Dark Secrets

Just lying here on my bed, well Harry's bed until I get my own, in the room wondering, "Umm what should Renee do today because so far all I do is lay around and do nothing. Well Renee that's because you can't do nothing if you try to do anything you would get told that you can't." Today I am going to do something I do care if that mean just to go outside I will do something and no one is going to stop me from doing so.

"Renee, you know that's bad idea. Louis would have your head, not really, but he will talk you out of it."

I look over to my side, there's Will Laying next to me smiling at the ceiling crossing his hands under his head.

I jump about ten feet off the bed, "Jesus Christ Will! Do you have to scare the shit out of me like that! Wh-what are you doing here?"

Will chuckled as he pulled me laying my head in top of his chest, "Why, yes I have to scare you like that. It was pretty funny watching you talk to yourself. I thought you were bored out of your mind so I figured why not enjoy a little talk with you, is that okay?"

"Yeah. yeah it's fine."

"So you want to leave the house, well not leave, but to get out walk around maybe find a job instead of being cooped up in this room?" Will took a deep sigh.

"Yup," I replied popping the "p".

"If I were you, I would go find a nice, little job. I know when I was here, Louis nor Harry wouldn't let me or Niall leave."

"Why not?"

"They gave us that 'It's too dangerous' talk that parents give to their children but we never listened and guess what we're still fine."

"Will sorry to bust your bubble but your dead so maybe is was dangerous but then I want a job just to help out or money to keep to myself."

"Thanks for reminding me that I'm dead but if you really want a job then go get it!"

I squeezed Will for a nice hug with a smile across my face, "Thanks for listening."

Will placed a kiss on top of my head then nuzzled his face in my hair, "No problem. If you need anything just ask and I'll come for you, okay? I love you and I miss you Renee."

"Love you too Will. And I promise I will." I closed my eyes then opened them, Will was gone. "I'm going to do it, I'm going to get a job and no one is going to stop me."

I got up from the bed with a bold and courageous smile saying that, "No on can stop me," but once walked over to the door that smile disappeared.

"Renee what do you think you're doing?"

"Ah shit...

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