
Out of the Darkness
I have my needs...
Harry POV:
That night I decide to spend the night in my own room for the first time in days. I don’t think I’d be able to restrain myself if I spent one more night with Samantha. I’ve been taking it slow for her, but I have my needs. That girl is driving me crazy, but I know these past few weeks have been overwhelming for her, so I’ve been practicing self-control.
I wake from a deep sleep to the strong aroma of bacon. This gets me right out of bed, and I grab a T-shirt as I run down the stairs and into the kitchen, pulling my shirt over my head as I walk in. Samantha, Niall, Louis and Jennie are in the kitchen, goofing off as they cook up breakfast. Sam’s back is to me, so I sneak up behind her, and tackle her into a playful hug from behind.
“Harry!!” She squeals, as everyone laughs at her reaction. Sam turns around to face me, and I kiss her forehead lightly.
“Morning love,” I murmur, my lips still pressed against her soft skin.
“I missed you last night.” She says playfully, looking at me with a happy glint in her eyes.
I grin, and slowly slide my hands down to rest on her waist.
“Missed you too,” I respond quietly before squeezing both my hands shut, tazering her. Sam drops to the floor squealing and giggling.
“Harry fucking Styles, you are going to regret that!” She shouts, failing miserably at her attempt to keep her voice serious as she picks herself up off of the ground and starts chasing towards me. I take my chance to escape, and run out of the room, my sock encased feet skidding across the floor as I go.
“Get him Sam!” cheers Niall as I run into the living room. Jesus Sam is fast! In a matter of seconds she has me cornered in the living room, between the couch and the wall.
“Harry… whatcha gonna do now?” She challenges in a singsong voice, with a smirk on her face. Her cheeks are flushed from our little game, and the color makes her delicate features stand out.
I take my only option, and leap over the back of the couch, landing on the cushions just as Sam’s body collides with mine, knocking me onto my back. We’re both laughing hysterically, and Sam leans down, her eyes level with mine.
“Who won?” She demands lightly. I keep my lips sealed, and hold my laughter in, refusing to admit defeat.
“Say it Haz. Now who won?” She asks again. Jesus if she keeps using that nickname on me, she’s going to get a whole lot more than she’s asking for. I sigh;
“You won.” I concede, looking into her eyes, giving her a taunting stare. After a few seconds her eyes break away to my lips, inches apart from hers, and then she quickly looks up to meet my gaze once more. I smirk as she blushes, knowing that I caught her looking.
I can no longer stand it. I lean up and firmly connect my mouth with hers, immediately biting her bottom lip, causing her to gasp into the kiss. Flipping us so that I’m hovering over her on the couch, I slip my tongue into her open mouth while she’s caught off guard. I deepen our kiss, exploring her mouth roughly, until she has to pull away to catch her breath.
“Harry!” She gasps as I squeeze her bum lightly.
“I let you win” I growl, before abruptly pulling away and walking towards the door.
“Yes…” comes the breathless response as I walk out into the hallway. I make my way into the downstairs bathroom and adjust my pants. I hope to god that Samantha didn’t notice my little ‘friend’ trying to introduce himself to her. Jesus, if I had spent another second in that room, I wouldn’t have been able to hold myself back.
After I’ve dealt with my little ‘situation’ I make my way back into the kitchen, and by now everyone including El and Perrie are here. They must have both spent the night here. Sam makes an entrance moments later, and we are ready to eat.
“I wanna do something today!” announces Sam as we’re cleaning up the kitchen after breakfast.
“like what?” asks El conversationally as she scrubs bacon grease from the counter top.
“Can we go visit the hospital where I stayed?” She asks. “I want to thank the nurses who took care of me,” she tells us quietly. Samantha will never cease to amaze me when it comes to her compassion and sensitivity. We all look towards Jennie.
“Yes, that’s a great idea!” she exclaims, smiling widely. “I can talk to my boss, but I don’t see why he would say no.”
“Yeah, and you guys can go talk to some of the patients while you’re there!” Ads Perrie, as she leans against the counter, arm in arm with Zayn. It’s decided. Jennie talks to her boss, and we arrange to head over to the hospital in about an hour.
