Dark Secrets

I don't care what the guys think but to me I am a murder. No one was ever in the house when Will died and it had to of happened in the bathroom, my bathroom. I rolled over to my side and thought of possible ways of how this could have happened but I couldn't put the puzzle together.
"I saw it before anybody else did two months ago," I picked up my book. "I thought it was a dream but it was my own nightmare." I threw the book across the room, "Why did Will have to fucking die because of my curse!"
I shoved my face on top of my pillow an sobbed letting my tears soak up in it. After crying into the pillow I felt a gentle hand on my shoulder, "Renee, it wasn't your fault. You didn't know that this would actually happen."
"Louis I know that you are trying your best on being a big brother but it was my fault!" I replied in a harsh tone.
"Look at me Renee," the soft voice said so I turned around and I couldn't believe my eyes.
"W-Will!" Will wrapped me in a tight, warm hug. I felt as if he was never gone but then maybe this was just a dream in my head. "I-I thought you were d-dead?"
Will pulls away to look at me with watery eyes, then a tear roll down his cheek, "Renee I did. It wasn't your fault that it happened, I knew it was coming so I let it happen. There's one secret that you don't know about me ."
Will gave me a bright smile hiding the pain and fear behind his eyes, "I'm an angel, your guarding angel and I always was even when you never notice. The reason why I died was for you. You are a special young girl and you have a lot to go through in the future but just remember that you will have Louis, Harry and I on your side. Your the only one who can see and talk to me. I have on thing to warn you about, don't trust Niall. I love you Renee like a sister promise me that you will take care of the boys for me, okay?"
I nodded my head then place my head by his neck for the last time. "Good girl, I have to go but there is one more thing I should say, if you ever come across a guy named Joey, say yes!"
Although I was confused about the last part I replied sure then Will placed a soft kiss on my cheek and he was gone. After seeing Will for those few minutes, it felt like a bunch of weight came off of me. I was happy for that moment as I drift off to sleep, or my nightmare.

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