Talk Dirty To Me
Twenty Nine
-KYLIES POV-
We all got to Dominic's suitcases in hand and smiles on our faces. Louis and Niall walked out of the house and towards the car and waved for us to get out of the car.
" where's Zayn and Liam?" Perrie said jumping out of the front.
" and Harry?" I added looking around noticing my boyfriend was no where to be found. I felt arms snake around my waist
" I'm right here baby." Harry said kissing my neck making goose bumps appear on my skin which cased me to smirk.
I spun around and wrapped my arms around his neck before pulling him into a kiss that was cut way to short.
" we should head home baby.." Harry said walking me towards his car.
" wait I thought..." I stopped waking and harry gave me a irritated look when he turned to face me. " I thought we were headed to the air port.."
" we are.. But it's been a long day. the guys and I decided to move the flight back some so we can all get a good nights rest." Harry's expression changed from annoyed to a small smirk as I nodded in agreement.
as confused as I was on why Harry randomly wanted to push the trip back I didn't want to question him on it. I could tell that something was off, I didn't know if it was nerves or second thoughts about the vacation but something was bothering him.
Harry and I walked towards the car and this time he didn't open my door for me he just got in and started to turn on the car.
" aren't we going to wait for Niall and Lex?" I said getting into the car. Harry just shook his head no and started to drive.
" Harry what's going on? Didn't everything go okay... With.. Well at Dominic's tonight?" I said in a whisper.
He was hiding something from me and I wanted to know what. I didn't want to go back to how it was before we got together officially him running away from me and not letting me in.
" yeah baby everything went fine.." He smiled but I saw right through it. I knew he was lying.
" okay because you know you can tell me anything right?" I said leaning up to kiss his cheek.
" I know baby. I love you Kylie." He said grabbing my hand and lacing our fingers together.
The rest of the car ride was quiet just listening to the sound of the road. We pulled up to the house and I hopped out and ran inside straight towards the bedroom.
Harry followed behind me and walked into the bathroom shutting the door making it slam a little. Was he mad at me? Did I do something wrong?
I walked towards the door and knocked on it quietly making sure I didn't sound like I was doing to tell at him or anything. I didn't want to fight I just wanted to understand why he was acting so strange.
"harry?" I said quietly through the door. No reply.
" Harry? What's wrong.. I know something happened tonight. Just tell me please Harry.." I said a little louder. Still no response.
I very slowly opened the bathroom door to see Harry leaning up against the cabinets, hands in his face.
" Harry...?" I said in a whisper sitting down in front of him.
Harry lifted his head and had tears running down his face. I quickly pulled him into a hug.
" Harry what's wrong?" I asked whipping away his tears. He just shook his head.
" don't. I don't deserve it. I don't deserve you."
I was taken back by his words.. What happened? A few hours ago he was fine and now he's crying while shutting me out.
" Harry.. Don't say that. I-- I don't understand. What's wrong? Please talk to me." I said a little annoyed.
I didn't want to sound bitchy but I just wanted him to open up to me.
" Kylie... I-- just please don't hate me okay?" He said grabbing my hands ripping me from my thoughts. I slowly nodded and moved closer to him.
" I could never hate you Harry"
-HARRYS POV-
" I could never hate you Harry." Kylie smiled and nodded continuing for me to go on.
I couldn't help but feel pathetic, I thought I could do it. I thought that I could just forget everything that happened with Monica and be happy again but I couldn't.
The guilt was eating me alive. I couldn't look at Kylie with out feeling sad. Monica being alive on top of kissing her, which meant cheating on Kylie and to add to that the possibility of my mom or sister being alive was too much.
I broke down, all the happiness I felt earlier was gone and replaced with guilt sadness and fear. Fear that I could loose Kylie forever by telling her the truth.
"Kylie.. I-- " I couldn't get the words out.
"Harry?" I heard a female voice yell out from the tv room. No no no this can't be happening.
Kylie gave me a confused look before letting go of my hands and walking towards the tv room.
" Harry where are you?" Monica said a little louder.
I whipped my face off and practically ran into the Tv room where my supposedly dead ex fling and current girlfriend were going to be standing face to face.
" who the fuck are you?" Monica growled.
" I'm Kylie.. Who are you? And why are you in my house? Yelling for my boyfriend?" Kylie snapped back.
Shit. Shit. Shit.
"Boyfriend? Hmm sure didn't seem like that earlier.."
" enough Monica." I snapped making her shut up.
Kylie turned around to face me with a blank expression.
"Monica?"
-KYLIES POV-
My head was spinning so fast I thought it was going to fly right off.
Monica.. As in Harry's ex girlfriend dead thing whatever she was.. Was alive. And a total bitch.
And what did she mean didn't seem like he was my boyfriend... Oh god. Is that why Harry was crying? That's what he was doing to tell me. That he cheated on me with this random whore!
"Monica?" I said with a shaky voice.
" that's me." She smiled and say down on the couch. Harry forgot the part of the story where he said she was a total bitch.
