Indecision (ON HOLD)
Chapter 2
It was 7:00 in the morning, and the day was already brightened by the sun. As I was walking in the sidewalk, I heard my name being called.
“Hey Faith!” someone from behind yelled,
“Hi Liam" I greeted him, who came with his friends, Louis, and Zayn.
“where are you going?” he asked.
“Oh I’m on my way to school’s dance practice.”
“Oh yeah! when's the competition?” Zayn asked, while Louis reached to grab his phone.
“On March the 16” I responded.
"Ok Ms. Styles, How do you feel? Do think you will succeed? Are you confident enough to pass the competition? How do you think your brother Harry, would allowed this success-"
"Louis, What are you doing?" A low voice from behind Louis spoke, and made him scream.
"Nothing! Don't hurt me!!" He covered his head with his hands, and we all laughed.
"Louis, you know Faith doesn't like paparazzi questions. Now put that phone away."
"Why would I? It's my phone, not yours! And I can do whatever I want! My phone and I, we don't wanna listen to you! We can make it till the end, nothing can come between you and I. Not even the gods above, can separate the two of us. No, nothing can come between my phone and I." We were laughing out loud now by his actions. It was like if he was dancing balz with the phone.
“Come on sis, you need to get to that practice or else you are going to fail at the competition.” Harry told me.
"Harry. What are you doing here?"
"Duh! I'm being a nice brother and walking you to school" he told me in an obvious tone.
"Yea right, what do you need?" I asked, although I already knew the answer.
He smiled in surrender, "I want you to help me with French homework, you know it pretty well. Please!" He gave me the cupcake face and I couldn't help but accept.
"Ok, but what are you giving me in exchange?" I asked
"Mmm... $20 dollars?" He gave me a doubtful face.
"$30 and it's a deal." I said in excitement.
He sighted in defeat, "ok fine" he got his wallet out and handed me the money.
"Ok see yah Hazz. I'm running late, bye guys!" I waved at the four boys.
"Bye!" They all said in unison.
As I was walking down the street, I put in my earphones at let it play at full volume. Every time we touch, by Cascada, started to play. I wanted to skip it, since it reminded me about him, but my heart wanted to remember the good days, so it forced me to let it play.
I still hear your voice when you slept next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why without you it's hard to survive.
'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling and everytime we kiss, I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast? I want this to last.
I need you by my side...
*Flashback*
"Go away Brayan! Just leave me alone!" I said while containing my laugh.
"I know you don't mean it." I stared at his chocolate brown eyes as he started to get closer to me. When he was close enough, he formed a devilish smile I knew so well, 'o-oh'. I turned and ran but he was quick and grabbed my waist, and started to tickle me.
"Stop! S-stop!" I said while making weird sounds I didn't even know I could make, causing me to laugh even harder.
Once he was done, and I calmed myself down, I got angry. "You know I hate it when someone tickles me!"
"But you love me anyways" he gave me the smile that I love the most. The one I can't say no to.
"Don't do it again!" I said sternly. He raised his hands in defeat.
"Ok I'm sorry, forgive me?" He tilted his head to the side and lowered it, since he is like 4 in. Taller than me, I had to look up to meet his eyes, dam those eyes.
"Ok fine..." I said in defeat. He hugged me from the waist and lifted me off my feet, swinging me around. Once he stopped, he put me down, and looked me in the eyes and lowered himself almost centimeters away from my face. My heart beat was raising, "W-what are you doing?" I asked while backing away a little, but he tightly hold my back.
"Something I should have done a while ago.." He placed his hands in my cheeks and brought my face closer to him. We were millimeters apparat from each other now, he brushed his nose with mine a few times before he planted a kiss on my lips. My heartbeat was at maximum speed, and I could feel nerves and fear combined with excitement, all at the same time. When we broke the kiss I smiled and so did he.
"We've been friends since 3rd grade. Ever since that day you asked me for the time, I couldn't take my eyes off of you. Now were in 9th grade, and I just had the courage to say it.
"Say what?" I whispered.
