Why me?
Chapter Seventeen
Alex's POV
"I need to talk to you.."-A
"Ok, where do you wanna talk?"-H
"In my room."-A
"Ok."-H. He followed me upstairs and when we got up there, I shoved him. Hard.
"What was that for?"
"Leaving me alone while I went through hell with Max! I only had Chloe! Thats not enough!! I needed you, and you wouldn't pick up, and you ignored me for a month. You kiss me, tell me you like me, Max gets hurt, and its like I don't freakin exist!" I turn away from him, but he puts a firm hand on my shoulder.
"I wanted to talk to you, but I couldn't. Max still dosn't know we like each other.." Opps.
"No, he does...I-"
"Wait...." He paused, his eyes lit up and gave me a disgusted look. With pure anger in his eyes.
"YOU TOLD HIM AND AND, HE RAN! HE, YOU, LOOK WHAT HAPPENED BECAUSE OF YOU!!!" He thought this was my fault?! I guess it was... I knelt down, and sobbed into my hands. He wizzed past me and slammed the door behind him. There goes another. I saw him go in the direction of Max's apt. and just sped away. Jack came upstairs to see me sobbing on the floor. He held me and whispered into my ear.
"Alex, I think you should go home." I looked athim with tears in my eyes. I simply nodded, and put my head back in my hands and sobbed more. Jack was right. It was time for me to leave. I mean, look what I did! I screwed up everything. I called mom when I finished crying.
"Mommy,"-A
"Whats wrong sweetheart?"-M
"I WANNA COME HOME!!" I cried into the phone. She said to put Jack on the phone, and I did what I was told. When Jack was done, I went to packing and he told me I was leaving tonite. I sighed with relief. I would see Kenzie again. God, I missed home. I was so caught up in this bull shit, I totally forgot about everything. Its basically been a month. I coulod do the makeup work for all that. When I was finished getting ready (http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=104233227) I called a taxi. Jack wanted to drive me, but I said no. That would make saying goodbye harder than it already was. I hugged him and gave him a kiss. He had tears in his eyes as I got in the taxi and drove away. This is what I chose to do. I messed things up and I had to fix them. I texted Chloe and she said she'd really miss me. I'd miss her so badly. I love her so much! I got the airport, paid the taxi driver, and got on the plaine to Monson. Goodbye Los Angelous.
"I need to talk to you.."-A
"Ok, where do you wanna talk?"-H
"In my room."-A
"Ok."-H. He followed me upstairs and when we got up there, I shoved him. Hard.
"What was that for?"
"Leaving me alone while I went through hell with Max! I only had Chloe! Thats not enough!! I needed you, and you wouldn't pick up, and you ignored me for a month. You kiss me, tell me you like me, Max gets hurt, and its like I don't freakin exist!" I turn away from him, but he puts a firm hand on my shoulder.
"I wanted to talk to you, but I couldn't. Max still dosn't know we like each other.." Opps.
"No, he does...I-"
"Wait...." He paused, his eyes lit up and gave me a disgusted look. With pure anger in his eyes.
"YOU TOLD HIM AND AND, HE RAN! HE, YOU, LOOK WHAT HAPPENED BECAUSE OF YOU!!!" He thought this was my fault?! I guess it was... I knelt down, and sobbed into my hands. He wizzed past me and slammed the door behind him. There goes another. I saw him go in the direction of Max's apt. and just sped away. Jack came upstairs to see me sobbing on the floor. He held me and whispered into my ear.
"Alex, I think you should go home." I looked athim with tears in my eyes. I simply nodded, and put my head back in my hands and sobbed more. Jack was right. It was time for me to leave. I mean, look what I did! I screwed up everything. I called mom when I finished crying.
"Mommy,"-A
"Whats wrong sweetheart?"-M
"I WANNA COME HOME!!" I cried into the phone. She said to put Jack on the phone, and I did what I was told. When Jack was done, I went to packing and he told me I was leaving tonite. I sighed with relief. I would see Kenzie again. God, I missed home. I was so caught up in this bull shit, I totally forgot about everything. Its basically been a month. I coulod do the makeup work for all that. When I was finished getting ready (http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=104233227) I called a taxi. Jack wanted to drive me, but I said no. That would make saying goodbye harder than it already was. I hugged him and gave him a kiss. He had tears in his eyes as I got in the taxi and drove away. This is what I chose to do. I messed things up and I had to fix them. I texted Chloe and she said she'd really miss me. I'd miss her so badly. I love her so much! I got the airport, paid the taxi driver, and got on the plaine to Monson. Goodbye Los Angelous.
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