Wolf
Poison
Harry's P.O.V:
Her body shook as whatever monster was inside her took over. She was trying to tell me something but it cut her off, yelling out words that were full of anger. Whatever it was, its voice was heavy and deep. Blood started to seep from her mouth and she shook violently. I pressed my fists to my mouth too tightly but I ignored the pain. I had caused this. I did this. I was the reason she was so broken...
Tears stung at my eyes and I couldn't help but whisper to her, "I'm sorry. So, so sorry." If it wasn't for me... if I hadn't taken advantage of her, this wouldn't be happening. My mum strapped her down, tying her hands, legs, and waist down. I couldn't watch. Her scream filled the air. How could I stop this? How could I save her?
There wasn't a way I could reverse this. I couldn't stand there and watch the love of my life disappear before my eyes. I turned around and stalked out of the house, slamming the door behind me. My mother and Gemma were so busy working on Dylan that they didn't even notice. I went around to the back of the house and looked at the forest surrounding me. I don't know what happened but I just broke. I turned around and punched the wall as hard as I could. My hand throbbed but I didn't feel the pain.
I was the reason she was losing herself. I punched the wall again and again and again.
I was the reason and now everything was majorly fu-Shit! Why didn't I think of this before!
I phased, not caring about ripping my clothes.
Simeon. Find Simeon.
And that's exactly what I went to do. My wolf knew exactly where to take me.
Erin's P.O.V:
She's really gone. I made all those terrible mistakes and now, she's gone.
What the fuck am I saying? I'm not a quitter. I'm gonna get my girl back!
I looked up at her house, knowing she went straight for her room.I swear it wasn't weird that I had been standing in the same spot for the last thirty minutes. I was just stunned. I didn't know what to do. I made my way to her window, like I used to do. I knocked softly but she didn't answer. I knocked again but I shifted to look through her window. Her back was facing the window and she had her ear buds in, no doubt blasting Evanescence. I curled my fingers around the hatch of the window and tugged up, hoping she left it unlocked like she usually did. I was right.
I stepped into her room, trying to be quiet even though I knew she couldn't hear me. She sniffled heavily, making my heart hurt. I didn't want to be the reason she cried. I slowly made my way to her and wrapped my arms around her waist. She jerked around fast and I saw a flash of pain in her eyes, but it came as soon as it left. There was no doubt in my mind that I wouldn't have seen it if she knew I was here.
"Get out." She said, snatching out her headphones.
"I'm sorry, Lex. I just... I was stupid. Please give me a second chance." I said, staring down into her eyes. She hated me.
"It's not a second chance when you've had a million of them, Erin." I know she was rejecting me but the way she said my name just... it did something to me. I bent down and crashed my lips to hers.
Lexxi's P.O.V:
"It's not a second chance when you've had a million of them, Erin." I fussed, slowly looking into his eyes. He went silent and stared at me and before I knew what was happening, he had bent down and crashed his lips to mine. My eyes went wide and I pushed him away.
But he was eye level with me now. His gray eyes stared into mine and everything else faded away. I couldn't remember him cheating on me, leaving me. I couldn't remember him killing my father. All I could remember was the million times he made me smile. The million times he crept into my room after my dad had beaten me and told me everything was going to be okay. And that last time... when he had touched me a way he shouldn't have, Erin was there. He was always there when I needed him most.
I lifted my hand to trace his jaw, lightly. His eyes closed and he leaned into my touch. I climbed into his lap and placed both my hands on either side of his face.
"Open your eyes, Erin." I said softly while crossing my legs behind his back.
"I just... do you forgive me?" He asked and I wanted to say yes... but I didn't. I couldn't. Instead I waited for him to open his eyes and then I brushed my lips across his. I pulled back again and opened my eyes, slowly.
"You were always the tease, weren't you?" He smiled and I was glad that he'd dropped the subject of forgiving him for once. I missed him.
"You have no idea." I ran my fingers through his hair, mussing up his quiff.
"Two can play that game, sweetheart." He said to me, biting his lip, enticingly. Before I could respond, he'd flipped us over and his breath beat down on me. His nose rubbed against mine and his eyelashes kissed my cheeks. I lifted up, connecting our lips and he kissed me back. I really missed him. He trailed his fingers down to my waist, squeezing softly. I laughed a little and he took that opportunity to slip his tongue into my mouth, but I didn't complain.
He broke away from my lips and attached his mouth to my neck, sucking harshly but that didn't stop the moan that escaped from my mouth. I quickly slapped my hand over my mouth but he only smiled.
"That's only the beginning." He trailed his kisses down to my stomach, lifting and pulling off my crop top in the process.
"When did you get these?" He asked, looking at my belly button and the small tattoo at my hip.
