mine. We finally got to the flats and Harry parked in the garage at the bottom. I was about to get out when Harry stopped me by telling me to wait. I stopped and looked at him. He looked so worried. "What’s worng?" I asked trying to not sound extremely concerned. He looked at me and took my head in his hands. "Im this is probably confusing to you because you don't know what's between us. But I don't either." He told me. "I never thought that." I said trying to lie. "Wow that was terrible.” he lagged then continued, "why don't we just keep this to ourselves and not tell the boys until we know. Sound good?" He asked. I nodded, and then Harry placed a long, passionate kiss on my lips cousing fire works again.
Harry pulled away from me smiling. "Why are you so happy?" I asked. "You have no idea how long I've wanted to do that." He replied. His grin got bigger as I said, "dido". I placed a light kiss on his lips and got out of the car.
We got inside the elevator and the sudden bright light shot pain through my head. I gasped and put my head in the crock of his neck, letting out a whimper of pain. "What’s wrong" he asked rubbing my back. I could hear the concern in his voice. "This light is killing my head." I winded holding back tears.
We walked over to the flat as I triyed not to let my head explode. We got to the door and Harry spun me around, pressing his body onto mine as he kissed me. "What was that for?" I asked after we pulled away. "I don't know how long it will be untilI can do that again. I wanted one last kiss." I smiled, removing my hands from his neck as he did the same with my waist, and i oppened the door. 4 boys stood up from the cotch, and ran to me screaming.
I winced back on pain. "What’s wrong" Liam asked as all the boys stopped back. "The light and sound just really hurts my head right now." I replied as I stepped back towards them. I hugged each them as they each does something along the lines of that I had then worried sick.
I hugged Lou last who said nothing to me. He pulled away still looking mad. Harry broght me a glass of water and some pain pills. I took them as Lou asked, "Ce, can I talk to you allown?" I nodded and followed him up to his room, as Harry shot me a scared look.
Lou sat on his bed and patted on it next to me, telling me to sit down. He shifted to look at me, ands I could see the anger burn in his eyes. "Lou, if you brought me up here to yell at me, saves it. I'm in enough pain just sitting here and you yelling will make it worse. You can yell at me tomorrow." i said and i watched Lou's eyes go from anger to shame and sorrow. "Im sorry. It's just he pushed you into that wall, and I could see how scared you looked. It reminded me of the of the story you told us. It made me so mad someone would do that to you. I guess my brotherly instincts just kicked in. I'm really sorry I took it that far."
I sat there shocked. Did I just get an apology from the dream queen? "Iook, its oks Lou. And your not brother to me. Harry, Niall ands Zayn are my bothers." I said. Ihe looked at me with pain in his eyes. "I think of you and Lima as my 2 gay dads, that both have girl friends. Don't tell Liam, but you’re my favorite dad." I said smiling. A tear streamed down his cheek. He pulled me into a hug. "I like being your dad. Don't tell the other boys, especially Harry, but you’re my favorite to." He said into my hair before pulling back and kissing my cheek.
We walked back downstairs and sat down on the cotch next to Harry. "Want to stay the night?" He asked as his arms made his way around my waist and he started to kiss my neck. "Sure,but can I talk to you upstairs?" I said, peeling his hands off me. We when to the spare room, I walked over to my bag on the bed. “What the hell was that?” I asked my back to him as I pulled things out of my bag. He walked up behind me, wrapping his arms around my waist again. “Im sorry but I couldn’t help but kiss you and touch you.” He wisped between the kisses he was planting on my neck.
I didn’t want him to stop, but what if we get caught. I don’t want to try to explain whets going on. Hell, I don’t even know whets going on myself! “Harry you need to stop.” I said wiggling out of his grip. He gave me a hurt expression. “Im sorry but if we are keeping this a secret, we can’t be kissing and touching each other when the boys are around. Unless you want to have the relationship talk right now, and honestly I don’t. Im tired and I just want to sleep. But if you want, you can have it with yourself and fill me in when you done.” I said, couseing Harry to laugh. “I know, im sorry.” He said walking back towards me, and then kissed me on the nose.
I grabbed m cloths and started to walk to the bathroom I could take a shower. I was almost to the door when Harry told me to wait, then left the room. I stood there patiently waiting, wondering what he could want me to wait for. He walked back in the room with a pare of sweat pants and a sweatshirt. “Here some cloths for you to ware.” He said handing them to me. “I already have some.” I said holing up the old shorts and t-shirt so he could see them. “Not anymore.” He yelled ripping them from my hands. Before I had time to respond he ran over to the window, beside the bed, opened it and through the cloths out. I stood there in shock for a few mines before I finally said, “why.” I tried to stay calm, he was lucky I didn’t really like them; otherwise he would be out the window to. “You look sexy in my cloths.” Harry replied before leaving me in the room allow, still speechless.
