The new start
Chapter thirty, "A rough moring"
When I woke I felt nothing but pure happiness. I layed here with the most handsome man ever and I must say he is good. I had no idea how someone could be that good and that handsome? Well, Harry is and on top of all that he is nice too. That can´t be normal. There is actually one more thing I have no idea how he does. He is sexy while sleeping. I mean come on, sleeping! While I was laying there and staring at him he opened his eyes. I looked away, little embarrassed.
"Hi babe." He smirked with a smile on his lips.
"Hi sleepyhead." I said and kissed him on his nose. He got quickly up when he saw the clock, it said 10 am. Then he started to get dressed which made me really disappointed because I had hoped we would hang out today too.
"Are you going somewhere?" I asked and tried to hide my disappointment.
"Yeah I gotta go to Louis for a while, but I´ve got your number so I will call you." He gasped and kissed me before he disapeared out from the door and left me standing on the floor in his apartment. I felt like I was like this old married girl who had kissed of her hustband for work like usual and I hated it. I had never felt like this before. I had always been the one who left first, had he just used me? No, he made a perfect date for me if he would have used me he wouldn´t have tried to make the date so perfect, right? But the tears got to me before I could convince myself that the thought was right. I started to get dressed and all I could wear was Harry´s shirt or the dress from yesterday. Even if Harry´s shirt was very appealing I chose my clothes from yesterday.Then I left the apartment feeling sorry for myself and I almost crashed into Zayn.
"Hello Amy, nice to se you again." He said and smiled. His eyes were shining but not even that could make me in the mood for a nice chat with Harry´s friends. I just wanted to go to Amy´s and cry.
"Hi, Zayn look I gotta go." I didn´t mean to be rude but at least I didn´t run away without saying anything. He nodded and I felt a little bad, this shy cute guy had nothing to do with my problems but there was nothing to do now. Then I heard his voice behind me again.
"Amy, I´m so sorry I just got one quick question." He said and looked more insecure then ever so I just couldn´t walk away.
"No it´s me, I´m sorry. It´s just been a rough morning. Go ahead." I said and even tried to smile but that was way over what I could do this morning.
"I met... or I mean yesterday I bumped into your friend Chloe and I was wondering if she is single?" Zayn wasn´t even looking into my eyes and it was kind of cute, he is perfect for Chloe. I smiled and now I had no problem doing it.
"Since Louis there is no one so go ahead and ask her out. She would love it." Zayn got a bright smile on his lips and in a second he was gone. Now I couldn´t wait to get home to Chloe and talk to her. I buttoned my coat and now with a little happier mood I got out in the cold autum. I walked as fast as I could until I was standing breathless in front of the apartment. I really need to work out more, because it can´t be normal to walk two blocks and be exhausted. When I was breathing normally I started to run up from the stairs and when I got up to Chloe´s door I realized that it was not the smartest thing to do if you think of my bad condition with the training but right now I didn´t care.
"Chloe, I´m home." I gasped when I had opened the door. But there was no Chloe inside, just my mother and she was mad.
"Mum what the hell are you doing here?" I asked and I felt as I was about to crack there was just too many emotions inside of me.
"You need to come home now. I wonder why that Summer has moved in right beside us." Mum shouted, but I didn´t care about mum being mad. Why had Summer moved in beside us? Mum must be kidding with me.
"Excuse me?" I gasped still breathless and I had no idea if it was because of the running or if was becasue of the fact that Summer actually had moved in beside us. This moring is just too much for me to handle.
"Yeah, honey I don´t think she has the best influence on you so please ask her to leave." Mum said and now it was like she was begging.
"First of all you don´t get to call me honey and you for certain don´t get to tell me what to do and second of all just let Summer move in there and third we are not even having one more conversation until I stand in your home so good bye." I pushed her out of the apartment and slammed the door in her face before I sank down on the floor, crying. I wasn´t crying because of Summer, not because of my parents, not because of Harry just because of how awful I am to everyone. I scream on my mum, I don´t get happy when my best friend move in beside me, I´m evil to Zayn and I´m just jealous when it comes to Harry. This is not the life I wanted and Chloe isn´t home so I can´t talk about it with someone either. Just when I thought I would drown in my own tears the door opened and Summer stepped inside.
"Shit, honey. It looks like you could use a drink." She said and helped me up on my feet.
"Hi babe." He smirked with a smile on his lips.
