Still The One
Chapter 46
~ Louis POV ~
I crashed my lips on top of hers, and I felt her body freeze in shock. Before I even knew what I was doing, she had her mouth moving in sync with mine. I've always loved her more than a friend, it was just so hard to actually admit it to myself these past couple of years.
She slowly parted her lips from mine, and her blue eyes poured into my own.
"Louis.." She trailed off. I smiled widely at her.
"Yes, Love?" I asked with happiness lingering in my tone.
"I don't know what to say." she confessed.
"Then don't say anything. Just live in the now. Be with me here in this moment, and don't worry about the past, or what's to come." I brushed the pads of my thumbs over her cheekbones. She smiled lightly before pecking my lips again.
She grabbed my hand and led me back to the bedroom. I laid down and opened my arms to her. She shuffled over to my spot and cuddled my into my chest.
It wasn't long before I heard her breathing even out and I shut my eyes.
"I love you Capri" I said before my body fell into a deep sleep.
.Everyone was over and we had already had our number of beers. Capri had been really different today... she seemed like she might give us a chance. I couldn't ask for anything else.
"Lets sing!" Niall slurred while walking over to my guitar that I had by the fire place. Not that I played it, but it went with my decor.
"Yeah!" everyone agreed and the girls giggled. I shrugged lightly and gave in because of the alcohol running through me.
Niall began singing a song to Jade, and I think we all sobered up to his seriousness about the song. He was singing Truly, Madly, Deeply. I smiled and sat down next to Capri on the couch and she kissed my cheek.
Soon the song was over and everyone looked at me to sing a song. I shook my head no and Harry got up and pushed me to the stool. WHEN THE HELL DID HARRY GET HERE????!!! I looked at Capri and she was white as a sheet. I guess she didn't know he was here either.
"Okay! I'll sing! Niall, can you play the guitar for me?" I said giving in to their wishes. He nodded and I sighed. I told him the song and he nodded his head. Once he began to strum the instrument I looked directly into Capri's eyes. Everyone noticed and gasped. I began to sing the lyrics to the song and she smiled lightly.
Change My Mind ~ One Direction
The end of the night
We should say goodbye
But we carry on
While everyone’s gone
Never felt like this before-ore
Are we friends or are we more?
As I’m walking towards the door
I’m not sure
But baby if you say you want me to stay
I’ll change my mind
Cause I don’t wanna know I’m walking away
If you’ll be mine
Won’t go, won’t go
So baby if you say you’ll want me to stay, stay for the night
I’ll change my mind.
Lean in when you laugh,
We take photographs
There’s no music on
But we dance along
Never felt like this before-ore
Are we friends or are we more?
As I’m walking towards the door
I’m not sure.
But baby if you say you want me to stay
I’ll change my mind
Cause I don’t wanna know I’m walking away
If you’ll be mine
Won’t go, won’t go
So baby if you say you’ll want me to stay, stay for the night
i’ll change my mind.
I’ll change my mind.
Baby if you say you want me to stay
I’ll change my mind
But baby if you say you want me to stay
I’ll change my mind
Cause I don’t wanna know I’m walking away
If you’ll be mine
Won’t go, won’t go
So baby if you say you’ll want me to stay, stay for the night
I’ll change my mind.
After the song Capri had tears in her eyes, and Harry stood there with his mouth agape.
"What?" I said looking at him." He looked at me with anger obvious in his expression.
"Really?with my best mate?" He snapped to Capri. She looked at him and then sighed angrily, while putting her head in her hands.
"We are not "best mates" anymore! That ended after you went off and left your wife for a psycho bitch!" I shot back. He looked back to Capri who still had her head in her hands.
"What about us? We kissed!" he yelled at her. My expression stayed the same.
"I know we did!" She responded.
"Your messing with people's feelings Capri!" Harry was getting red-faced.
"I'm not! I didn't even know you had any feelings! I figured Kate brain washed you from being kind all together. The only nice thing you did for me these past 5 months were letting me see Darcy, and taking me to the hospital after... the thing!"
"Your Dad raped you! It's not that hard to say!" Her face expression changed from angry to completely devastated. "And that doesn't change the fact that we kissed!" he finished.
"You don't control me Harry! I'm done with this! I'm completely done with whatever you think we have! I'm done yelling at you! I'm done crying over you! And I am SO done with you always having something yo say about the people I want to be with!" She practically screamed at him. He shut his mouth and Liam stood up from his seat.
"Any one want more beer?" He asked in attempt to lighten the mood.
"Me. Please get me out of here." Capri huffed while following Liam to the kitchen. It stayed quiet for a moment until Niall spoke up.
"The only reason she is saying those things to you is because there true. You have been a real dip shit about this situation, and you don't see that it as caused her unfathomable pain." Jade stood up and waddled over to Harry with her ginormous baby bump.
"Harry... I can't believe I'm about to say this but... a couple of months ago she told me that she wanted to kill herself because the pain you were causing her, but the only thing stopping her was the babies. That's why she ended up n the hospital, because she attempted suicide. I was supposed to go over to her house to go out to lunch, and she was there with a really deep cut, and was passed out cold. I took her to the hospital, and the doctor then noticed that the babies weren't growing correctly. I know I should have told you guys, but I didn't want to worry you." My mouth gaped and I sat on the stool.
"Wait... She attempted suicide? Why would you lie Jade?!" Zayn snapped.
"I... It seemed reasonable at the time." She said.
"This changes everything! Oh my god!" I yelled.
"What's your guys' problem?" Liam said with Capri walking in behind me.
"Nothing." Jade said. Suicide...
