sister vs sister

Lola

we didn't talk much about it on the way to his care there was no one, not even my parents car, he let go of my hand and walked over to open my door "are you alright?" He asked I smiled and ran so I could get in.

"Liam I'm not ready." I said telling him when he got in

"you want me to be there with you?" he turn on the engian I open the mirror and looked at my new bruise "um it's fine you can drop me off," than I thought about Victoria guilt hit me "and maybe see-" I tried to make my face blush but It didn't work "I don't think it's a good time." He said making me look at him

he began to leave the place "why not?" I asked he sighed

"I don't know Lola." I could tell he was getting frustrated but than how could I for get we kissed and walked all the way holding hands "don't worry, it will be are little secret." I grabbed his hand "yeah." He said making me smile I let go of his worm soft hand and turn on the radio

a song blast making me stop it and open my mouth "what?" He asked "don't tell me you do not know this song." I said pointing at the radio

"I know this song very well, I'm in love with that band." He said

"did you ever see them in concert?" I asked putting the volume up "only when I was leaving there," he said after that we began to sing like idiots

I loved two door cinema club and it made me happy how he loved it to, the song was over and I began to ask him "so you have to know the XX's." Liam laughed I could tell he was remembering something

"oh I know them very well. Best song was islands-" I turn around "oh no! Intro!" I said "what that just noise" He scoff

"your a nose." He looked at me weird "noise?" He frowned shit I said something stupid "I mean noise!" I began to laugh making him laugh

"I'm pretty sure you say nose." He laughed "ugh your not going to forget are you?" I asked

"no!" He laughed poking me on my side making me jump "I god!"

After that we ended up talking about music and how I said words wrong and how I made fun of his sexy ascent, until it was time to get off.

"No no! Vertex can't be better than the smiths." I said laughing

"um yeah they can." Liam said stopping and I knew it was time

"so were here." He stopped the engine "um Liam. What's going to happen you know about this?" I didn't want to push it but I really wanted to know I didn't want to get hurt and make things worse, "well what do you think." He scratched the back of his neck

"I don't know." I said shyly "Lola let's be real." He unbuckle his seat belt and turn to me "what is it that is real we kissed and that's all." I said trying to sound normal, I didn't know what to think

"And that didn't mean anything to you?" He seemed hurt of what I said but I didn't want to sound like I wanted him, what if I didn't was this all just a okay I wanted to be in, or was a feeling I wanted to be a piece of furniture of his life I didn't think throw it

"well did it mean to you?" I said making him get angry

"you are going out with my sister and what we did wasn't right." I said looking down "we just kissed that's all." He said harshly, so it really didn't meant anything to him

"I guess your right, maybe it was a bad idea of you chasing after me, everything was a bad idea. Call Victoria and tell her everything what we did, and I will try to explain." I was about to open the door when he grabbed my arm

"but I don't want that, I don't want any more trouble and make you take the blame. I know what i did, and I'm not going
to finish this." I looked at him, I didn't get him what was he trying to say. He wanted me not her but why?

"Than keep on going cause I'm not either." I said closing the door "than it will be are secret?" He said

"I'm saying how far will this go." I kissed him softly and walked out,

what the hell was I thinking? Was this right for me to do so? My head was spinning fast and I couldn't breath I need to smoke because my nerves where exploding and not the right way,

Notes

Here is the song they where listing to

two door cinema club- kids

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