" Monica... This is my girlfriend Kylie. Kylie this.. Well this is Monica." Harry said slowly walking towards me.
" how?" I said just to Harry. Not breaking eye contact with him.
" I don't know... That's what I was going to find out.. That's why I needed to move the trip back.. " Harry said putting his arms on my waist.
" why didn't you just tell me?" I said shaking him off.
" I was going too.. In the bathroom..." Harry trailed off and I turned around to look at Monica who was laughing.
" what bitch." I snapped. I know it might of been a little too harsh but I didn't like her.
" you do know you could just ask me.." She trailed off walking towards Harry and I.
" you gonna just stand there? Or actually talk?" Harry said waking behind me.
" ohhh look who got a little attitude in the last hour.. What's the matter Harry don't want your little girlfriend here to find out what happened in Dominic's room?"
" MONICA. THATS ENOUGH. WHY ARE YOU HERE ANYWAYS. " harry growled gripping my waist tighter.
My heart was pounding so fast I thought it was going to explode. Harry.. He cheated on me. I could feel tears starting to flow in my eyes but I took deep breaths. I was not going to cry in front of this stupid girl.
" you're the one who wanted to meet me.." She said to Harry with a smirk.
He was really making plans with this bitch and wasn't going to tell me. I'm so stupid.
" yeah tomorrow. Not tonight. I never said for you to come into my home, disrespect my girlfriend and try and cause problems." Harry said sternly making Monica laugh.
" plus I thought you said you didn't want people knowing you were alive." He added in the same angry tone.
" One she was a bitch first, two you caused problems all on your own when you neglected to tell me about your girlfriend and kissed me.. And three i am here because I thought it would be easier for me to be unnoticed if we met at your house.. I thought you lived alone." Monica said smirking at me.
" Kylie..." Harry said trying to turn me to face him. " please baby I can explain.. But first..." He trailed off looking at Monica.
He was asking me to leave my own house to talk to his ex dead whatever in private. The one he had just cheated on me with. I couldn't help it I just broke down. I ripped my body out of his grip grabbed my phone and headed for the door.
" Kylie you said you could never hate me." Harry said in a whisper.
" well you said you loved me.. I guess we both lied about something." I said looking back at him. Tears rolling down my face.
I slammed the door and just broke down on the front step in tears.
How could I be so fucking stupid. Everything that happened in my life all the shit I had gone through was for nothing. I lost everything all for a boy who I though loved me.
" how could I be so stupid." I said out loud in between sobs.
How could I be so fucking stupid?
We all got to Dominic's suitcases in hand and smiles on our faces. Louis and Niall walked out of the house and towards the car and waved for us to get out of the car.
" where's Zayn and Liam?" Perrie said jumping out of the front.
" and Harry?" I added looking around noticing my boyfriend was no where to be found. I felt arms snake around my waist
" I'm right here baby." Harry said kissing my neck making goose bumps appear on my skin which cased me to smirk.
I spun around and wrapped my arms around his neck before pulling him into a kiss that was cut way to short.
" we should head home baby.." Harry said walking me towards his car.
" wait I thought..." I stopped waking and harry gave me a irritated look when he turned to face me. " I thought we were headed to the air port.."
" we are.. But it's been a long day. the guys and I decided to move the flight back some so we can all get a good nights rest." Harry's expression changed from annoyed to a small smirk as I nodded in agreement.
as confused as I was on why Harry randomly wanted to push the trip back I didn't want to question him on it. I could tell that something was off, I didn't know if it was nerves or second thoughts about the vacation but something was bothering him.
Harry and I walked towards the car and this time he didn't open my door for me he just got in and started to turn on the car.
" aren't we going to wait for Niall and Lex?" I said getting into the car. Harry just shook his head no and started to drive.
" Harry what's going on? Didn't everything go okay... With.. Well at Dominic's tonight?" I said in a whisper.
He was hiding something from me and I wanted to know what. I didn't want to go back to how it was before we got together officially him running away from me and not letting me in.
" yeah baby everything went fine.." He smiled but I saw right through it. I knew he was lying.
" okay because you know you can tell me anything right?" I said leaning up to kiss his cheek.
" I know baby. I love you Kylie." He said grabbing my hand and lacing our fingers together.
The rest of the car ride was quiet just listening to the sound of the road. We pulled up to the house and I hopped out and ran inside straight towards the bedroom.
Harry followed behind me and walked into the bathroom shutting the door making it slam a little. Was he mad at me? Did I do something wrong?
I walked towards the door and knocked on it quietly making sure I didn't sound like I was doing to tell at him or anything. I didn't want to fight I just wanted to understand why he was acting so strange.
"harry?" I said quietly through the door. No reply.
" Harry? What's wrong.. I know something happened tonight. Just tell me please Harry.." I said a little louder. Still no response.
I very slowly opened the bathroom door to see Harry leaning up against the cabinets, hands in his face.
" Harry...?" I said in a whisper sitting down in front of him.
