~ Capri's POV ~

I stare up at the ceiling which is slightly lit by my alarm clock. It's 2 in the fucking morning and I can't sleep. Harry sleeps on the left side with his back turned to me. I know he's awake too. His breathing is uneven and every now and them he'll sniffle.

"Harry" I whisper. He shift a bit and sighs.

"Capri" he whispers back.

"I need you to believe me. I have never lied to you. And I would not lie about something that involves my brother. Ever." I say. He turns around and my eyes gloss over with tears.

"I want to.. But, Kate..." I mentally choke him.

"You still love her" my voice is barely a whisper and I choke back the tears that threaten to fall.

"I never said that" he states.

"Is it true?" I prop my self up on my elbow and look at him.

He avoids eye contact, and nervously plays with his fingers. I set my hand on his and he looks up to me.

"Dont lie to me" I said. He chuckled and I frowned.

"What the fuck?" He was starting to make me angry.

"I can't lie, but you can?" Aww hell no!

"Excuse me? I never lied to you!" I rose my voice and got out of bed.

"Yes you did! You totally cut yourself, but you lied and said it was an "accident" you can only do those things on purpose!" He fought back following my actions.

"No! It was an accident! I didn't intentionally cut myself Harry! I can't believe you! You still love Kate don't you?" I say really pissed off.

"I don't think I ever stopped!" He quickly shut his mouth and stood there, quiet.

"Oh my god. You..." I couldn't contain myself anymore. I fell to my knees and began sobbing into my hands.

My whole world was falling down. My head hurt. My body shook. I couldn't see, because the tears kept streaming over my face.

"Capri... I didn't mea-" I cut him off.

"This whole time, you were in love with her. Your the one that lied to ME. You said that you never felt anything more real. You said you never loved anybody more than you love me and Darcy! You NEVER meant any of that! Any of it!"

"I meant it at the time" my heart stopped and I couldn't look at him. Was this real? Was he actually saying he loved Kate?

"Darcy's awake." I said. I stomped into her room and turned the light on. Her cheeks were stained with years and I probably looked the same.

"Momma and Dadda fight!" She buried her face harder into her blanky and my heart broke for her.

"I'm sorry Bubba. Me and Daddy aren't agreeing with eachother right now. But this is what mommies and daddies do. So when it's all over they love eachother even more." I picked her up out of her crib and set her on my hip.

"Oh." She responded. I smiled and kissed her cheek. I rocked her a bit, before setting her back in her crib and turning the light off. The door shut and Harry stood there with a suitcase.

"I'm leaving for a bit. Staying at Lou's." he said dully. My heart shattered and the tears fell again.

"You do that Harry. Go raise your son with the woman you love, we obviously don't mean anything to you anymore." I said shakily. He sighed and a tear rolled down his cheek too.

"I love you." He said.

"Do you? Really? If you loved me, you wouldn't leave me. It's all happening again. With every person i get close to, they always find a way to ruin me. Always. Your leaving me. Just like my mom, brother, Mason, even fucking Jade for a while." I said. I wiped the tears away but sobs continued to leave my mouth.

"I really love you. But we need time." He said avoiding eye contact.

"Okay. you go take as much time as you need. I'll be here. Raising Darcy." I said. The tears kept falling. It was no use to stop them again.

He kissed my cheek And he stepped outside. Taking my heart down the road, with him.

Notes

Goodnight:) sad right??