
If only
Laughter is the best medicine
I grab at my head as it starts to pound. I always get headaches after I yell at someone like I just did. The music is pounding and I am about to cry because everything is so loud. I feel a hesitant hand grip my shoulder. I turn around ready to pounce on who ever is touching me. I see that it's Harry and that him and the rest of our group look worried.
Harry wraps me in a tight embrace and I bury my head in his chest and put my hands over my ears.
Louis "I think we should leave."
Liam "Dude! Lets go get some grub! I am beyond starving."
I laugh and then whimper as the pain in my head gets worse. Niall "And we are leaving! Now now now now now! Move!"
Becca pushes them and they all practically run out of there. Harry starts to walk out. I pull on his shirt sleeve. He turns to me and sees that I am about to cry. "Mica, what's wrong?"
He steps closer to me and I say "My head. It feels like it is going to split open!"
He kisses my forehead "Lets get you somewhere quite and dark." I pull on his shirt sleeve again "Can I ride on your back?"
Me asking him that makes him even more worried, but he lets me. He turns and crouches and I climb on his back. I nudge him and he starts moving. He walks through people as they move to get out of way. Once we get outside and the light gets in my eyes, I bury my head in his back.
He says to me "I'm going to have to let you down, so we can get in the car to go to the store." The rest of the gang turns when they hear his voice. I reluctantly unbury myself and climb back down. Harry turns around, and I bury him head in his chest once again. The gang runs over "What happened to Mica?"
Harry whisper shout "Quite it down! She has a headache from yelling at that toad and she is in alot of pain."
Just then a group of drunk ass men come yelling and screaming out of the club. I clutch Harry's shirt and groan because they are way to fucking loud!
Becca flips shit "Hey! Motherfuckers! Can you not be so god damn loud! Shut your cake hole! Thank you!"
Niall laughs silently next to her as the guys immediately shut up. Becca "Freaking wankers."
Louis to Becca "Get it girl!"
Harry"s chest is rumbling under my head as he tries not to laugh. I shake my head. I Pull back and pat his pockets, looking for his keys. God, how does he move in these jeans! Harry "What in the world are you doing?" I find his keys in his front right pocket and try to pull them out. It's not happening.
Me "Why in the hell are your pants so tight?"
Zayn and Liam are cracking up. Harry smirks. And Louis just shakes his head "That is just sad. I told you Harry. I told you!"
I pout and stomp my foot "I want the keys! But I can't get the keys because your pants are way to tight and I can't get my hand in your pocket!"
I know I look like an unhappy 12 year old that isn't getting her way, but I don't give a fuck. I don't feel good and I want to be away from here.
Eleanor "Are you throwing a temper tantrum?"
Me "YES! I want in the damn car! I don't feel good and I want some freaking food! Harry!" He holds the keys above my head and I look Becca and she nods. I plow into him knocking him over. I grab the keys and start to giggle. "RUN!" Me and the rest of the girls take off running for the cars. The guys "Hey! Come back here!"
I'm running and laughing when this asshole turns and shines his bright ass flash light in my eyes. I recoil so fast I literally almost knock Harry over again. He catches my waist and pulls me in as I cover my eyes!
Zayn "What the fuck you dick?"
He just laughs "Wow! I totally did it! I caught a slave."
Shit hits the fan. They try to make a grab for him but they can't... Because Steven does.
Steven "WHat the fuck did you just say about her?"
Random fucker "I said I caught a slave. Because shes black."
Steven knees him in the groin. I gasp "Owie!"
Random fucker yelps and falls to his knees. Louis "THat hurt me."
Steven to the guy "Last time I checked motherfucker, slavery was over and people had matured. I guess you didn't get the memo."
Steven picks him up and throws him over his shoulder. "Have a nice evening. I'm going home to practice. Mica, Becca, the rest of you, thank you for saving my life." He walks away with Chris walking silently behind him and waving. I stand there open mouthed. Liam "My balls are killing me!"
I rub my temples, and sigh. "Why are people so freaking stupid!"
Louis "I thought you just had a deep tan... You lied to me!"
Me as I luagh "Shut it sassy pants! You never even asked me my race! And I'm not even just black!"
Liam "Um, honey, your skin says other wise..."
I giggle as my friends ease the pain in my head without knowing. I say "I am black, indian, american and irish."
They smile and shake there heads. I laugh as my head ache vanishes. I grab Harry's phone and shine it in my eyes. Repeatedly. Niall "Um... What are you doing?"
I jump up and down "My headache is gone! Woohoo!" I do a funky little dance move and have Harry going "You are so adorable!"
