i went down the stairs, when my dad yelled from his office, i stopped and began to walk slowly, "Lola, now!" I ughed and went to his office "yeah,"

"sit," he pointed at the seat in front of him, but he was to busy looking at his laptop and not me , i rolled my eyes and sat down

"you know where going to talk about this no matter what," he closed his laptop "alright came at it, i'm ready." i wasn't really but i wanted it to get over it, mostly i wanted to get over this day

"where do i began," he thought for a moment, a huge bug eye appear in his face, "I know about you going to beauty pageant.. i know you don't want to do it, but i do and your mother do's too, it will be the only way for you to turn into a well respected young lady."

It wasn't any type of beauty pageants it was more like who was natural beauty, with nice attitude loving, pretty white dresses, flower arrangement, with tea parties and lovely dancing with gentlemen, type of beauty pageant, thing. I so not wanted to go and be part of that, "i am a well respected young lady. i don't need a stupid pageant thing to make me into one, even if my mother and sister did it when they where 19, i dont care. im not going!" i poinet at my self, i stood up ready to leave

"sit down! i'm not done with you just yet, you been acting out of control Lola or should i say Lolita, do you even know why we called you that? Lolita stands for-"


"sorrow," i interrupted him

"precocious, intelligent, mature, gifted." he said i kept rolling my eyes "well than you should of never called me that." i said


"your going, also one thing," he open his drawer and took out some blunts, I recognized them, shit how did he found those

"oh so you smoke?" i said with no expression on my face "there not mine, but maybe they belong to you." he said


"what do you make you think that?" i scoff "isnt like i can get those?"

"so why where they in your room?" i got up making the chair fall back "why do you think there mine?!" i frowned

"so why where there in your room?" he crossed his arms "i don't know maybe a friend left them." i had to think of something better before i got caught and well end up in the stupid thing "a friend?" he said raising his eyebrows

"you know the one who came over, she left them by mistake,"

"and why would she be leaving them?" he said "well because she has cancer." shit i went to far "cancer and whats her name?"
he seemed concern

know i had to think who had cancer than i though about Maggie "Maggie." i said "well do you have her number?" he asked "no sadly we stopped being friends and well she changed her number, after she had to be home school for her problem, that night she was getting for bed laying them on my table, and well i guess she forgot and well i saved them so could return them back, "

he nodded "your not lying are you?" he asked "i cant believe my own father doesn't trust me? its like i never lied to you, and here you are not trusting me you daughter! Lola" i said trying to cry, i started to think about something sad, making my eye teary, which it worked "okay fine i believe you."

he stood up, walking up to me he grabbed both of my shoulder "let do this, you go and do only one interview with the judges and be on one contest-" "but-" "only one, and if you don't feel happy well stop bugging you about, okay."

"its that-" "okay!" he looked at my eyes which i could see a cold look "yes sure," i couldn't say no because i knew what was going to happen if i didn't say yes, "good, your dismissed," he turn to his desk and waved me off

i ran up to my room and began to cry, it wasn't fair! why did i have to do it, i herd a knock on my door it was Victoria

"what do you want?" she came in "I wanted to check you out." she lay next to me on the bed

"sorry, I know you dont like this kind of stuff, but at least try to like it, they are doing it because they love you, and beside its not that bad," i huffed "easy you to say, your perfect. everyone loves you." she smiled "yeah because of you," she played with my hair "why are you being nice?" i whipped my tears

"i am?" she frowned "oh i know.. its because of Liam," i sat down "well maybe, he is a very nice guy Lola, he really wanted to meet you, but you ran away and well he couldn't talk." if only she knew

'he will be visiting daily so try to get along, i really like him."

"how long you guys been dating?"

"more like talking, we meet in collage festival, we talked and all, but than he asked me out, we been going out for three months already, and i really do love him." she had a sweet voice

"you dont know what is love in three months." i shock my head "well maybe, but we known each other allot and he finally asked me to be his girl. so i said yes and here I am happy talking about it." she had the biggest smile which cause me pain

"so you found true love? and how does that work?" i pushed a piece on the back of my right ear "when you can't stop thinking about that person, or when your ready to fight for it," and the words of Louis hit me, i don't know why, but it did, he said love was a battle field,



"you would fight for his love?" she shock her head, "you'll understand, when you fall in love with a guy," she kissed me on the forehead and walked out leaving me thinking


love is a battle field, its that what he meant? but why would Louis would say that? could he possibly know what i was going to do? or did i knew what was i going do? What was that i wonted to do?

Notes

what will Lola do?