"i lied. i'm sorry but-" niall sighs loudly. i try not to smile. " i didn't cross my fingers" i say which causes niall to turn toward me with a pained expression. " ok" niall says, his voice, barely above a whisper and starts the car. i put my hand on his and he turns the car of and sighs again. he knows i don't break my promises. " i'll do it this once, just for you" i say. " do what?" he asks. " break my promiss" i say and niall's pained expression turns to a grin. " i can't believe this" he says. " i love you too" i say turning our spark into fire. niall doesn't waste a second, he cups my face in his hands and we slowly lean in. he kisses me just once, then twice, both times, only holding it for a second and finally kisses me. my heart melts. i tremble from the feeling of love. he kisses me hard for a second then slowly opens his mouth. i follow his lead and our tongues meet half way. i turn my head to make the kiss sweeter( if that's possible). our lips graze eachothers while our tongues ar at war. i close my lips around his tongue and move closer to him. we kiss deeply and passionatly. niall moves his hands from my face making me realize that i have other body parts as well( which seemed to slip my mind after mine and niall's long awaited kiss). we hug eachother close and continue kissing deeply and passionatly. our strength finally wears out and we pull away slowly. i look into his eyes and see depth and so much... love. " n-niall" i stammer. he grins. just then we hear a honk from a car that stopped behind us. both of us look back and see none other then the rest of one direction... " we have alot of explaing to do." i whisper as we watch the four boys get out and come toward us. niall immediatly turns around and starts the car. i giggle and poke my head out the window. " let's see if you guys can catch us before we get home!!!" i yell and all the boys run back to the car and follow us home. i giggle and sit properly in my seat. " i still can't believe this is happening" niall says nervously.i put my hand on his and he looks at me and i give him a smile. " niall?" i say. " yes?" " did you mean it when you said you... loved me...?" i asked. i felt that it was to good to be true. " i never lied to you about anything" he said" except for whenever i said that i didn't..love you.i-i love y-you."i got so happy i pinched myself to check if this was a dream. " i love you too ni-ni" i say and give him a kiss on the cheek. he blushes. " i'll crash with you distracting me like that" he says making me blush as well. we finally arive at my house with the lads on our tail. all of us get out of the cars. " i knew it was gonna happen sooner or later." louis says. "so did i" says liam. " you guys were going crazy in there. i thought one of you was gonna lose there face." said harry with a wink. " just wait until tonight" says zayn, earning laughes from the lads and causing me and niall to blush. all of us go inside. we decide to spend our time by watching movies and playing truthor dare while half the time the guys pass smart comments about me and niall. niall and i can't help but glance at each other from time to time and smile. niall actually winked at me once and i raised my eyebrows. niall and i both get a text at the same time. " i saw that- louis." we both look at louis and he grins and starts watching the movie again. then we order pizza and every we start eating and niall shares the last slice with me which surprises all the boys and i find out that niall never shares his food with anyone but he always shares his food with me. finally every one is tired and wants to go to sleep. " there's only four other rooms beside my own so one of you has to sleep on the sofa in my room or on my bed and i could just sleep on the sofa. " CALL NOT" the boys yell all except niall. " niall it is" says harry and the boys laugh. we all retreat to our rooms and harry yells" don't be naughty michelle and niall!" and closes his door. i roll my eyes and niall and i step into my room. i stay by the doorway and watch niall as he walks to my bed and picks up a magazine on my bed. i blush as i remember what it is. it's a picture of niall... with hearts drawn on the side. he grins and puts it down. he turns to me and walks towards me. his eyes have that same depth in them. he pushes me againts the wall his nose only a inch away from mine. i glance at his lips and my heart skips i beat. i look at him and he smiles. he gives me a kiss on the cheek, then on the corner of my lip then on my lip. we replay our kiss in the car and niall kisses my collar bone. then my neck. he sucks hard on my neck which i'm sure will leave a hickey but i couldn't care less. i moan as he presses his body against mine and licks my neck. i totally melt. he puts his hand on my waist and suddenly stops himself. he pulls away. "may i?" he asks. "i'm all your's," i whisper seducingly" i belong to you" that's all the encouragement niall needed. he pulls of my shirt and i pull of his and he hugs me. our bare skin toughing eachother. he wraps his hand around my lower back and after holding onto me for a bit he kisses my shoulder and i hug him more tightly. he loosens his fingers a bit so only his fingertips are touching me. they run up my back and stop at my bra. he opens it and i let it fall to the floor. niall doesn't even look at my breast. he looks at my eyes which makes me realise that he doesn't want me for my body but for my soul. i smile and so does he and kisses my lips. he hugs me tight and i press my breast against his. niall's hands move up my stomach and onto my breast. they just lay there. niall pulls away from our kiss and moves his hands away from my breast. he kisses my nipples softly and rises up to look at me. he moves close and picks me up bridal style. he locks the door before we move away from it. he lays me on the bed and i hug him. " i love you michelle, you don't have to have sex with me," niall says looking at me with his kind eyes." i love you for you not for your body so it's okay if you don't want to" " you don't understand how long i have been waiting for this," i say smiling."i love you and i've known you long enough to know what type of a guy you are" i finishes. niall blushes. i sit up and open the my bed side table and take out some pills and grab my water bottle. " birth control pills" i explain to niall. " where did you get those?" he asks astonished. "my friend forgot them here" i swallow it and wask it down with water. i look at niall and he stares at me and blushes and looks down. i smile and pick his chin up and kiss him on his lips. when i pull away he grins. i slip of my pants and niall slips of his. knowing niall, he's probably doing that to make me feel comfortable. he notice how he has a boner and feel myself get wet. i put my hand on his dick through his boxers. i move my hand up and down. niall dhiver and i stop. we look at eachother. "i'm a virgin" we both say at the same time.we laugh. " i wanted you to be my first and last" i say. "same here" he says. he puts his hand on my stomach and we lay down. he moves his hand into my panties and takes them off. i take of his boxers. we don't touch eachother out of respect. i get on top of him and slowly lower my self onto him. i wince since it's my first time. " take it easy" niall says calming me down. i nod and start riding him. slowly at first but faster eventually. we make it so simple and loving and not dirty at all. we ride out our orgasms at peace and i lay on top of him breathing uncontrolably. " i love you michelle" whispers niall and kisses my forhead. i get of him and cuddle next to himm and kiss his chest. " i love you too" i say and we drift of to sleep.

Notes

thankyou for encouraging me and i tried to make the sex part as appropriate as possible. i had to express how they felt about eachother. they respect and love eachother. stay tuned