"NO DON'T LEAVE ME HERE " his shrill little voice screamed through the whole home. I hated leaving him here, if it was my choice he would be with me.
"Shea I'm sorry it's not my choice" I said as the tears that stained my brothers face threatened to spill from my eyes, tears of loss."it's only a year,and I promise ill visit" I was giving him hope that I could not fulfill, I was moving to someplace in England to be adopted.
"SARAH NO PLEASE TAKE ME WITH YOU" he screamed again.
"if it was my choice I would bea" I said cradling him in my arms. He was too young for this he was only 3. "Lid and Alissa said they would come visit you every day" I said trying to make this better for him it's not like he hasn't been through enoff.

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He finally fell asleep. I placed him in his bed with his teddy I got him for his first Christmas. It was time for me to do the hardest thing I have ever done. I left my brother.

Notes

Hey guys this is my first real book I might not be able to update a lot but please don't comment stuff that is negotive about the character Seamus (Shea mus is how you pronounce it ) because that is my actual brother. But thanks for reading