I took a shower looking at the bruise that covered my body. 98% of them, I had no idea were they came from. That’s just one of many dancer problems. I got out of the shower got dressed and put my hair up in a bun. I was about to walk out of the bathroom, but stopped at there merior when I saw my forehead. The cut was about 2 inches long, and the black stitches stood out against my tan skin. I hated how it looked. I turned away from the mirror when the memories of the scare on my side came flooding back.
I walked down stairs and lipped over to the cotch. God did my knee hurt! I sat down on the cotch and Lima gave me a worried look as he sat down next to me. “Harry, can you get me some ice please.” I said, ignoring Liam. “Why why’s wrong?” Lima asked me. “O yaw, she didn’t tell us. She had knee surgery 2 months ago. The day we meat her was during her first week back to dance. She tore dome tendens.” Harry told the boys as they walked away. All the bosy's eyes popped out of there heads. Liam took the leg and sat it on his lap as he slid the sweat pants over my knee. It very swollen, no wonder it hurt so bad. Liam ran his thumb over the stitches, coursing me to wince. Harry sat a bag of ice on my knee and quickly changed the subject, knowing I didn’t want to talk about it.
I iced my knee for a wile then took the ice back to the kitchen, despite Liam’s lecture that I shuddent walk on it. That was daddy direction for you. I looked at the clock and saw it was already 11. I waked to the living room and said goodnight to the boys. I was walking over to the stairs when I heard Harry talking to the boys. “Well im going to head to bed too. Ill takes care of her tonight when she screams, Lou. You can go ahead and just go back to sleep.” Harry said this was replied with an ok from Lou and I started up the stairs. I was really struggling because it hurt my knee extremely bad.
I pushed myself up onto a step, but my knee gave out and I started to fall backwards. Lucky 2 strong arms cought me then picked me up bridal style, caring me to the spare room. Harry laid me down in the bed the covered me up. He placed a soft kiss on my lips. I did not want him to stop kissing me but I knew the boys were around. He pulled way and looked deep into my eyes. “Ill sees you in a few hours, when you wake up.” He told me as he tucked some her behind my ear. The placed a soft kiss on my forehead and walked out of the room.
The whole drive to the flat, Harry and mine hands were intertwined. And he kept kissing mine. We finally got to the flats and Harry parked in the garage at the bottom. I was about to get out when Harry stopped me by telling me to wait. I stopped and looked at him. He looked so worried. "What’s worng?" I asked trying to not sound extremely concerned. He looked at me and took my head in his hands. "Im this is probably confusing to you because you don't know what's between us. But I don't either." He told me. "I never thought that." I said trying to lie. "Wow that was terrible.” he lagged then continued, "why don't we just keep this to ourselves and not tell the boys until we know. Sound good?" He asked. I nodded, and then Harry placed a long, passionate kiss on my lips cousing fire works again.
Harry pulled away from me smiling. "Why are you so happy?" I asked. "You have no idea how long I've wanted to do that." He replied. His grin got bigger as I said, "dido". I placed a light kiss on his lips and got out of the car.
We got inside the elevator and the sudden bright light shot pain through my head. I gasped and put my head in the crock of his neck, letting out a whimper of pain. "What’s wrong" he asked rubbing my back. I could hear the concern in his voice. "This light is killing my head." I winded holding back tears.
We walked over to the flat as I triyed not to let my head explode. We got to the door and Harry spun me around, pressing his body onto mine as he kissed me. "What was that for?" I asked after we pulled away. "I don't know how long it will be untilI can do that again. I wanted one last kiss." I smiled, removing my hands from his neck as he did the same with my waist, and i oppened the door. 4 boys stood up from the cotch, and ran to me screaming.
I winced back on pain. "What’s wrong" Liam asked as all the boys stopped back. "The light and sound just really hurts my head right now." I replied as I stepped back towards them. I hugged each them as they each does something along the lines of that I had then worried sick.
I hugged Lou last who said nothing to me. He pulled away still looking mad. Harry broght me a glass of water and some pain pills. I took them as Lou asked, "Ce, can I talk to you allown?" I nodded and followed him up to his room, as Harry shot me a scared look.
Lou sat on his bed and patted on it next to me, telling me to sit down. He shifted to look at me, ands I could see the anger burn in his eyes. "Lou, if you brought me up here to yell at me, saves it. I'm in enough pain just sitting here and you yelling will make it worse. You can yell at me tomorrow." i said and i watched Lou's eyes go from anger to shame and sorrow. "Im sorry. It's just he pushed you into that wall, and I could see how scared you looked. It reminded me of the of the story you told us. It made me so mad someone would do that to you. I guess my brotherly instincts just kicked in. I'm really sorry I took it that far."
