I woke up the next morning in Harry's arms.



What are you doing Capri? You have a wonderful boyfriend that loves you very much. I don't even remember that much of last night. I remember my father... hurting me, and losing the twins. Fuck, of course I had to bring that up. Tears spilled over my face unwanted-ly and I wriggled out of Harry's grasp. He stirred a bit before waking up.

"Good morning love," he said with a small smile.

"Harry what happened last night?" I asked. He got out of bed and looked at me in confusion.

"You don't remember?" He asked as if I should.

"I remember coming home from the hospital and... oh my god. Harry last night, that kiss. It didn't mean anything. I was a wreck I didn't know what I was saying I-" He cut me off.

"You didn't mean any of it? You said that you still loved me!" He fought back.

"I do, but... I don't know... Last night fucked up everything!" I leaned against the wall and closed my eyes, breathing in and out of my mouth.

I felt Harry's mouth connect with mine, and I immediately kissed back.



"Harry I can't..." I mumbled against his lips as I tugged him closer to my body.

"Okay" He responded. I smiled as he began to twirl my hair in between two of his fingers, as his other hand held my body close to his.

I pulled away from the kiss so out lips were only inches apart.

"I'd be cheating." I said out of breath.

"You're right, it wouldn't be fair to Jackson..." I looked at him a small smile playing on my lips.

"What about Kate?" I asked amused that he didn't mention her.

"I broke up with her two days ago. She kept saying mean things about you, and the boys. I couldn't take it. So i moved out, and I'm staying at a hotel with Darcy." How should I react about this? He broke up with the devil, that's good, but he liked her.. I don't know.

"Where is Darcy?" I asked curious.

"At my Mum's. Gemma wanted to see her and I figured just let her have Darcy for the weekend. I'm gonna go pick her up in a bit. Wanna come?" I nodded my head with a smile while completely pulling away from his embrace.

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We pulled up to the house and we stepped out of his car. He knocked on the door a couple times, and Anne answered the door not three seconds later.

"Harr- Oh my god! Capri! I haven't seen you since.... I dropped Darcy off after the zoo!" She pulled me into a hug and I sighed in relief.

"I thought you would be bigger by now! I mean four months pregnant with twins!" My mouth became dry and I swallowed the lump that was currently forming in my throat. Tears decided to spill over my face and Anne gasped.

"I'm so sorry Capri, I didn't know" I shrugged and I felt Harry place his hand on my back.

"Let's go inside, ehh?" Harry suggested and Anne nodded.

He led me into her house and I pulled away to go clean up in the bathroom.

"Capri?" I snapped my head in Gemma's direction and she looked at me.

"Wha- I thought you and Harry...?" I looked at her and nodded my head yes. She noticed my tears, and pulled me into a hug.

"I also thought you were pregnant..." She took my hand noticing that I wasn't going to talk in the middle of the fucking hallway.

She pulled me into her room and sat me on the bed.

"What happened?" She asked concerned.

"Everything. What did Harry tell you?" I asked because I hate explaining the whole story to people.

"He told me everything, all the way to the last time he saw you... last week? When he brought Darcy by." I took in a shaky breath.

"You know that my dad is back.. right?" She nodded her head and I made eye contact with her.

"Okay, This week everyone is gone. Everyone. So I was home alone. My dad dropped by yesterday. I haven't thought about it since it happened, but it was bad. Gemma, the babies are gone. They were already very fragile, and the doctor said that if I had any sexual activity I would be risking their lives. That's exactly what happened.'' I let out a sob and she was tearing up as well.

"He... Oh my god..." I nodded my head.

"Is that what all these bruises are?" I nodded my head again and she cursed under her breath.

"Why.. Umm why are you here with Harry?" She asked.

"I called him after hitting my dad in the head with a vase, and after the hospital I couldn't be alone." She gave me a hug and I hugged back.

"It's okay Capri...we're here for you." I smiled lightly at her words.

Notes

Heyyyyaaaa!!! :)) Update! Haha yeah....

Okay idk what to say so i'm gonna spill all of my feelings out to you:)

There's this guy... And I have liked him for a really long time, but he only see's me as a friend. I get really sad sometimes because I have grown to really love him. He has this really sweet side of him that he only shows when he's alone with me, and I think he has become comfortable around me, and I think he loves me too, just not the same way. I don't ever really talk about him with my friends because he is a year younger than me, and when I think of him I get all happy-like and I want to eat cupcakes with unicorns. Idk... I only get to see him every other week, so out time is valuable, but i cherish every second with him:)

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