"Hi sleepyhead." I said and kissed him on his nose. He got quickly up when he saw the clock, it said 10 am. Then he started to get dressed which made me really disappointed because I had hoped we would hang out today too.
"Are you going somewhere?" I asked and tried to hide my disappointment.
"Yeah I gotta go to Louis for a while, but I´ve got your number so I will call you." He gasped and kissed me before he disapeared out from the door and left me standing on the floor in his apartment. I felt like I was like this old married girl who had kissed of her hustband for work like usual and I hated it. I had never felt like this before. I had always been the one who left first, had he just used me? No, he made a perfect date for me if he would have used me he wouldn´t have tried to make the date so perfect, right? But the tears got to me before I could convince myself that the thought was right. I started to get dressed and all I could wear was Harry´s shirt or the dress from yesterday. Even if Harry´s shirt was very appealing I chose my clothes from yesterday.Then I left the apartment feeling sorry for myself and I almost crashed into Zayn.
"Hello Amy, nice to se you again." He said and smiled. His eyes were shining but not even that could make me in the mood for a nice chat with Harry´s friends. I just wanted to go to Amy´s and cry.
"Hi, Zayn look I gotta go." I didn´t mean to be rude but at least I didn´t run away without saying anything. He nodded and I felt a little bad, this shy cute guy had nothing to do with my problems but there was nothing to do now. Then I heard his voice behind me again.
"Amy, I´m so sorry I just got one quick question." He said and looked more insecure then ever so I just couldn´t walk away.
"No it´s me, I´m sorry. It´s just been a rough morning. Go ahead." I said and even tried to smile but that was way over what I could do this morning.
"I met... or I mean yesterday I bumped into your friend Chloe and I was wondering if she is single?" Zayn wasn´t even looking into my eyes and it was kind of cute, he is perfect for Chloe. I smiled and now I had no problem doing it.
"Since Louis there is no one so go ahead and ask her out. She would love it." Zayn got a bright smile on his lips and in a second he was gone. Now I couldn´t wait to get home to Chloe and talk to her. I buttoned my coat and now with a little happier mood I got out in the cold autum. I walked as fast as I could until I was standing breathless in front of the apartment. I really need to work out more, because it can´t be normal to walk two blocks and be exhausted. When I was breathing normally I started to run up from the stairs and when I got up to Chloe´s door I realized that it was not the smartest thing to do if you think of my bad condition with the training but right now I didn´t care.
"Chloe, I´m home." I gasped when I had opened the door. But there was no Chloe inside, just my mother and she was mad.
"Mum what the hell are you doing here?" I asked and I felt as I was about to crack there was just too many emotions inside of me.
"You need to come home now. I wonder why that Summer has moved in right beside us." Mum shouted, but I didn´t care about mum being mad. Why had Summer moved in beside us? Mum must be kidding with me.
"Excuse me?" I gasped still breathless and I had no idea if it was because of the running or if was becasue of the fact that Summer actually had moved in beside us. This moring is just too much for me to handle.
"Yeah, honey I don´t think she has the best influence on you so please ask her to leave." Mum said and now it was like she was begging.
"First of all you don´t get to call me honey and you for certain don´t get to tell me what to do and second of all just let Summer move in there and third we are not even having one more conversation until I stand in your home so good bye." I pushed her out of the apartment and slammed the door in her face before I sank down on the floor, crying. I wasn´t crying because of Summer, not because of my parents, not because of Harry just because of how awful I am to everyone. I scream on my mum, I don´t get happy when my best friend move in beside me, I´m evil to Zayn and I´m just jealous when it comes to Harry. This is not the life I wanted and Chloe isn´t home so I can´t talk about it with someone either. Just when I thought I would drown in my own tears the door opened and Summer stepped inside.
"Shit, honey. It looks like you could use a drink." She said and helped me up on my feet.
Notes
Hi, it was a long time ago since I wrote but don´t blame me, lol. The school is just killing me. I know everyone use that as an excuse but it´s 100 % true, seriously. I´m so happy it´s chrismas soon though so on that break I will try to write everyday. So now you got something to look forward to ;) Anyway hope you liked this one/ kisses EThree questions today :)
Do you think Harry is using her?
Do you think Amy was too harsh to her mother?
Why do you think Summer moved in beside Amy and do you think Amy can trust her?
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Did you die because of your beauty or something? :0
4/27/14