"I love you"
*End of flashback*
"Faith what's wrong?!" I looked to where the voice came from, it was Stacy. We been friends since 7th grade, and she helped me get over.... Sam. I didn't noticed the tears that formed in my eyes.
"Oh nothing, just remembering." I said while drying my eyes.
"Faith, it's been 2 months since that happened. You can't spend the rest of you life crying over him. You can't let him win. You are not weak, you have to prove him wrong! I know it's hard, but You can do it." She put her hand on my shoulder, and gave me a supporting smile.
"You are right, I have to show him that I don't need him, and I will forget about him. He is a jerk and I hate him for that!!" Remembering what he did to me, made me want to punch him straight in the face. But he's not here, he is in a world I don't think he is ever coming back from. That will help me get over him. I said goodbye to Stacy, and rushed to my dance practice
Once the practice was over, I walked back to my house. The sun was now at full power and the temperature started to heat up. Walking was not a good thing for me in this temperature, especially since I didn't have any water. The daily trail I follow, that normally takes like 20 min, became longer, and I needed water.
The sound of cars passed by the familiar trail not bothering to stop. Then I heard the beep of one of the cars beeping at an un normal rhythm behind me, and I turned around.
“Faith, do you need a ride?” Niall asked from the other side of the window.
“Since when did you started driving?” I asked surprised.
“I just came from the Drivers School, I got my license!” He yelled excitedly.
“Is it safe? I dont want any accidents?” I asked kind of joking.
“If it wasn’t, then I wouldn’t have gotten it” He stated with an obvious tone.
“I dont know what you might have done to get that license. Maybe threatened the teacher that you will eat all his or her food if he or she doesn’t let you pass.” I suggested which made him laughed. His laugh was so funny, yet beautiful at the same time. Similar as his laugh… Remember what happened with him. He had a similar laugh, which you fell in love with. Look where are you now, heartbroken. I shook my head and blinked a few times to erase his laugh from my ears.
“Well? will you let me give you a ride?” he asked.
I smiled and hopped in.
After we reached the front of my house, he parked the car. I was about to open my door when he gently grabbed my wrist.
“Please, let me open it for you” he looked me straight in my eyes and smiled. I just nodded, and waited. He got out and went around the car until he reached my door and opened it for me.
“Thank you.” I smiled at him and he smiled back. He walked me all the way to my front door.
“I-if you want to, I can give you a ride tomorrow” his blue eyes stared at my dark chocolate ones as if that sentence was a time bomb and at any moment would explode.
"Sure!"
"Okay, I'll pick you up at 8:00 am." His eyes had a spark that looked like a little kid's after he opened a Christmas present and notice his favorite toy was there.
"Ok um, bye" I hugged him and he hugged me back. I waited for him to let go after a minute, but he didn't, "um, you can let go now," I said with a chuckle as he let go immediately.
"Sorry," he looked down uncomfortable, "I'll see you tomorrow" he smiled at me.
"Ok, bye" I waved and smiled.
“Hey Faith!” someone from behind yelled,
“Hi Liam" I greeted him, who came with his friends, Louis, and Zayn.
“where are you going?” he asked.
“Oh I’m on my way to school’s dance practice.”
“Oh yeah! when's the competition?” Zayn asked, while Louis reached to grab his phone.
“On March the 16” I responded.
"Ok Ms. Styles, How do you feel? Do think you will succeed? Are you confident enough to pass the competition? How do you think your brother Harry, would allowed this success-"
"Louis, What are you doing?" A low voice from behind Louis spoke, and made him scream.
"Nothing! Don't hurt me!!" He covered his head with his hands, and we all laughed.
"Louis, you know Faith doesn't like paparazzi questions. Now put that phone away."
"Why would I? It's my phone, not yours! And I can do whatever I want! My phone and I, we don't wanna listen to you! We can make it till the end, nothing can come between you and I. Not even the gods above, can separate the two of us. No, nothing can come between my phone and I." We were laughing out loud now by his actions. It was like if he was dancing balz with the phone.
“Come on sis, you need to get to that practice or else you are going to fail at the competition.” Harry told me.