I crashed my lips on top of hers, and I felt her body freeze in shock. Before I even knew what I was doing, she had her mouth moving in sync with mine. I've always loved her more than a friend, it was just so hard to actually admit it to myself these past couple of years.
She slowly parted her lips from mine, and her blue eyes poured into my own.
"Louis.." She trailed off. I smiled widely at her.
"Yes, Love?" I asked with happiness lingering in my tone.
"I don't know what to say." she confessed.
"Then don't say anything. Just live in the now. Be with me here in this moment, and don't worry about the past, or what's to come." I brushed the pads of my thumbs over her cheekbones. She smiled lightly before pecking my lips again.
She grabbed my hand and led me back to the bedroom. I laid down and opened my arms to her. She shuffled over to my spot and cuddled my into my chest.
It wasn't long before I heard her breathing even out and I shut my eyes.
"I love you Capri" I said before my body fell into a deep sleep.
.Everyone was over and we had already had our number of beers. Capri had been really different today... she seemed like she might give us a chance. I couldn't ask for anything else.
"Lets sing!" Niall slurred while walking over to my guitar that I had by the fire place. Not that I played it, but it went with my decor.
"Yeah!" everyone agreed and the girls giggled. I shrugged lightly and gave in because of the alcohol running through me.
Niall began singing a song to Jade, and I think we all sobered up to his seriousness about the song. He was singing Truly, Madly, Deeply. I smiled and sat down next to Capri on the couch and she kissed my cheek.
Soon the song was over and everyone looked at me to sing a song. I shook my head no and Harry got up and pushed me to the stool. WHEN THE HELL DID HARRY GET HERE????!!! I looked at Capri and she was white as a sheet. I guess she didn't know he was here either.
"Okay! I'll sing! Niall, can you play the guitar for me?" I said giving in to their wishes. He nodded and I sighed. I told him the song and he nodded his head. Once he began to strum the instrument I looked directly into Capri's eyes. Everyone noticed and gasped. I began to sing the lyrics to the song and she smiled lightly.
Change My Mind ~ One Direction
The end of the night
We should say goodbye
But we carry on
While everyone’s gone
Never felt like this before-ore
Are we friends or are we more?
As I’m walking towards the door
I’m not sure
But baby if you say you want me to stay
I’ll change my mind
Cause I don’t wanna know I’m walking away
If you’ll be mine
Won’t go, won’t go
So baby if you say you’ll want me to stay, stay for the night
I’ll change my mind.
Lean in when you laugh,
We take photographs
There’s no music on
But we dance along
Never felt like this before-ore
Are we friends or are we more?
As I’m walking towards the door
I’m not sure.
But baby if you say you want me to stay
I’ll change my mind
Cause I don’t wanna know I’m walking away
If you’ll be mine
Won’t go, won’t go
So baby if you say you’ll want me to stay, stay for the night
i’ll change my mind.
I’ll change my mind.
Baby if you say you want me to stay
I’ll change my mind
But baby if you say you want me to stay
I’ll change my mind
Cause I don’t wanna know I’m walking away
If you’ll be mine
Won’t go, won’t go
So baby if you say you’ll want me to stay, stay for the night
I’ll change my mind.
After the song Capri had tears in her eyes, and Harry stood there with his mouth agape.
"What?" I said looking at him." He looked at me with anger obvious in his expression.
"Really?with my best mate?" He snapped to Capri. She looked at him and then sighed angrily, while putting her head in her hands.
"We are not "best mates" anymore! That ended after you went off and left your wife for a psycho bitch!" I shot back. He looked back to Capri who still had her head in her hands.
"What about us? We kissed!" he yelled at her. My expression stayed the same.
"I know we did!" She responded.
"Your messing with people's feelings Capri!" Harry was getting red-faced.
"I'm not! I didn't even know you had any feelings! I figured Kate brain washed you from being kind all together. The only nice thing you did for me these past 5 months were letting me see Darcy, and taking me to the hospital after... the thing!"
"Your Dad raped you! It's not that hard to say!" Her face expression changed from angry to completely devastated. "And that doesn't change the fact that we kissed!" he finished.
"You don't control me Harry! I'm done with this! I'm completely done with whatever you think we have! I'm done yelling at you! I'm done crying over you! And I am SO done with you always having something yo say about the people I want to be with!" She practically screamed at him. He shut his mouth and Liam stood up from his seat.
"Any one want more beer?" He asked in attempt to lighten the mood.
"Me. Please get me out of here." Capri huffed while following Liam to the kitchen. It stayed quiet for a moment until Niall spoke up.
"The only reason she is saying those things to you is because there true. You have been a real dip shit about this situation, and you don't see that it as caused her unfathomable pain." Jade stood up and waddled over to Harry with her ginormous baby bump.
"Harry... I can't believe I'm about to say this but... a couple of months ago she told me that she wanted to kill herself because the pain you were causing her, but the only thing stopping her was the babies. That's why she ended up n the hospital, because she attempted suicide. I was supposed to go over to her house to go out to lunch, and she was there with a really deep cut, and was passed out cold. I took her to the hospital, and the doctor then noticed that the babies weren't growing correctly. I know I should have told you guys, but I didn't want to worry you." My mouth gaped and I sat on the stool.
"Wait... She attempted suicide? Why would you lie Jade?!" Zayn snapped.
"I... It seemed reasonable at the time." She said.
"This changes everything! Oh my god!" I yelled.
"What's your guys' problem?" Liam said with Capri walking in behind me.
"Nothing." Jade said. Suicide...
Notes
Sorry if your confused... I tried explaining though...1D DAY WAS AMAZAYN!!! <3
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omg louis so sweet
4/17/14