I smile as I take off "Nandos wankers! Lets go!" They all run like mad. I jump in the drivers seat of Harry's car while he jumps in the passenger seat. I start the car and giggle as I remember the power that comes with this car. Harry smiles at me and says "Do you like my car?"
I look at him and smile shyly. "No. I love your car!"
Harry "Well, I will make you a deal. You call me anytime and I will let you drive it. IF you let me sit in the passenger seat."
I clap excitedly and lean over to kiss his cheek. He blushes "Of course you can sit in the passenger seat!!! Are you serious?!?!?"
He smiles and laughs at my happiness "Of course I am cutie!"
I squeal "Yay!!!! Tank you thank you thank you!"
So I start driving and we are talking and he says something so cunfusing to even himself that I completely lose it! I mean tears flowing, Harry playfully glaring as I wipe my tears away. His phone vibrates and he screams not knowing what it is. I laugh even harder as he pulls out his phone and screams at it "You scared me you little shit!"
I'm dying and Harry is pouting. He says to me "If you do not stop laughing I will tickle you."
I instantly stop laughing. I am so ticklish it is so not even funny. Now he is trying to make me laugh. I throw open the door and jump out. I laugh as sson as I'm outside! Harry "YOu laughed! Be prepared to be tickled!"
I run away I see the rest of the gang and Louis is the closest! "Louis! Save me!" he turns as I run giggling towards them! I almost reach them when Harry Grabs me around the waist and spins me around before he starts tickling me "No... Stop... I cant breathe... Harry please!"
He laughs and says "I will stop if you don't make fun of how tight my pants are!"
Me "Okay okay!"
He lets go of my and I run behind Louis saying "Just kidding!"
I run behind Louis and hide behind him. Harry shakes his head trying to look mad but he is not suceeding. Louis says "She is the only one that can get away with commenting on how tight your pants are."
He nods "Because when she does, it's cute and cheeky and I love it. Anyone else who does is a dick who is jealous of my awesomeness..."
I giggle from behind Louis and step from behind him. I walk up to Harry and jump up and down excitedly. "I think your freaking beautiful in sweats. So your pants are alittle tight... Big deal. I only do it because you try so hard to be angry but you can't because you think I'm the cutest little thing you have ever seen. So lets go eat!"
Harry nods and I clap excitedly "Yay!!!!!! Eleanor can I sit by your boyfriend?"
She smiles "I don't care." I grab Harry and Louis's hands and run for the front door. Louis runs ahead and opens the door. I run in with Harry and pull him towards a back table. He picks me up and spins me around in circles making me laugh and Niall say to Becca "When was the last time your sister was this happy?"
Harry sets me down so he can hear the anwser. Becca says "The night my parents died."
Everyone looks at me as I talk to one of my friends that works here. I am smiling and Dani says "She hasn't laughed this much. Talked this much. Or been like this for a long time!"
Liam "She looks so happy. So alive!"
Music is playing in the resturant and I jump around and have fun. I turn to see them staring and raise an eyebrow. "What did I miss?"
Eleanor "We were just talking. What has gotten into you?"
I smile as I run over to the group jumping on Harry's back. "Freedom. Knowing that I will never be alone again. I feel safe. Secure and knowing that Becca has friends too makes me happy! I feel amazing!"
Harry spins me around and I laugh. Niall turns to Becca and sees that there are tears in her eyes. He wraps an arm around her and says "Hey, why do you cry?"
Becca turns to him as the rest of the gang turns to her. She looks down "I'm so happy that you guys met her and made her this happy. Seeing her this happy again, it makes me so happy. She has always done whatever should could to make me happy. Made sure I had whatever I wanted. Made sure there was food on the table. She put me first. She would go with out sleep for days and go hungry. She would buy me whatever I wanted. Weather it be clothes or food. She was always dead last. I was always first. It's exciting to see her laughing and smiling and being on the otherside of it. I'm happy that she is hAppy."
They turn and look as I sit on the counter of the bar and Harry removes my shoes. I laugh as he says "There you are my lady. Pain relief for your toes." I take off my beanie and put it on Harry's head. He smiles at me and scoops me up and spins me around. I lean back into a ballet pose. He sets me down and I spin around the restaurant. The song is sweet and the melody is beautiful as 'I'm into you' plays on the stereo. I spin and dance gracefully around the restaurant. Lost in the music. Not watching as my new friends stare mouths agape. I feel a tap on my shoulder as Becca comes up behind and bows into the music. I bow to her and we start to dance as 'When I look at you' comes on. We spin and leap and lose ourselves completely in the music. When the song is over we bow to each other again and giggle at each other. We turn to the guys and the girls. They are staring something severe. Harry comes up to me and spins me around. I spin into Liam as Becca spins into Louis. The girls squeal as we spin again. We spin into each other and Becca gives me a long hug. I pull back and smile at her. "Let's eat. Then I can continue to dance around the restaurant!"