Samantha POV:
(after hospital visit)
The visit to the hospital was great. The boys talked and took pictures with so many of their fans, and I think they brightened the day of many of the patients. Some of the fans even asked for pictures with me! I got to thank my nurses, and by the time we return home we are all very happy and excited about the successful day.
I’m putting my shoes away in my room, when Harry comes in and throws himself onto the bed.
“The fans love you, you know,” he says sincerely. I stand up, and turn to face him.
“It’s so weird,” I admit. “Just a few weeks ago I was just some insignificant nineteen year old girl, and now thousands of people know my name and my story.”
I ease myself onto the bed next to Harry, massaging a cramp out of my right foot.
“If it’s overwhelming I can help get you more privacy, but I think the fans want to get to know you better. You should see my twitter page, they’re all talking about you!” He exclaims, grinning.
“I hope they’re saying good things!” I joke, poking Harry in the side.
At this moment, Perrie bursts through the door without knocking. She pauses when she sees Harry in my room.
“Oh….”
“It’s okay Perrie, but you might want to knock next time.” Says Harry grinning. “You never know what you could be interrupting,” he adds, winking at me cheekily.
“Ew, Harry! I don’t need to hear it!” she exclaims, as I slap Harry lightly on the back of the head, ignoring his silent laughter.
“What’s up?” I address Per.
“Well, the rest of us are going to go out to some club tonight. You should both come!” She exclaims looking at us expectantly.
I shrug, looking at my hands before answering. “Jennie won’t let me drink, and I kinda want to just take it easy tonight.”
“Oh come on! You don’t even have to drink! It’ll be fun!” persuades Perrie
“No, it’s fine,” says Harry, as he sits up and wraps his arm around my shoulder. “I’ll stay here with Sam. I don’t really want to go either.” He announces.
Perrie sticks her tongue out at us, and turns to leave. “Party Poooopers!!” She calls, walking out the door.
By the time 8:30 comes around, Liam, Louis, Zayn, Niall, Perrie, Jennie, and Eleanor are off to the club, and Harry and I are on our own to figure out dinner. Harry is being all sweet, and he suggests that we make a homemade pizza together!
It only takes about 20 minutes before our little pizza for two is hot and ready out of the oven, and we sit at the counter to enjoy it. Once we are done, I start to put away the dishes. Harry dips two fingers into the pizza sauce jar, and comes after me, threatening to smear the sauce on my face.
“This is payback for what you did earlier!” He smirks, trapping me into a corner of the kitchen. I Squeal, trying to duck under his outstretched arm, but he catches me from behind, smearing his sauce covered hands across my face. My squeals turn to giggles as I accept my defeat, and wipe some of the sauce off of my face, dotting it onto his nose.
I freeze and grow silent once I realize that Harry and I are pressed close together, each of us painfully aware of the way our hips are molded together. He is looking down at me with an intense stare that ignites a fire within me. My heart races, and before I know it his lips are locked against mine in a heavenly kiss. Harry wastes no time deepening our kiss, and it is different from any of our previous experiences. His lips are moving against mine with a new passion, his every touch igniting flames in the pit of my stomach.
Harry runs his hands up and down my sides, keeping us pressed together as I tangle my fingers into his soft curls. A soft moan escapes my lips as he gently squeezes my bum, sending warm tingles all over my body. He aggressively pushes me up against the counter, and I can feel his excitement pressing against my thigh. I don't even have time to be embarrassed before he starts delivering small kisses all over my face, licking away the pizza sauce. His tongue is driving me insane.
I can’t think straight. My body is reacting in ways I never knew possible. I arch my back as Harry’s lips trail down my jawline, sucking lightly on a spot below my ear.
Harry suddenly pulls away, studying my face with lust filled eyes.
“Harrrry!!” I moan, trying to bring his lips back to mine. He gives me a small peck before moving his lips slowly to my ear.
“Jump baby,” he says in a low voice, his hands finding their way to the back of my thighs. His voice is so goddamn sexy that I immediately oblige, and his strong arms support me as he makes his way towards my bedroom, never breaking our kiss.
Harry lays me on the bed, and swiftly crawls over me, trailing kisses sensually up my neck and jawline, before locking his lips on mine once more. He gently nibbles my bottom lip, and I can’t contain my moans. I can see it in his eyes how much he's holding back, scared to push me too far, but I'm ready for him. I need this to help erase the bad memories of the night of the concert so many weeks ago, to help me move on. I need to teach myself to completely trust another man, and I need Harry to be that man. I need him now.
