The new start
Chapter one, "Murderer"
I looked out the car window. Houses and buildings became trees and forest, which changed to houses and buildings again. England seems so big and you seem so small. But on the other hand you think the whole world circuits around you. Like you are the most important person in the world. I know that´s not true. At least I know it now. That´s good right? My thoughts just wouldn´t stop, would they? I want them to disapear. Of course I know that´s not possible. But hope is good. I´ve learned that too.
The thing is I have murdered someone. Jepp, you heard right. M U R D E R E D. Now you probably thing I´m an evil person. But that´s not true. I couldn´t know that he couldn´t swim, right? Oh, crap! Not even the stupiest person in the whole world would believe that... or maybe my grandmother? No, not even her. Well now you see why I have to move. It´s the only way for me to have a life. My parents they don´t know but to convince them to move had been very easy. Moving is their why to deal with their issues and problems.
There´s actually only one person that knows about it, Summer. My ex best friend. I don´t think she would say anything but she is crazy like shit, so it might slip out of her mouth someday. That´s why I couldn´t stay. It´s not only that, it´s also too many memories there. Memories I just want to forget about. I had to get a fresh start. You would do they same thing, right?
"Honey, we´re almost there, This is going to be so exciting." Mum sounded happy. I wanted to be happy too. But how could I ever? Seeing him dead had brought me to reality. Although I´ve only been living in reality for a few days, I knew I hated it. I want more then anything to be brought back to my little bubble or what should I call it? But that´s not going to happen.
"Try to think positiv now, Amy." I said to myself and gave mum a smile. I didn´t come up with one positiv thought about my life right now so instead I raised the volume and leaned back.
The thing is I have murdered someone. Jepp, you heard right. M U R D E R E D. Now you probably thing I´m an evil person. But that´s not true. I couldn´t know that he couldn´t swim, right? Oh, crap! Not even the stupiest person in the whole world would believe that... or maybe my grandmother? No, not even her. Well now you see why I have to move. It´s the only way for me to have a life. My parents they don´t know but to convince them to move had been very easy. Moving is their why to deal with their issues and problems.
There´s actually only one person that knows about it, Summer. My ex best friend. I don´t think she would say anything but she is crazy like shit, so it might slip out of her mouth someday. That´s why I couldn´t stay. It´s not only that, it´s also too many memories there. Memories I just want to forget about. I had to get a fresh start. You would do they same thing, right?
"Honey, we´re almost there, This is going to be so exciting." Mum sounded happy. I wanted to be happy too. But how could I ever? Seeing him dead had brought me to reality. Although I´ve only been living in reality for a few days, I knew I hated it. I want more then anything to be brought back to my little bubble or what should I call it? But that´s not going to happen.
"Try to think positiv now, Amy." I said to myself and gave mum a smile. I didn´t come up with one positiv thought about my life right now so instead I raised the volume and leaned back.
@stolemyheart
Did you die because of your beauty or something? :0
4/27/14