Still The One
Chapter 41
~ Capri's POV ~
It was 2 in the morning and Harry was driving me back from the hospital. I lost them. Both of them. I wouldn't say anything, but Harry knows considering they had to give me small surgery to remove them from me.
"Capri... Are you okay?" He asked softly, I nodded my head no and looked out the window. Ed Sheeran played through the speakers of his car, and I reached over to turn it up. I loved this song.
I closed my eyes as everything that happened today sunk in. Wow. So much damage in one day. Silent tears spilled over my face and my heart began to hurt and I felt Harry looking at me, I turned my head to make eye contact and he gave me a small smile.
We pulled into the parking lot and I slowly got out. Harry grabbed my hand as I began to walk to the flight of stairs.
"Talk to me." He said through a soft tone.
"I don't know what to say, Harry. There's this pain inside of me and I always knew it was there, but I never really felt it until now." He cupped my face with both his hands and wiped away my tears with the pads of his thumbs.
"It's okay to feel that way. It's okay to feel hurt." I looked into his eyes, that were a shade lighter and I nodded my head. I put my arms around his neck and began to cry.
"Harry... I can't do this anymore. I can't pretend anymore." I whispered. He nodded his head against mine and I cried harder.
"Pretend what?" He asked.
"That.... I... Don't still love you." My voice cracked and he pulled away from the hug.
"What do you mean?" He searched my expression for any answer but it wasn't there.
"You know that you love me too. You know it! This is all so messed up. If only we hadn't gone to the mall that one day. If
only you hadn't cheated on me two years ago. If only I told you how much I loved you more often. If only you knew how much I loved you. If only we knew, we could still be together." He cupped my face again and my tears still continued to fall.
"All I'm hearing is; If only. When we should be asking; what happens next?" we both stood silent as we looking into eachother's gazes.
I felt his lips on mine and I relaxed. I felt that overwhelming happiness that only he could supply. My tears stopped and it felt as if the sun was shining down on us. The grey clouds were gone, and my life seemed... Happy again. I slowly pulled away from the kiss and I looked to Harry who had a big smil on his face. I'm sure I looked almost Identical.
"Do feel like unusually happy right now?" He asked. I nodded my hand and he kissed my cheek.
"Harry...can you stay here tonight? Not like that, but I really can't be alone right now." He nodded his head and gave me another sad smile. He locked his car doors and we walked up to the apartment together.
It was 2 in the morning and Harry was driving me back from the hospital. I lost them. Both of them. I wouldn't say anything, but Harry knows considering they had to give me small surgery to remove them from me.
"Capri... Are you okay?" He asked softly, I nodded my head no and looked out the window. Ed Sheeran played through the speakers of his car, and I reached over to turn it up. I loved this song.
I closed my eyes as everything that happened today sunk in. Wow. So much damage in one day. Silent tears spilled over my face and my heart began to hurt and I felt Harry looking at me, I turned my head to make eye contact and he gave me a small smile.
We pulled into the parking lot and I slowly got out. Harry grabbed my hand as I began to walk to the flight of stairs.
"Talk to me." He said through a soft tone.
"I don't know what to say, Harry. There's this pain inside of me and I always knew it was there, but I never really felt it until now." He cupped my face with both his hands and wiped away my tears with the pads of his thumbs.
"It's okay to feel that way. It's okay to feel hurt." I looked into his eyes, that were a shade lighter and I nodded my head. I put my arms around his neck and began to cry.
"Harry... I can't do this anymore. I can't pretend anymore." I whispered. He nodded his head against mine and I cried harder.
"Pretend what?" He asked.
"That.... I... Don't still love you." My voice cracked and he pulled away from the hug.
"What do you mean?" He searched my expression for any answer but it wasn't there.
"You know that you love me too. You know it! This is all so messed up. If only we hadn't gone to the mall that one day. If
only you hadn't cheated on me two years ago. If only I told you how much I loved you more often. If only you knew how much I loved you. If only we knew, we could still be together." He cupped my face again and my tears still continued to fall.
"All I'm hearing is; If only. When we should be asking; what happens next?" we both stood silent as we looking into eachother's gazes.
I felt his lips on mine and I relaxed. I felt that overwhelming happiness that only he could supply. My tears stopped and it felt as if the sun was shining down on us. The grey clouds were gone, and my life seemed... Happy again. I slowly pulled away from the kiss and I looked to Harry who had a big smil on his face. I'm sure I looked almost Identical.
"Do feel like unusually happy right now?" He asked. I nodded my hand and he kissed my cheek.
"Harry...can you stay here tonight? Not like that, but I really can't be alone right now." He nodded his head and gave me another sad smile. He locked his car doors and we walked up to the apartment together.
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omg louis so sweet
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