Harry wraps me in a tight embrace and I bury my head in his chest and put my hands over my ears.
Louis "I think we should leave."
Liam "Dude! Lets go get some grub! I am beyond starving."
I laugh and then whimper as the pain in my head gets worse. Niall "And we are leaving! Now now now now now! Move!"
Becca pushes them and they all practically run out of there. Harry starts to walk out. I pull on his shirt sleeve. He turns to me and sees that I am about to cry. "Mica, what's wrong?"
He steps closer to me and I say "My head. It feels like it is going to split open!"
He kisses my forehead "Lets get you somewhere quite and dark." I pull on his shirt sleeve again "Can I ride on your back?"
Me asking him that makes him even more worried, but he lets me. He turns and crouches and I climb on his back. I nudge him and he starts moving. He walks through people as they move to get out of way. Once we get outside and the light gets in my eyes, I bury my head in his back.
He says to me "I'm going to have to let you down, so we can get in the car to go to the store." The rest of the gang turns when they hear his voice. I reluctantly unbury myself and climb back down. Harry turns around, and I bury him head in his chest once again. The gang runs over "What happened to Mica?"
Harry whisper shout "Quite it down! She has a headache from yelling at that toad and she is in alot of pain."
Just then a group of drunk ass men come yelling and screaming out of the club. I clutch Harry's shirt and groan because they are way to fucking loud!
Becca flips shit "Hey! Motherfuckers! Can you not be so god damn loud! Shut your cake hole! Thank you!"
Niall laughs silently next to her as the guys immediately shut up. Becca "Freaking wankers."
Louis to Becca "Get it girl!"
Harry"s chest is rumbling under my head as he tries not to laugh. I shake my head. I Pull back and pat his pockets, looking for his keys. God, how does he move in these jeans! Harry "What in the world are you doing?" I find his keys in his front right pocket and try to pull them out. It's not happening.
Me "Why in the hell are your pants so tight?"
Zayn and Liam are cracking up. Harry smirks. And Louis just shakes his head "That is just sad. I told you Harry. I told you!"
I pout and stomp my foot "I want the keys! But I can't get the keys because your pants are way to tight and I can't get my hand in your pocket!"
I know I look like an unhappy 12 year old that isn't getting her way, but I don't give a fuck. I don't feel good and I want to be away from here.
Eleanor "Are you throwing a temper tantrum?"
Me "YES! I want in the damn car! I don't feel good and I want some freaking food! Harry!" He holds the keys above my head and I look Becca and she nods. I plow into him knocking him over. I grab the keys and start to giggle. "RUN!" Me and the rest of the girls take off running for the cars. The guys "Hey! Come back here!"
I'm running and laughing when this asshole turns and shines his bright ass flash light in my eyes. I recoil so fast I literally almost knock Harry over again. He catches my waist and pulls me in as I cover my eyes!
Zayn "What the fuck you dick?"
He just laughs "Wow! I totally did it! I caught a slave."
Shit hits the fan. They try to make a grab for him but they can't... Because Steven does.
Steven "WHat the fuck did you just say about her?"
Random fucker "I said I caught a slave. Because shes black."
Steven knees him in the groin. I gasp "Owie!"
Random fucker yelps and falls to his knees. Louis "THat hurt me."
Steven to the guy "Last time I checked motherfucker, slavery was over and people had matured. I guess you didn't get the memo."
Steven picks him up and throws him over his shoulder. "Have a nice evening. I'm going home to practice. Mica, Becca, the rest of you, thank you for saving my life." He walks away with Chris walking silently behind him and waving. I stand there open mouthed. Liam "My balls are killing me!"
I rub my temples, and sigh. "Why are people so freaking stupid!"
Louis "I thought you just had a deep tan... You lied to me!"
Me as I luagh "Shut it sassy pants! You never even asked me my race! And I'm not even just black!"
Liam "Um, honey, your skin says other wise..."
I giggle as my friends ease the pain in my head without knowing. I say "I am black, indian, american and irish."
They smile and shake there heads. I laugh as my head ache vanishes. I grab Harry's phone and shine it in my eyes. Repeatedly. Niall "Um... What are you doing?"
I jump up and down "My headache is gone! Woohoo!" I do a funky little dance move and have Harry going "You are so adorable!"
I smile as I take off "Nandos wankers! Lets go!" They all run like mad. I jump in the drivers seat of Harry's car while he jumps in the passenger seat. I start the car and giggle as I remember the power that comes with this car. Harry smiles at me and says "Do you like my car?"