"Which one?" I asked, throwing my head back as he kissed my thighs while pulling my shorts down.
"Both." He said, going back to work, pulling down my lace panties, too.
"Umm... I got my belly button pierced four months ago. And I got the tattoo last m-oh!" I was trying to focus but his tongue had found his way to my little girl parts and it was a little bit much to talk through.
"You got it last what?" He asked, before continuing what he was doing before, only faster this time.
"I-I... Ummm... last month. I got it last-oh, my God, Erin!"
I gripped the sheets tightly as he added two fingers inside me, speeding up his pace with his tongue.
"I'm guessing it feels good, yeah?" He smiled up at me before going back down on me.
"Oh... right there!" He was driving me crazy and he knew it, too. The familiar feeling set in my lower stomach. "Oh, God, Erin! I'm gonna-" And then he stopped.
"Told you it was only the beginning." I fell back on my bed, breathing heavily.
"You freakin' tease." I murmured under my breath.
"Now, you know how it feels." He placed a small kiss on my lips. He lifted back up and pulled his shirt over his head. I couldn't help but stare. He'd been working out more or something.
God, when did you get so hot?I couldn't help but think. He smirked at me.
"I thought I always was." He winked at me.
"Shit. Did I say that out loud?" I asked, covering my face.
"Yeah but it's all good. You'll be saying much more embarrassing things in about five seconds." I didn't even respond to that. I knew what was next. He lifted above me, his body hovering over mine with his arms on either side of my face. As his lips connected with mine, he pushed deep inside me, making me arch my back. I moaned into his kiss.
He trailed one of his arms around to my back, lifting my hips higher, keeping his lips on mine.
He pounded into me heavily. My breaths became shallower until I started releasing loud moans. I scratched my hands down his back, looking for something to hang on to as he thrust into me a million miles an hour.
“Damn, Lex… I think I’m gonna-“ He murmured, but I knew how he felt. I felt the same thing. I attached my lips to his neck, sucking heavily as he’d done to me. He rolled his head farther, giving me easier access and gave a throaty moan. Then, I felt him twitching inside me, making me suck harder.
“Oh, my… fuck! I missed you, Lex.” I felt his smile as I moaned on his neck through our climax.
He flopped down next to me.
“I love you.” He murmured, brushing his thumbs across my cheeks and kissing it softly. Fuck.
How am I supposed to get over him now?
Her body shook as whatever monster was inside her took over. She was trying to tell me something but it cut her off, yelling out words that were full of anger. Whatever it was, its voice was heavy and deep. Blood started to seep from her mouth and she shook violently. I pressed my fists to my mouth too tightly but I ignored the pain. I had caused this. I did this. I was the reason she was so broken...
Tears stung at my eyes and I couldn't help but whisper to her, "I'm sorry. So, so sorry." If it wasn't for me... if I hadn't taken advantage of her, this wouldn't be happening. My mum strapped her down, tying her hands, legs, and waist down. I couldn't watch. Her scream filled the air. How could I stop this? How could I save her?
There wasn't a way I could reverse this. I couldn't stand there and watch the love of my life disappear before my eyes. I turned around and stalked out of the house, slamming the door behind me. My mother and Gemma were so busy working on Dylan that they didn't even notice. I went around to the back of the house and looked at the forest surrounding me. I don't know what happened but I just broke. I turned around and punched the wall as hard as I could. My hand throbbed but I didn't feel the pain.
I was the reason she was losing herself. I punched the wall again and again and again.
I was the reason and now everything was majorly fu-Shit! Why didn't I think of this before!
I phased, not caring about ripping my clothes.
Simeon. Find Simeon.
And that's exactly what I went to do. My wolf knew exactly where to take me.
Erin's P.O.V:
She's really gone. I made all those terrible mistakes and now, she's gone.
What the fuck am I saying? I'm not a quitter. I'm gonna get my girl back!
I looked up at her house, knowing she went straight for her room.I swear it wasn't weird that I had been standing in the same spot for the last thirty minutes. I was just stunned. I didn't know what to do. I made my way to her window, like I used to do. I knocked softly but she didn't answer. I knocked again but I shifted to look through her window. Her back was facing the window and she had her ear buds in, no doubt blasting Evanescence. I curled my fingers around the hatch of the window and tugged up, hoping she left it unlocked like she usually did. I was right.
I stepped into her room, trying to be quiet even though I knew she couldn't hear me. She sniffled heavily, making my heart hurt. I didn't want to be the reason she cried. I slowly made my way to her and wrapped my arms around her waist. She jerked around fast and I saw a flash of pain in her eyes, but it came as soon as it left. There was no doubt in my mind that I wouldn't have seen it if she knew I was here.
