Helping Her Out The Darkness..

Sarah's POV

I woke up by the smell of bacon and eggs. Someone is cooking. I guess Harry's mom. "Heey Harry wake up." I heard nothing. I looked beside me and i saw it was empty. Where is Harry? I stepped out of bed. Of course, i was naked. Yes we had sex. I grabbed my clothes and dressed myself. I walked downstairs. I saw a georgious guy in the kitchen.

Kooking. I wrapped my arms around his torso and kissed his shoulder. "Well hello beautiful" He said. "Heey. Are you kooking!?" "What the hell it looks like!? Eating?" We both laughed. "So you are kooking. It looks nice." "Just like you." He kissed me and of course i kissed back. "Can i ask you a question, Sarah?" He sounded serious.

"Yes of course you can. Anything!" "Ehmm.. Well.... You weren't a virgin were you?" What!? Is he serious!? "Ehmm.. I... No. I weren't a virgin. Why?" He looked i don't know. He didn't show any emotion. "Who was your first then?" Seriously!?

"Do you really want me to talk about my-" He cutted me off. "Yes. Who was your first. Trust me. I don't tell it to anybody. Just me." Oh... Ehmm.. Okay. "Edward." He looked at me. Shocked or something. "E-e-e-edward!? E-e-edward who?"

Wow the big guy is stuttering. Is he nervous or something? What's wrong with him!? "What do you mean with 'Edward who?' I don't understand." He looked frustrated. "What's his last name? You know mine is Styles and yours is Tomlinson so what's his?"

Ohhh... I understand it now. "Is that really important Harry?" "Yes." He said fast. "Okay, okay. His last name is.... Ehmm.. S-s-s-s-sty-yles. Y-yes. Styles was it." He looked extremely angry, mad, sad, shocked, frustrated and broken. I know a lot, right!?

"What's w-wrong with t-t-that H-harry?" I asked him. "Edward Sryles. EDWARD STYLES!? YOU KNOW WHO THAT IS!? THAT'S MY FUCKINGIDIOTSTUPIDWOMANIZERRAPER TWIN-BROTHER!!!" He said, no yelled all of that in one breath. "W-w-what?" I just.. No i.. I let a tear slip.

He didn't hug me. But he calmed down. "P-p-please... Don't cry Sarah. I can't... He's just stupid, an idiot, a fucker, a womanizer, and he raped so many girls that i just can't believe t-that y-y-you...." He didn't finish but i know what he means.

"I was at the club. Drunk as hell. A-a-and... We danced. He took me upstairs. I didn't know what he wanted. He said he could make me feel good. Better than anything in the world. I din't understand but then..." I cried. Harry hugged me. "G-g-go on. Please?" He asked. His voice was almost a wispher. "He undressed me. I tried to stop him but he was to strong! H-h-he was done with my clothes. I was fully naked. And he was naked to. He pushed me to the bed and in a few seconds he slammed into me. It hurted like hell. He didn't stop. He only got... Faster and... H-h-he... Yelled at me. The things he yelled were disgusting. After he stopped i was bleeding. And it hurted like hell. I couln't walk straight. I picked up my clothes and got dressed. I runned so fast as i could out of the room and out of the club. I runned to the middle of nowhere. I called Taylor and he took me home. He leaved and i cried the whole night. I tought Edward made me pregnant. He didn't use any protection. No condoms and.... I was scared like hell. Gladly i wasn't. Since then i backed off a lot. I were more innocent. I was only alive when i was with Taylor. Then i had to move because of my mom. Because of her job. I wasn't alive anymore. Now you. You brought me alive again. I just... It's horrible!!" I cried more. But.. Harry cried more and harder than me. "Thanks for telling me this, love." He said. He kissed me and he hugged.

Then he gave me my eggs and bacon and a glass of milk. He ate his eggs and bacon to. When we were done we did the dishes and after that we watched some tv. I drifted off to sleep on Harry's shoulder.

I love him.

More than anything.

Notes

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