I sat there shocked. Did I just get an apology from the dream queen? "Iook, its oks Lou. And your not brother to me. Harry, Niall ands Zayn are my bothers." I said. Ihe looked at me with pain in his eyes. "I think of you and Lima as my 2 gay dads, that both have girl friends. Don't tell Liam, but you’re my favorite dad." I said smiling. A tear streamed down his cheek. He pulled me into a hug. "I like being your dad. Don't tell the other boys, especially Harry, but you’re my favorite to." He said into my hair before pulling back and kissing my cheek.
We walked back downstairs and sat down on the cotch next to Harry. "Want to stay the night?" He asked as his arms made his way around my waist and he started to kiss my neck. "Sure,but can I talk to you upstairs?" I said, peeling his hands off me. We when to the spare room, I walked over to my bag on the bed. “What the hell was that?” I asked my back to him as I pulled things out of my bag. He walked up behind me, wrapping his arms around my waist again. “Im sorry but I couldn’t help but kiss you and touch you.” He wisped between the kisses he was planting on my neck.
I didn’t want him to stop, but what if we get caught. I don’t want to try to explain whets going on. Hell, I don’t even know whets going on myself! “Harry you need to stop.” I said wiggling out of his grip. He gave me a hurt expression. “Im sorry but if we are keeping this a secret, we can’t be kissing and touching each other when the boys are around. Unless you want to have the relationship talk right now, and honestly I don’t. Im tired and I just want to sleep. But if you want, you can have it with yourself and fill me in when you done.” I said, couseing Harry to laugh. “I know, im sorry.” He said walking back towards me, and then kissed me on the nose.
I grabbed m cloths and started to walk to the bathroom I could take a shower. I was almost to the door when Harry told me to wait, then left the room. I stood there patiently waiting, wondering what he could want me to wait for. He walked back in the room with a pare of sweat pants and a sweatshirt. “Here some cloths for you to ware.” He said handing them to me. “I already have some.” I said holing up the old shorts and t-shirt so he could see them. “Not anymore.” He yelled ripping them from my hands. Before I had time to respond he ran over to the window, beside the bed, opened it and through the cloths out. I stood there in shock for a few mines before I finally said, “why.” I tried to stay calm, he was lucky I didn’t really like them; otherwise he would be out the window to. “You look sexy in my cloths.” Harry replied before leaving me in the room allow, still speechless.
I took a shower looking at the bruise that covered my body. 98% of them, I had no idea were they came from. That’s just one of many dancer problems. I got out of the shower got dressed and put my hair up in a bun. I was about to walk out of the bathroom, but stopped at there merior when I saw my forehead. The cut was about 2 inches long, and the black stitches stood out against my tan skin. I hated how it looked. I turned away from the mirror when the memories of the scare on my side came flooding back.
I walked down stairs and lipped over to the cotch. God did my knee hurt! I sat down on the cotch and Lima gave me a worried look as he sat down next to me. “Harry, can you get me some ice please.” I said, ignoring Liam. “Why why’s wrong?” Lima asked me. “O yaw, she didn’t tell us. She had knee surgery 2 months ago. The day we meat her was during her first week back to dance. She tore dome tendens.” Harry told the boys as they walked away. All the bosy's eyes popped out of there heads. Liam took the leg and sat it on his lap as he slid the sweat pants over my knee. It very swollen, no wonder it hurt so bad. Liam ran his thumb over the stitches, coursing me to wince. Harry sat a bag of ice on my knee and quickly changed the subject, knowing I didn’t want to talk about it.
I iced my knee for a wile then took the ice back to the kitchen, despite Liam’s lecture that I shuddent walk on it. That was daddy direction for you. I looked at the clock and saw it was already 11. I waked to the living room and said goodnight to the boys. I was walking over to the stairs when I heard Harry talking to the boys. “Well im going to head to bed too. Ill takes care of her tonight when she screams, Lou. You can go ahead and just go back to sleep.” Harry said this was replied with an ok from Lou and I started up the stairs. I was really struggling because it hurt my knee extremely bad.
I pushed myself up onto a step, but my knee gave out and I started to fall backwards. Lucky 2 strong arms cought me then picked me up bridal style, caring me to the spare room. Harry laid me down in the bed the covered me up. He placed a soft kiss on my lips. I did not want him to stop kissing me but I knew the boys were around. He pulled way and looked deep into my eyes. “Ill sees you in a few hours, when you wake up.” He told me as he tucked some her behind my ear. The placed a soft kiss on my forehead and walked out of the room.
Your a really good writer and i'm not one to criticize but its LSA not LST it's london school of the arts there is no such thing is london school of talent
11/16/14