Talk Dirty To Me

KYLIES POV:

I've been through a lot of shit this end of school and whole summer. I was supposed to be going to college, starting fresh but my world was turned upside down by one boy that happens to hold my whole heart. From my mom dying, to me almost dying, to all my friends almost dying, to me going to stay with my dad I've had one eventful summer. But not once have any of those moments been more uncomfortable than this one.

Louis picked me up in early evening, and we have been sitting in uncomfortable silence for an hour now. We've shared awkward glances or asked simple questions but that's it and we have 5 hours to go. I hate this. I hate sitting in this silence with this boy who used to make me happy. Who was there for me when Harry couldn't be and now were like complete strangers.

I had to do something.. Break the silence..

"Lou.." I mumbled not looking at him

"Hmm.." He said keeping his eyes on the road.

"Did you tell El and Harry we are on our way?" Of course he did.

Louis doesn't even answerhe just nods and turns the music louder. Alright then..

"Louis.." I sigh and turn off the music

"Why... What?" He said obviously annoyed the car was silent.

"Are we really going to be like this? Not talk for this whole car ride?"

He just shrugs in response.

"Fine.. Whatever.." I say and pout like a child. The he turns the music back up. This is going to be a long car ride.

HARRYS POV:

"I'm glad you guys were all able to come up!" Eleanor beamed to the rest of the group. Niall, Lex, Perrie, Zayn & Liam all decided to come with last minute so we all just were hanging out waiting for Louis and Kylie.

I couldn't help but zone out of the conversation, I didn't want to sound clingy but I just wanted my girlfriend to get here. Plus Alexis being around me always puts me on edge. I feel like a complete ass for hooking up with her. I don't know what was going on in my head, I know for certain Kylie would never do that and Niall would be crushed if he found out I was the one who ruined his relationship.

I'm so lucky to have someone like Kylie, she's been through so much because of me, literally our relationship caused her so much pain and she's still by my side. The loyal girl she is and I'm so lucky to have her. But I can't help thinking at times she seems distant when it's just her and I everything is great.. But when we are all together she's distracted.

"Harry.." Alexis pulls me out of my thoughts. I guess I hadn't realized how long id been zoning in my own world.

"Hmm.."

"can I talk to you?" She asks and I look at my phone. Kylie should be here in a few hours

"Yeah. What's up?" I whisper.

"Not here.." Alexis points to the bedrooms and I nod.

She gets up first and I follow behind her a few minutes later. Both of us coming up with lame ways to excuse ourselves.

"Sorry.. I just really needed to talk to you.." Alexis says and looks around the room nervously.

"About?" I ask and she sighs.. Okay?

"I think Kylie's cheating on you."

"What?" There's no way.

"I think she's cheating on you.. " she says and chews on her lip.

"Yeah okay.." I sigh and roll my eyes. Clearly this bitch has some what lost my mind. I mean I know Kylie and I have our problems but she wouldn't cheat on me.

"Fine. Believe me or don't.. Whatever you want.. Just don't come crying to me.. When I'm right." She says and starts to walk out the door before I genially grab her arm and pull her back to me.

"Alexis why.. Are you saying this?" I say and thread my fingers through my hair.

"I'm just trying to protect you Harry.. Think about it.." She says and I try and think about any signs she's being unfaithful.

Nope. None. Not one.

"I'm just looking out for you Harry.." She says and pushes me back towards the bed then sits on my lap.

"What.. What are you doing?" I ask trying to move her hands.

"Well I figured if Kylie's having fun.. Why not you do the same?" She says and leans to kiss me.

"No..." I move my head to dodge her kiss "Kylie isn't cheating on me.. And plus I wouldn't do that to her or niall.."

"It's not like we haven't before.."

She says and I shoot her a death glare.

"Just saying." Alexis looks at me and sighs before walking towards the door. "Harry. If she's not cheating on you.. Where is she right now? Clearly not here.."

I check my phone and cringe. No texts from Kylie.

"Just go." I croak and with that Alexis leaves me alone with my thoughts.

KYLIES POV:

"DAMN IT!" Louis yells on the phone.

of course the car would break down and of course the gas stations are too far to walk to and so well need to get a hotel. I think this is the worlds sick way of playing a prank on me.

"We could just sleep in the car?" I offer

"No.. It's just." He sighs "I just want to get there. To El."

"And I want to get to Harry but you don't see me acting like the worlds ending." Well on the inside I am.

"I know. I'm sorry. We'll leave first thing in the morning." He sighs and we start walking towards the hotel.

Luckily for us the hotel isn't too far and we are able to get a room for the night.

"I can sleep on the floor.." Louis says awkwardly and I nod.

I don't know why he's already planning on where we are going to sleep but I just nod.

We both silently change clothes and brush our teeth and get into bed.. Well me on the bed him on the floor. I texted Harry telling him what happened but he never replied. Probably busy or something..

"Night Kylie.." Louis says quietly

"Night Lou." I say in a whisper.

I hate this. We lay for a few minutes in silence before we talk again and this time he's the one to break it. I hear him get up and walk up to the bed then slide in facing me.

"I'm sorry." He sighs "for today.. Tonight for acting like this.."

"It's okay. I understand." I smile and nod

"No it's not okay. I shouldn't have ignored you. You tried today and I didn't. I" he moves closer to me "I'm trying. It's hard. Being around you. It's hard."

I feel my heart start to pick up and I don't know why. I don't even know what to say to him.

"Why?" I whisper.

"Why what?"

"Why couldn't I met you first?" I whisper moving closer to him.

Wait what? He just looks at me opening and closing his eyes. His pretty eyes.

"Sometimes I think if I met you first it wouldn't be like this. I wouldn't have lost my mom, I wouldn't have to feel my heart break a little when I look at you.. With her.. I wouldn't feel guilty and confused all the time.."

"Shhh.." He says and moves closer to me.

"But then I know that if I met you first.. I would have never met him.."

"Kylie.. Shhh.." Louis says and wraps his arms around me.

"I'm sorry.. I don't know why I just said all that.." I say and he pushes my head down onto his chest. "I know I love him. I know I do, and I know you love her. But I miss you.. I need you.." I say and he holds me tighter and kisses my head "you were the one there for me when I had no one, you listened to me. You saved me. And I hate myself for feeling that because it should be him. It should of been him." I say and I feel my eyes tear up. I don't know why I'm saying all this. Just emotional I guess.

"Kylie no matter what happens. You'll always have me, even when it doesn't seem like it. A part of my heart will always belong to you.." He says and I nod, then kiss his chest.

We sit in silence for a few minutes. Him playing with my hair, me holding his hand. I know this is wrong I know it is, but I can't deny the feelings I'm having right now. Laying with him, just feels right.

"Lou.." I whisper

"Yeah?" He says and looks down on me.

We stare at each other for a few minutes before I reach up and pull his lips down to meet mine.

Notes

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