I reach down and tug on his shirt, wanting it out of my way. Harry pauses, pulling away and gazing into my eyes.
“Are you sure you want this?” He asks me seriously. Dammit Harry, what do you think?! I nod breathlessly, tugging on his shirt once more. He gets the message, and his shirt is off in a matter of seconds, revealing his chiseled chest inked all over with beautiful tattoos.
I reach down, and Harry assists me in the removal of my shirt. Our lips meet sloppily once more, as Harry removes each of our pants. He leans down, burying his head in my chest, kissing every bit of skin he can reach.
“So beautiful,” He murmurs as he reaches around to unclasp my bra, removing the last bit of fabric separating my chest from his. He is now on top of me, propped up on his forearms hovering above me, taking it all in. After softly running his hands over my chest, and watching my reaction, he immediately goes to work on me, twisting my nipples between his fingers, sending pleasure shooting to my groin.
“Fuuck!” I moan as he grinds his bulge over my aroused crotch, lifting my hips to meet his subtle thrusts. With one last kiss, and flick of his tongue on each of my nipples, Harry starts leaving a trail of small slow kisses from my collar bone down my stomach, pausing when he reaches my panty line. He hooks his fingers into the waistband, and looks up at me for assurance. I give him a small, confident smile. Everything feels so right as he slowly slides them down my legs and off.
He then crawls back over me, reaching to grab something from the pocket of his discarded pants in the process, and setting it on the bedside table. Harry gives me one more kiss on the lips, slow and deep, and I slide my hands down along his bare chest, pausing at the elastic of his briefs. I feel his body shudder as I gently move one hand lower, lightly hovering over his prominent bulge.
Harry groans into my mouth and gently presses his hips into my hand as I begin to palm his member through the thin fabric.
"Sam, please" he murmurs, his breath hot on my face, and I get the message, carefully peeling his briefs off and pushing them down of this legs. he kicks them the rest of the way off. In the darkness I can see that his eyes are full of love and lust. We share one last passionate kiss as harry reaches to grab the packet which he had placed on the bedside table.
Bringing the foil packet between us and tearing it open, Harry smoothly rolls the condom over his length, and he returns his mouth to mine, crawling back over me. His hard package rubs against my sensitive area, sending waves of pleasure shooting through me. His hands roam up and down my body, over my breasts, and finally flutter lightly over my simulated area.
Gasping, I return the favor, curious about his body. I slide my hands down his muscled chest until I reach the base of his arousal. Harry's back stiffens as I slowly run my fingers along his length, exploring. I gasp at his size, worrying about this part of him that is about to divide me in two. There's no going back now. He grabs my breasts, rubbing them in slow circles which get my breath racing. He brings his mouth down to my left breast, lightly nibbling my hardened nipple as he rubs two fingers in tiny circles over my clit. I'm done with this foreplay. I need him now.
"Harry, Please," I moan, begging for him to fulfill my needs. He brings his mouth up to mine, pulling me into a heated kiss while our groins grind roughly against each other, desperate for friction.
A low groan escapes Harry's lips as he positions himself at my entrance, his tip drawing slow, devastating circles around my area. I stiffen, scared of the pain which I am sure is about to come. Harry stops his movement, giving me his attention.
“You okay?” he asks huskily.
“Will it hurt?” I whisper shakily, starting to worry. There’s no turning back now.
“I’ll go slow, love. Just tell me if I’m hurting you” Harry insists "It shouldn't hurt as much as your first time okay?"
I nod, taking a deep breath, and he leans in for another kiss.
“Relax,” Harry murmurs against my cheek before slowly easing himself into me…
Notes
so..... i think this is officially my longest chapter yet! And also the most awkward to write! um... what do you guys think?! Are you happy that they finally 'did it'?
lol i laughed when i wrote the part about harry's "situation"
Please let me know how it was, lol i couldn't even bring myself to finish the sex scene... maybe next time? ;)
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~AmyLeigh
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Whyyyyyy
why tf did u stop with a cliffyyyyyyyyyyyyy
6/2/16