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Talk Dirty To Me

Thirty Five

-KYLIES POV-

I walked back and fourth in my room staring at my phone for Niall to come over. I really needed to vent to someone and if he didn't come over soon I was going to explode.

'Keep it together.. Kylie.. Keep it together.. ' I just kept telling myself

I heard my door slightly crack open and my head flew up hoping it was Niall..

" hey Kylie.. Um Niall is here--" Alexis said looking around awkwardly "so I'm going to go.. I'll see you tonight right?"

" umm yeah if course! Sorry lex I didn't even think about it!"

" it's okay.. But yeah.. I'm doing to go now.. " Alexis said backing out of the too. And I had to try really hard to contain my smile.

I quickly looked in the mirror and whipped my eyes so Niall wouldn't be able to totally tell I was sobbing. I heard Alexis and Niall swap uncomfortable goodbyes and Alexis shut the door just as I sprinted out of my room.

I ran and jumped into Niall's arms, butting my head in his shoulder and trying my best not to break down.

"I missed you so much Niall.." I said slowly releasing my hold on hi

" I missed you too Ky" he said letting me down and whipping a tear from my cheek. " what did you do Kylie?"

"Sit down.. It's a long story.." I said feeling the tears already pricking up in my eyes.

-FLASHBACK-

" how long are you here for?" He said sitting across the table from me.

" not sure just a couple of nights, I'm staying at Nialls.. Alexis doesn't even know I'm in town." I mumbled drinking my water.

We sat there in silence for a little, then talked small talk about the weather, how we were doing. But we had to address the real reason I was in town and why we were meeting for lunch.

" so.. How is he?Harry.. How's Harry?" I said looking down at my fingers

"He's- well he's-- miserable to be honest. He's staying at Liam's right now.. Did you hear about Monica?" He said in a whisper

"Yeah.. Alexis told me. I sort of had a feeling something was up, I wanted to call him.. But I knew the minute I heard his voice I would be on the next train running back to him. I need my space.. We need our space." My voice shaky.

" probably good you didn't, he was a mess. We could barley keep hi sober. I think a call from you would of broke him even more.. He really missed you ya know?" He said with a slight smile I only nodded feeling ears in my eyes.

" I kiss him.. Everyday.." Damn now I'm crying..

" he misses you too." He said grabbing my hands with a slight smile.

-END OF FLASHBACK-

" i don't get how this is bad?" Niall said in a confused tone

I laughed and whipped my fave giving him a moon.

"I'm not finished!" I said with a small laugh making him laugh.

" okay okay.. Keep going"

"It was a couple weekends after that.. We kept in touch.. Skyping... Texting.. And then he came and visited me.." Sign.. Another tear..

-FLASHBACK-

" I still can't belie you came here!" I said laughing while we were watching a movie at my dads.

He came to visit me for a weekend trying everyone he went to visit his mom. I couldn't help but feel a little guilty we were secretly hanging out, but call me selfish I really like his company.

" what I missed you kiddo.." He said running my head making me laugh

" Okay dad.." I snorted and rolled my eyes making him laugh

We watched movies in silence except for a little small talk and laughing in between.. Maybe it was the best or the fact that I was lonely. But by the second movie I slowly moved over closer to him on the couch. He looked down at me and smiled then wrapped his arm around my shoulder and let me cuddle into his side.

We watched one more scary movie and drank a little more.. We also got a little closer.. Well a lot closer.

"Kylie.." He said looking down at me with a slight smirk

" what." I said smiling

I was waiting for him to respond but instead he just put his lips to mine. I was a little hesitant at first.. But then I just went with it.

-END OF FLASHBACK-

"and then one thing led to another.. And then we had sex... And yeah.." I looked up at Niall since I had kept my head down and he was shocked.

"Ky..." He said in a low voice

" I know.."

"How--I--I--" he said pinching the bridge of his nose. " please tell me this only happened once?"

I shook my head no.

"Shit.. How many times Kylie..?"

I sat there in silence.

" Kylie! How many times!?" He said in a angry voice. I know Niall wouldn't usually be so mad just disappointed but with what happened with Alexis I can understand why he's upset.

" umm..we ended it.. About a week before I came back.." I said the last part in a whisper.

" wait.. What!" Niall said standing up running his fingers through his hair "how could you do this to Harry! He loves you.. I--"

I ran up to him and grabbed his hands.

" I love him Niall I really do... That's why I ended it. It's over. " I said trying to keep my tears from falling.

The room was silent minus the sniffing nose I was making since I was crying. Niall walked around the kitchen for a while trying to calm himself down. I didn't realize how hard this would hit him, what Harry will go through if he finds out is the same thing Niall went through with Lex. Even through Harry and I were broken up in our minds we were both very much together.. which is why I feel so guilty..

" do you still have feelings for him?" Niall asked breaking the silence.

Do I? I mean I think he's hot yeah.. And funny.. And we get a long really well. I had to somewhat have feelings for him.. But not enough to pick him over Harry..

"No---no.. I don't." I said waking in front of him and dropping my head " I love Harry."

Niall sighed almost in relief, I think a part of Niall hoped he could hear those words from Alexis.

"well good.. That's good.." He said in a still mad voice.

"Niall it was a mistake.. It's was just so easy with him.. In our own little world.. Away from everything.. I regret it.." I said letting more tears fall " a ton."

Niall took a huge breath in and out then pulled me in for a hug.

"What am I going to go Niall?" I said throwing my arms around him and burring my head in his neck.

" I don't know.. Are you going to tell him?" I think that I lost my ability to breathe.

"No..no.. I don't think so.. Plus I promised I wouldn't." I said pulling away. Niall was nodding his head agreeing.

" I think that's good at this point it would do more harm then good."

I nodded in agreement and offered a smile smile which he gladly returned.

"Well I should probably get going.. I'll see you tonight?" He said with a smile and

I nodded and smiled back at him. A few tears still falling down.

" okay.. Love you ky.." He said whipping my tear. "Don't worry your secret is safe with me." He said kissing my forehead and heading for the door.

I already knew Niall wasn't going to tell but I couldn't help feel a wave of relief fall over me.

"NIALL!" I called after him as he walked towards the door which made him stop and turn around." Thank you for everything."

Niall smiled and walked back into my house pulling me in for another hug.

" it'll be okay ky.. Everything will work out. If harry really loves you.. He'll understand. He'll forgive you. " he said with a small smile.

I nodded and he stared to walk towards the door until I called for him again making him turn around

" niall I know you.. um probably don't want to hear this.. But Alexis. She still loves you.. And if you love her.. Then maybe.. She deserves a second chance?"

He nodded and gave me a huge smile

" I was thinking the same thing. I'll see you tonight. I'll see you tonight Kylie."

Hearing Niall say that he would give Alexis another chance made me have hope. Hope that maybe Harry would forgive me. That maybe he wouldn't be so mad if he found out the truth and maybe he would give me a second chance...

Maybe he wouldn't hate me when he heard I slept with--

" Kylie.. I know you said well talk later.. But I need to talk to you now.. I couldn't wait.. " I was so in thought I didn't hear him walk through the door and shut it behind him.

I heard the once voice I didn't want to hear. The once person I didn't wNt to see. The once person that could ruin Harry and I. The one person that was making me so nervous by just standing in the room with me. The one person that now has worked his way into a part of my heart.

He tapped me on the shoulder making me turn to look at him.. Into his beautiful eyes.

I toon a deep breath and grabbed his hand dragging him into my room and shutting the door behind us.

"Kylie.. We need to talk.."

" I know we do.. I know we do Louis."