Dark Secrets

Harry listened to me about my dream of the little girl and the masked people. I felt relieved to tell him but it was also odd since I always talked to Louis about this since he has "supernatural powers" or curse. After I told him, I was ready for the gentle soft talk of what I should do and that everything was going to be okay I got this, "It was just a dream Renee nothings going to happen." WHAT THE FUCK!! Did he not see the blood stained bathroom and Will's dead body!? See this is why I like Louis better than Harry when it comes to this kind of problem.
"Okay thanks," I rolled my eyes then turned my back away pretending to fall asleep.
I felt Harry get out of the bed and walked over to the door closing it slowly, "And yes I did see the blood but I just try to forget it because that could hold me down for what lies ahead."
I shot up from the bed, I walked over to my door avoiding to make any sound.
"How do we fucking know if this is the bitch that killed Will, Lou?"
Really Harry you think that I would kill Will, the sweetheart that probably was the only one that liked me, other than Louis.
"Harry, I know that she didn't kill him Jesus Christ! Harry I know that you never could trust me or this girl but I do have one question, why did you save her that night?"
That question never appeared in my mind. If Harry so cold heartedly hated me then why did he save my ass?
"I don't know-"
"You God damn well know why! Don't you dare fucking lie to me, tell me the truth. Why did you save her?"
"Because she reminds me of a little boy that I once knew okay! Louis I'm not that same boy anymore. He was scared, alone, afraid, and no one ever loved him. His own parents left him to die, so he was left out on the streets. That's when he met his first friend."
"I know, I'm sorry but Harry how did we become friends?"
"By being nice-"
"And giving hope. I tried to kill you on the first day until I finally calmed down but what would have have happened if I tried killing you again? You better hope that I didn't but I never did because the one thing I saw from you was hope. Hope that things could be better in the future and it has. Harry, as your friend, please give Renee hope that the future will be better then maybe she could bring out the old Harry I once knew."
"I'll try Louis, but what made you loose yourself and try to rape her on the first day?"
Louis chuckled, "Vampire side was horny so once I saw her I lost it. I regretted it after I realized what I done so that's why I was in a shitty mood not because of her but at me. I didn't want my first reactions to be, 'Hi I'm Louis and all I want is to get in your pants.' but it did. So to have her like me I did what you did to me by telling the truth of who I am and that I really am a nice guy."
"That was great but you know that I can't do that. I don't want her to know my secret, it will hurt her and I can't afford to do that to her."
"You will have to someday Harry, someday."
I felt like shit. All I have been doing is making Harry feel like he's nothing and comparing him to Louis. Someone please give me an award for the worst person ever. Maybe I should give Harry a chance. Even though we may have things in common, I think that he had the worst bunches of apples to pick from. There is a lot of things I want to know about him and his story but all I want to know is what is his secret?

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