I looked around me, as they picked each other up and dusted each other off. This was a group of people I could tell things to and know that they would keep them a secret. This was a group of people I could trust. That I could love. That would love me too. I smile to myself. As I realize I dont have to do this by myself. I can actually lean on someone. Or someones in this case. I don't have to worry anymore. Or so I thought.

Liam "Mica. Is everything all right?"

I look up and smile "Why wouldn't it be? I'm more than okay. But I would love a hug from Harry Styles..."

He gets up and walks to me... "Why do you want a hug?"

I smile up at him "Because I hear you give great ones. And I just want a hug."

He wraps his huge frame around me. I smile into his chest. "Mica. Your shivering."

I am! I didnt even know! "I am very cold."

He picks me up bridal style and carries me back to the bed. I crawl back under the covers and pull them tight around me... "Is it cool if we just chill in here. It's cold out there."

They all sit back down around the bed. I look at Harry and smile at him "Has anyone ever told you that you are really really handsome?"

They all look shocked. "What? It's not like I said I want his penis or something... He is really really handsome..."

Louis "Are you always this sassy?"

Me "Um... I don't know... I just say what I mean and mean what I say. I didn't mean to offend any of you."

Harry "I'm not offended. It was just so sudden."

Me "Oh. I'm actually really shy but I wanted to tell you. So I did."

I bury deeper in the blankets. I just can't get warm. "What the fuck! Why is it so cold!" I pout.

Harry "Here." he shifts, and puts the pillows behind me so my back isnt so cold. I lean into the pillows "Is it just me thats cold?"

They nod. "Oh. Im freezing something awful."

I look down and realize Im still in the same clothes as when I got attacked.

Louis "We were going to change you but we didnt want you to wake up and flip out."

I nod "That was smart of you... But this is the reason I'm cold."

Perrie hands me some sweats and a long sleeve shirt with a tank top "The bathroom is right through the door on the left."

I jump off the bed and run to the bathroom. I open the door and slip inside. Once I'm in and close the door I hear Zayn say to Harry "dude you were staring the entire time."

Harry "She is so beautiful. And so little. That was literally the best hug of my life."

I change and look at myself in the mirror. I look alot better than I thought I would. I walk back out and Harry smiles at me "Better?"

Louis "No. The question is warm?"

I shrug. "I'm still cold... But that is normal... I'm cold all the time."

Harry scoots over so I can get back on the bed. I have trouble getting up there so I take a running leap. I almost over shoot it. I look at them and collapse into giggles "That was so fun."

Perrie "My poor bed." I giggle because she is trying not to laugh.

I crawl over to my spot. And pull the blankets up to my chin. Dani smiles at me as she leans into Liam. I smile at her and lean back into the pillows.

Louis "I wanna know more about you."

Me "Um.. Okay"

Zayn "You seem like a nice girl."

I giggle "Well I try to be... I think I succeed for the most part."

Liam as he laughs "What you did to Sophia wasnt nice."

Me "She is a bitch so I give no fucks. But if you got hurt in all that, I truly am sorry."

Liam "I wasn't actually. I was more pissed and disrespected then anything else. And outraged that she would bully someone as sweet as you... That she would bully anyone..."

Me "He wasn't just mad. He was outraged."

I giggle as he throws a pillow at me. I laugh as Louis says "If I was Mica, I would have kicked her ass as soon as I saw her... Point blank... No thought. Just would have done it."

I laugh so hard "The first time I saw her was at a club here in London. I almost dumped my drink on her when she bumped in to me! But me being me, I said sorry because I knew she would not. I literally wanted to shove my boot in her ass and walk home. God! I cannot stand her!"

I frown for about ten seconds because Zayn is saying "Mica would kill it if they ever got in a fight. KILL IT!"

Liam looks upset "Can we stop talking about her so I don't get depressed."

I sway to the music playing in my head. Niall "Mica what are you doing."

I blush "I had a song playing in my head and I was swaying to it. I love music. So its like always playing in my head."

Eleanor "What song was it!"

I blush a deeper red "Best Song Ever." I pull the covers my head as they start freaking out!

I laugh as Harry says "She listens to our music!"

Louis "She just said that!"

Louis cracks me up. He is just like 'I will call your dumb ass out'. I love it!

I look at Louis as he stares at Harry like he is so dumb "Are you like dumb at times?"

I make a shocked face as Harry sticks his tongue out at Louis. Louis Laughs. Zayn says to me "They are always like this. They are best friends. Don't let anyone tell you differently..."

I nod as Louis and Harry smile at each other. Niall asks me "Mica, what do you want? Like in life?"

I smile as I say "I want some one to treat me like Zayn treats Perrie. And Louis treats Eleanor. I want someone to treat my sister like that too. I want to fall in love with someone and stay in love with that person."

Eleanor "What? That's all you want?"

Me "Yeah. I mean thing are just that. They are things. But to have some one to love me and my past and my imperfections. Love me for me and personality. Not my body. Not for a quick fuck. But somebody that wants to be with me. My book loving, dance crazy, music loving, beanie wearing, crazy hair having self. That would be amazing."

I look at them as they give me a once over. Louis "You are hopeless romantic arent you...?"

I nod "Yup. I love to cuddle and make the other person feel what I feel for them. Love intrigues me. I hope someday I will find it. Or it will find me."

What I didnt know was that Harry was watching me as I said that. I smile at myself. Then my phone starts to sing Becca's ringtone. I fly over Niall "Sorry, Niall!"

As soon as I answer the phone, she screams "HOW IN FUCKING HELL DID THAT MOTHERFUCKING DICK TWEED FIND US! I DO NOT UNDERSTAND!"

I'm cracking up "Babe, I'm alright! I'm in good hands."

Becca "Where are you?"

I look around for a signal, Louis nods "Okay, I swear to god if you scream and fangirl, I will cut you when I get home."

Becca "WHERE ARE YOU?!"

I smile "I'm at Perrie Edwards house hanging out with One Direction and there girlfriends..."

I wait and sure enough "WITHOUT ME!?!?!?!?! FUCK YOU TOO THEN!!!!!!"

I laugh as she mutters 'you lucky ass'

She asks all quitely "Is Niall there?"

I smile as I look at the little blonde on my left "Yes. And he is really really cute in person."

Niall raises his eyebrows. "Becca I have to go. And you have to get to work so bye bye love."

Becca "Bye sis! I love you!"

Me "I love you too!"

I hang up and look at Niall and he blushes "Why are you staring at me?"

I smile "My sister thinks your cute. She thinks your the cutest one in the band. I do not agree that you are the cutest out of all them but you sure are pretty damn cute."

Niall smiles "She does?!"

I nod as Louis asks me "Who do you think is the cutest?"

I blush and look at Harry. His jaw hits the ground "Really?! ME?!"

I nod as he blushes. Zayn "Oh thank god!"

I laugh Harry throws a pillow at Zayn "Shut up you!"

Perrie "You 2 would be cute together."

I laugh "Ahahahahahahahahahaha! I am so not in his league!"

Harry "Yeah your above it! Your out my league..." I shoot him a dirty look and he shoots me one right back. Me to him "You dork."

Harry leans into me "Yes I am!" He kisses my nose and I giggle. Louis "Okay, none of that!"

I smile as I look around at my new friends...

Notes

The following 2 chapters are going to be nice and cute. We need fun and goodness after all this drama