I look at him and smile shyly. "No. I love your car!"
Harry "Well, I will make you a deal. You call me anytime and I will let you drive it. IF you let me sit in the passenger seat."
I clap excitedly and lean over to kiss his cheek. He blushes "Of course you can sit in the passenger seat!!! Are you serious?!?!?"
He smiles and laughs at my happiness "Of course I am cutie!"
I squeal "Yay!!!! Tank you thank you thank you!"
So I start driving and we are talking and he says something so cunfusing to even himself that I completely lose it! I mean tears flowing, Harry playfully glaring as I wipe my tears away. His phone vibrates and he screams not knowing what it is. I laugh even harder as he pulls out his phone and screams at it "You scared me you little shit!"
I'm dying and Harry is pouting. He says to me "If you do not stop laughing I will tickle you."
I instantly stop laughing. I am so ticklish it is so not even funny. Now he is trying to make me laugh. I throw open the door and jump out. I laugh as sson as I'm outside! Harry "YOu laughed! Be prepared to be tickled!"
I run away I see the rest of the gang and Louis is the closest! "Louis! Save me!" he turns as I run giggling towards them! I almost reach them when Harry Grabs me around the waist and spins me around before he starts tickling me "No... Stop... I cant breathe... Harry please!"
He laughs and says "I will stop if you don't make fun of how tight my pants are!"
Me "Okay okay!"
He lets go of my and I run behind Louis saying "Just kidding!"
I run behind Louis and hide behind him. Harry shakes his head trying to look mad but he is not suceeding. Louis says "She is the only one that can get away with commenting on how tight your pants are."
He nods "Because when she does, it's cute and cheeky and I love it. Anyone else who does is a dick who is jealous of my awesomeness..."
I giggle from behind Louis and step from behind him. I walk up to Harry and jump up and down excitedly. "I think your freaking beautiful in sweats. So your pants are alittle tight... Big deal. I only do it because you try so hard to be angry but you can't because you think I'm the cutest little thing you have ever seen. So lets go eat!"
Harry nods and I clap excitedly "Yay!!!!!! Eleanor can I sit by your boyfriend?"
She smiles "I don't care." I grab Harry and Louis's hands and run for the front door. Louis runs ahead and opens the door. I run in with Harry and pull him towards a back table. He picks me up and spins me around in circles making me laugh and Niall say to Becca "When was the last time your sister was this happy?"
Harry sets me down so he can hear the anwser. Becca says "The night my parents died."
Everyone looks at me as I talk to one of my friends that works here. I am smiling and Dani says "She hasn't laughed this much. Talked this much. Or been like this for a long time!"
Liam "She looks so happy. So alive!"
Music is playing in the resturant and I jump around and have fun. I turn to see them staring and raise an eyebrow. "What did I miss?"
Eleanor "We were just talking. What has gotten into you?"
I smile as I run over to the group jumping on Harry's back. "Freedom. Knowing that I will never be alone again. I feel safe. Secure and knowing that Becca has friends too makes me happy! I feel amazing!"
Harry spins me around and I laugh. Niall turns to Becca and sees that there are tears in her eyes. He wraps an arm around her and says "Hey, why do you cry?"
Becca turns to him as the rest of the gang turns to her. She looks down "I'm so happy that you guys met her and made her this happy. Seeing her this happy again, it makes me so happy. She has always done whatever should could to make me happy. Made sure I had whatever I wanted. Made sure there was food on the table. She put me first. She would go with out sleep for days and go hungry. She would buy me whatever I wanted. Weather it be clothes or food. She was always dead last. I was always first. It's exciting to see her laughing and smiling and being on the otherside of it. I'm happy that she is hAppy."
They turn and look as I sit on the counter of the bar and Harry removes my shoes. I laugh as he says "There you are my lady. Pain relief for your toes." I take off my beanie and put it on Harry's head. He smiles at me and scoops me up and spins me around. I lean back into a ballet pose. He sets me down and I spin around the restaurant. The song is sweet and the melody is beautiful as 'I'm into you' plays on the stereo. I spin and dance gracefully around the restaurant. Lost in the music. Not watching as my new friends stare mouths agape. I feel a tap on my shoulder as Becca comes up behind and bows into the music. I bow to her and we start to dance as 'When I look at you' comes on. We spin and leap and lose ourselves completely in the music. When the song is over we bow to each other again and giggle at each other. We turn to the guys and the girls. They are staring something severe. Harry comes up to me and spins me around. I spin into Liam as Becca spins into Louis. The girls squeal as we spin again. We spin into each other and Becca gives me a long hug. I pull back and smile at her. "Let's eat. Then I can continue to dance around the restaurant!"
12/11/13