Does he know?

He was right, he actually had a point. I sat there totally speechless like a fool. He went to the bathroom in only underpants and the flashback from yesterday was all in my mind again. The Bradford boys trully were badboys !

“I know you like what you see you don’t even have to pretend you don’t. ” he joked.
How could he be so chilled about the situation when I was starting feeling guily?! We even had class with Harry how was I supposed to pretend this never happened?!

“You know the quote " Just because there is a goal keeper doesn't meen you can't score?" I think I experienced that last night” he laughed loudly. I again threw a pilow at him " Zayn stop joking I actually feel bad about what happened" I claimed.

"I know that's why I joke a little. So you don't feel bad about it" he smiled and went to the bathroom again.

It was actually a sweet thought he had. One thing was for sure; I needed to tell Soph and El about the episode. I couldn't keep it to myself. I think it's just a girl thing. I want to keep it a secret but I've tried to keep one from them and it didn't go well. I'm over the hiding thing, I just wanna clear my mind so I texted them saying I needed to talk to them at the cafeteria.

“Good morning Annabelle, what happened last night?" she asked with a big smile on her face.

"Good morning. I'm so sorry, I met mr. Bolt at the hallway and he kept talking about the musical. Time flew so I told Harry to buy me a burger.. And then ... Next thing I knew I woke up this morning not knowing what the time was. Soph bursted out in laughter " Oh my god are you drunk woman?" she said taking a sip of her cup.

"We called you serveral times because we had a burger for you at my room but you didn't pick up your phone. Harry was so worried he knocked on your door a million of times put no one opened it. Then we called Zayn and he said you were asleep" she explained carefully.

"Wow I didn't know that. I didn't hear anything last night I swear" I looked shockily at her. I must have slept like a stone after my episode with Zayn.

"Heey what do you wanna talk about?" El said as she sat beside me. " And good morning ladies, I'm so tired. I wrote a song with Lou yesterday" she said as she started eating her food

"Well you do look tired" Soph joked.

"Girls listen. I have something to tell you. I'm not sure if I should tell anyone because i'm afraid of the rumors, the drama and everything.. Everything is just a big mess right now" I said. They both looked concerned and they both stopped eating their food.

"Are you okay?" El said and took my hand.

I looked at Soph " Yesterday.. When you and the guys were at McDonalds I kind of .."

"Heeeeeeeeeey girlllllsssssss"

We all turned our heads and there he was..

Harry ..

"Hello" we all said at the same time.

"Mind if I join you?"

"No" El said smiling wide.

"Actually I do mind. We're having a private conversation" I said coldly.

He seem to be questionable but did not say anything and luckily he went away.

"Well that was strange Annabelle why where you so defensive?" Soph asked looking all weirdly at me.

"Because I ...... Oh god I don't know how to say this girls. Please don't think i'm a whore or anything. Please I don't know what i'm doing lately i'm a big mess." the words fumled out of my mouth as I finally got the courage to say it outloud.



"I cheated on Harry"

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