"Get out." She said, snatching out her headphones.
"I'm sorry, Lex. I just... I was stupid. Please give me a second chance." I said, staring down into her eyes. She hated me.
"It's not a second chance when you've had a million of them, Erin." I know she was rejecting me but the way she said my name just... it did something to me. I bent down and crashed my lips to hers.
Lexxi's P.O.V:
"It's not a second chance when you've had a million of them, Erin." I fussed, slowly looking into his eyes. He went silent and stared at me and before I knew what was happening, he had bent down and crashed his lips to mine. My eyes went wide and I pushed him away.
But he was eye level with me now. His gray eyes stared into mine and everything else faded away. I couldn't remember him cheating on me, leaving me. I couldn't remember him killing my father. All I could remember was the million times he made me smile. The million times he crept into my room after my dad had beaten me and told me everything was going to be okay. And that last time... when he had touched me a way he shouldn't have, Erin was there. He was always there when I needed him most.
I lifted my hand to trace his jaw, lightly. His eyes closed and he leaned into my touch. I climbed into his lap and placed both my hands on either side of his face.
"Open your eyes, Erin." I said softly while crossing my legs behind his back.
"I just... do you forgive me?" He asked and I wanted to say yes... but I didn't. I couldn't. Instead I waited for him to open his eyes and then I brushed my lips across his. I pulled back again and opened my eyes, slowly.
"You were always the tease, weren't you?" He smiled and I was glad that he'd dropped the subject of forgiving him for once. I missed him.
"You have no idea." I ran my fingers through his hair, mussing up his quiff.
"Two can play that game, sweetheart." He said to me, biting his lip, enticingly. Before I could respond, he'd flipped us over and his breath beat down on me. His nose rubbed against mine and his eyelashes kissed my cheeks. I lifted up, connecting our lips and he kissed me back. I really missed him. He trailed his fingers down to my waist, squeezing softly. I laughed a little and he took that opportunity to slip his tongue into my mouth, but I didn't complain.
He broke away from my lips and attached his mouth to my neck, sucking harshly but that didn't stop the moan that escaped from my mouth. I quickly slapped my hand over my mouth but he only smiled.
"That's only the beginning." He trailed his kisses down to my stomach, lifting and pulling off my crop top in the process.
"When did you get these?" He asked, looking at my belly button and the small tattoo at my hip.
"Which one?" I asked, throwing my head back as he kissed my thighs while pulling my shorts down.
"Both." He said, going back to work, pulling down my lace panties, too.
"Umm... I got my belly button pierced four months ago. And I got the tattoo last m-oh!" I was trying to focus but his tongue had found his way to my little girl parts and it was a little bit much to talk through.
"You got it last what?" He asked, before continuing what he was doing before, only faster this time.
"I-I... Ummm... last month. I got it last-oh, my God, Erin!"
I gripped the sheets tightly as he added two fingers inside me, speeding up his pace with his tongue.
"I'm guessing it feels good, yeah?" He smiled up at me before going back down on me.
"Oh... right there!" He was driving me crazy and he knew it, too. The familiar feeling set in my lower stomach. "Oh, God, Erin! I'm gonna-" And then he stopped.
"Told you it was only the beginning." I fell back on my bed, breathing heavily.
"You freakin' tease." I murmured under my breath.
"Now, you know how it feels." He placed a small kiss on my lips. He lifted back up and pulled his shirt over his head. I couldn't help but stare. He'd been working out more or something.
God, when did you get so hot?I couldn't help but think. He smirked at me.
"I thought I always was." He winked at me.
"Shit. Did I say that out loud?" I asked, covering my face.
"Yeah but it's all good. You'll be saying much more embarrassing things in about five seconds." I didn't even respond to that. I knew what was next. He lifted above me, his body hovering over mine with his arms on either side of my face. As his lips connected with mine, he pushed deep inside me, making me arch my back. I moaned into his kiss.
He trailed one of his arms around to my back, lifting my hips higher, keeping his lips on mine.
He pounded into me heavily. My breaths became shallower until I started releasing loud moans. I scratched my hands down his back, looking for something to hang on to as he thrust into me a million miles an hour.
“Damn, Lex… I think I’m gonna-“ He murmured, but I knew how he felt. I felt the same thing. I attached my lips to his neck, sucking heavily as he’d done to me. He rolled his head farther, giving me easier access and gave a throaty moan. Then, I felt him twitching inside me, making me suck harder.
“Oh, my… fuck! I missed you, Lex.” I felt his smile as I moaned on his neck through our climax.
He flopped down next to me.
“I love you.” He murmured, brushing his thumbs across my cheeks and kissing it softly. Fuck.
How am I supposed to get over him now?
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12/25/13