KAT P.O.V

"you've landed yourself in a sticky situation Katherine."

Im sat here in my lawyers office.

Her names Mrs Bones, she's very strict.

"Your police record will not help you..."

i stay silent.

"It also says you were caught in possession of drugs." she looks at me over the rims of her glasses, "hmm.." She looks back down.

I wring my hands in my lap.

"Well from what I can see, from there point of view the whole arrest and drugs thing is defiantly not good and they won't want a minor in your possession. But you have looked after your sister on numerous occasions, rarely things went wrong."

I gulp..

"now I don't mean this rudely..so feel free to take your time to answer and think... Are you still suicidal? Are you in a stable condition for long periods of time?"

I take a deep breath.

"I don't believe I'm suicidal anymore.." I draw in a ragged breath.

"Take your time sweetheart."

"I have been in a stable condition for around 2 months now."

"That's brilliant. Now these questions may be slightly tricky for you to answer so just deep breaths and take your time, your my only appointment today.
your last suicidal attempted ended how?"

Shes slightly like a phycologist

"It um ended in me being in a coma for 3 months. I had a broken leg and arm and several sprains."

"how much do you remember of it?"

"Just stepping onto the railing.." I lie

"hmm.." She stares at me.

"I remember it all.." I say quietly

"I thought so,"

"I remember screaming and letting go, I remember someone trying to grab my ankles. I remember Meg's screams. I remember it going black."

"Do you regret it'?"

" yes of course I do! But I wasn't in my right mind!"

"I know sweetie I know. It's okay"

"it was.."

"now I won't ask anymore okay, I have lots of papers here and I've read them all back to front! I never thing family's should be split up. You need your sister I can see, it's all written here! So I'm prepared to fight for you."

I'm so happy I could cry!