Harry lifted his head and had tears running down his face. I quickly pulled him into a hug.
" Harry what's wrong?" I asked whipping away his tears. He just shook his head.
" don't. I don't deserve it. I don't deserve you."
I was taken back by his words.. What happened? A few hours ago he was fine and now he's crying while shutting me out.
" Harry.. Don't say that. I-- I don't understand. What's wrong? Please talk to me." I said a little annoyed.
I didn't want to sound bitchy but I just wanted him to open up to me.
" Kylie... I-- just please don't hate me okay?" He said grabbing my hands ripping me from my thoughts. I slowly nodded and moved closer to him.
" I could never hate you Harry"
-HARRYS POV-
" I could never hate you Harry." Kylie smiled and nodded continuing for me to go on.
I couldn't help but feel pathetic, I thought I could do it. I thought that I could just forget everything that happened with Monica and be happy again but I couldn't.
The guilt was eating me alive. I couldn't look at Kylie with out feeling sad. Monica being alive on top of kissing her, which meant cheating on Kylie and to add to that the possibility of my mom or sister being alive was too much.
I broke down, all the happiness I felt earlier was gone and replaced with guilt sadness and fear. Fear that I could loose Kylie forever by telling her the truth.
"Kylie.. I-- " I couldn't get the words out.
"Harry?" I heard a female voice yell out from the tv room. No no no this can't be happening.
Kylie gave me a confused look before letting go of my hands and walking towards the tv room.
" Harry where are you?" Monica said a little louder.
I whipped my face off and practically ran into the Tv room where my supposedly dead ex fling and current girlfriend were going to be standing face to face.
" who the fuck are you?" Monica growled.
" I'm Kylie.. Who are you? And why are you in my house? Yelling for my boyfriend?" Kylie snapped back.
Shit. Shit. Shit.
"Boyfriend? Hmm sure didn't seem like that earlier.."
" enough Monica." I snapped making her shut up.
Kylie turned around to face me with a blank expression.
"Monica?"
-KYLIES POV-
My head was spinning so fast I thought it was going to fly right off.
Monica.. As in Harry's ex girlfriend dead thing whatever she was.. Was alive. And a total bitch.
And what did she mean didn't seem like he was my boyfriend... Oh god. Is that why Harry was crying? That's what he was doing to tell me. That he cheated on me with this random whore!
"Monica?" I said with a shaky voice.
" that's me." She smiled and say down on the couch. Harry forgot the part of the story where he said she was a total bitch.
" Monica... This is my girlfriend Kylie. Kylie this.. Well this is Monica." Harry said slowly walking towards me.
" how?" I said just to Harry. Not breaking eye contact with him.
" I don't know... That's what I was going to find out.. That's why I needed to move the trip back.. " Harry said putting his arms on my waist.
" why didn't you just tell me?" I said shaking him off.
" I was going too.. In the bathroom..." Harry trailed off and I turned around to look at Monica who was laughing.
" what bitch." I snapped. I know it might of been a little too harsh but I didn't like her.
" you do know you could just ask me.." She trailed off walking towards Harry and I.
" you gonna just stand there? Or actually talk?" Harry said waking behind me.
" ohhh look who got a little attitude in the last hour.. What's the matter Harry don't want your little girlfriend here to find out what happened in Dominic's room?"
" MONICA. THATS ENOUGH. WHY ARE YOU HERE ANYWAYS. " harry growled gripping my waist tighter.
My heart was pounding so fast I thought it was going to explode. Harry.. He cheated on me. I could feel tears starting to flow in my eyes but I took deep breaths. I was not going to cry in front of this stupid girl.
" you're the one who wanted to meet me.." She said to Harry with a smirk.
He was really making plans with this bitch and wasn't going to tell me. I'm so stupid.
" yeah tomorrow. Not tonight. I never said for you to come into my home, disrespect my girlfriend and try and cause problems." Harry said sternly making Monica laugh.
" plus I thought you said you didn't want people knowing you were alive." He added in the same angry tone.
" One she was a bitch first, two you caused problems all on your own when you neglected to tell me about your girlfriend and kissed me.. And three i am here because I thought it would be easier for me to be unnoticed if we met at your house.. I thought you lived alone." Monica said smirking at me.
" Kylie..." Harry said trying to turn me to face him. " please baby I can explain.. But first..." He trailed off looking at Monica.
He was asking me to leave my own house to talk to his ex dead whatever in private. The one he had just cheated on me with. I couldn't help it I just broke down. I ripped my body out of his grip grabbed my phone and headed for the door.
" Kylie you said you could never hate me." Harry said in a whisper.
" well you said you loved me.. I guess we both lied about something." I said looking back at him. Tears rolling down my face.
I slammed the door and just broke down on the front step in tears.
How could I be so fucking stupid. Everything that happened in my life all the shit I had gone through was for nothing. I lost everything all for a boy who I though loved me.
" how could I be so stupid." I said out loud in between sobs.
How could I be so fucking stupid?
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