If only
Black out
I get layed on the most comfortable couch of my life. They keep looking at me with such worried expressions.
Paul comes back in and Liam tells him to cancel the rest if there activities for the day. he hesitates, causing Harry to yell "Just do it god damn it!"
They all look shocked. But it gets the job done. Im shivering because it is beyond freezing in this bitch. Zayn and Louis are running around grabbing meds and ice. Liam is trying to calm Niall down and Harry looks like he could kill just about anyone right about now. I turn and almost fall off the couch! I scream softly and Harry comes running over to catch me.
Harry "Mica where exactly are you trying to go?"
I blush "I'm trying to let you and them get back to your fans... I'm such an inconvenience. I'm sorry." I start to cry, so I cover my face. I gasp for air. I feel like my lungs are collapsing.
Liam "How are you an inconvenience? Your about as big as Niall!"
Niall "Hey!"
I smile and gasp clutching my sides... Harry lays be back out and says "We have to get this jacket off you..."
I frantically shake my head "No. Please No." I know its going to hurt so bad. I have been through all of this before. I start to cry. "Please no" I start to tense all over and that makes it hurt even worse.
Liam "We have to see the damage he did. We have to see if your okay."
Zayn to Paul "Drive to Perrie's house! Right now!"
He starts the bus then breaks hard and sends me flying really hard into the table by the couch. I scream and Harry flips shit "Paul! What the fuck was that!"
I press my face my face into the couch cushion as I try not to cuss like a sailor. I try to inhale but it hurts so bad!
Louis "Please Love let us look.."
I put my arm out and Niall very gently pulls on the sleeve. Once its off I let my arm fall. Im so tired its criminal. i sit up or try to. I lean forward and try not to scream... I ball my fists and Harry says "Why are you trying not to let your emotions show? You know its okay to cry?"
I break. I cry and Harry pulls me into his chest as I sob.
Niall pulls the other one off and all you here is an intake of breathe. I yawn right before I get slammed into the table again. I collapse and Liam rushes toward me. I cringe away. "Please just let me lay here."
He turns. I look to see Harry carrying a blanket and his pillow. He crouches beside me and says "Lift you head love." I lift my head and he puts my beanie back on and puts the pillow under my head. Then he covers me up and says "Try and relax and try to sleep. No one will hurt you with us here." In less than a minute I'm out like the dead.
. The next time I wake up I'm no longer on the tour bus... Where the hell am I????
Paul comes back in and Liam tells him to cancel the rest if there activities for the day. he hesitates, causing Harry to yell "Just do it god damn it!"
They all look shocked. But it gets the job done. Im shivering because it is beyond freezing in this bitch. Zayn and Louis are running around grabbing meds and ice. Liam is trying to calm Niall down and Harry looks like he could kill just about anyone right about now. I turn and almost fall off the couch! I scream softly and Harry comes running over to catch me.
Harry "Mica where exactly are you trying to go?"
I blush "I'm trying to let you and them get back to your fans... I'm such an inconvenience. I'm sorry." I start to cry, so I cover my face. I gasp for air. I feel like my lungs are collapsing.
Liam "How are you an inconvenience? Your about as big as Niall!"
Niall "Hey!"
I smile and gasp clutching my sides... Harry lays be back out and says "We have to get this jacket off you..."
I frantically shake my head "No. Please No." I know its going to hurt so bad. I have been through all of this before. I start to cry. "Please no" I start to tense all over and that makes it hurt even worse.
Liam "We have to see the damage he did. We have to see if your okay."
Zayn to Paul "Drive to Perrie's house! Right now!"
He starts the bus then breaks hard and sends me flying really hard into the table by the couch. I scream and Harry flips shit "Paul! What the fuck was that!"
I press my face my face into the couch cushion as I try not to cuss like a sailor. I try to inhale but it hurts so bad!
Louis "Please Love let us look.."
I put my arm out and Niall very gently pulls on the sleeve. Once its off I let my arm fall. Im so tired its criminal. i sit up or try to. I lean forward and try not to scream... I ball my fists and Harry says "Why are you trying not to let your emotions show? You know its okay to cry?"
I break. I cry and Harry pulls me into his chest as I sob.
Niall pulls the other one off and all you here is an intake of breathe. I yawn right before I get slammed into the table again. I collapse and Liam rushes toward me. I cringe away. "Please just let me lay here."
He turns. I look to see Harry carrying a blanket and his pillow. He crouches beside me and says "Lift you head love." I lift my head and he puts my beanie back on and puts the pillow under my head. Then he covers me up and says "Try and relax and try to sleep. No one will hurt you with us here." In less than a minute I'm out like the dead.
. The next time I wake up I'm no longer on the tour bus... Where the hell am I????
12/11/13