"Harry. What are you doing here?"
"Duh! I'm being a nice brother and walking you to school" he told me in an obvious tone.
"Yea right, what do you need?" I asked, although I already knew the answer.
He smiled in surrender, "I want you to help me with French homework, you know it pretty well. Please!" He gave me the cupcake face and I couldn't help but accept.
"Ok, but what are you giving me in exchange?" I asked
"Mmm... $20 dollars?" He gave me a doubtful face.
"$30 and it's a deal." I said in excitement.
He sighted in defeat, "ok fine" he got his wallet out and handed me the money.
"Ok see yah Hazz. I'm running late, bye guys!" I waved at the four boys.
"Bye!" They all said in unison.
As I was walking down the street, I put in my earphones at let it play at full volume. Every time we touch, by Cascada, started to play. I wanted to skip it, since it reminded me about him, but my heart wanted to remember the good days, so it forced me to let it play.
I still hear your voice when you slept next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why without you it's hard to survive.
'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling and everytime we kiss, I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast? I want this to last.
I need you by my side...
*Flashback*
"Go away Brayan! Just leave me alone!" I said while containing my laugh.
"I know you don't mean it." I stared at his chocolate brown eyes as he started to get closer to me. When he was close enough, he formed a devilish smile I knew so well, 'o-oh'. I turned and ran but he was quick and grabbed my waist, and started to tickle me.
"Stop! S-stop!" I said while making weird sounds I didn't even know I could make, causing me to laugh even harder.
Once he was done, and I calmed myself down, I got angry. "You know I hate it when someone tickles me!"
"But you love me anyways" he gave me the smile that I love the most. The one I can't say no to.
"Don't do it again!" I said sternly. He raised his hands in defeat.
"Ok I'm sorry, forgive me?" He tilted his head to the side and lowered it, since he is like 4 in. Taller than me, I had to look up to meet his eyes, dam those eyes.
"Ok fine..." I said in defeat. He hugged me from the waist and lifted me off my feet, swinging me around. Once he stopped, he put me down, and looked me in the eyes and lowered himself almost centimeters away from my face. My heart beat was raising, "W-what are you doing?" I asked while backing away a little, but he tightly hold my back.
"Something I should have done a while ago.." He placed his hands in my cheeks and brought my face closer to him. We were millimeters apparat from each other now, he brushed his nose with mine a few times before he planted a kiss on my lips. My heartbeat was at maximum speed, and I could feel nerves and fear combined with excitement, all at the same time. When we broke the kiss I smiled and so did he.
"We've been friends since 3rd grade. Ever since that day you asked me for the time, I couldn't take my eyes off of you. Now were in 9th grade, and I just had the courage to say it.
"Say what?" I whispered.
"I love you"
*End of flashback*
"Faith what's wrong?!" I looked to where the voice came from, it was Stacy. We been friends since 7th grade, and she helped me get over.... Sam. I didn't noticed the tears that formed in my eyes.
"Oh nothing, just remembering." I said while drying my eyes.
"Faith, it's been 2 months since that happened. You can't spend the rest of you life crying over him. You can't let him win. You are not weak, you have to prove him wrong! I know it's hard, but You can do it." She put her hand on my shoulder, and gave me a supporting smile.
"You are right, I have to show him that I don't need him, and I will forget about him. He is a jerk and I hate him for that!!" Remembering what he did to me, made me want to punch him straight in the face. But he's not here, he is in a world I don't think he is ever coming back from. That will help me get over him. I said goodbye to Stacy, and rushed to my dance practice
Once the practice was over, I walked back to my house. The sun was now at full power and the temperature started to heat up. Walking was not a good thing for me in this temperature, especially since I didn't have any water. The daily trail I follow, that normally takes like 20 min, became longer, and I needed water.
The sound of cars passed by the familiar trail not bothering to stop. Then I heard the beep of one of the cars beeping at an un normal rhythm behind me, and I turned around.
“Faith, do you need a ride?” Niall asked from the other side of the window.
“Since when did you started driving?” I asked surprised.
“I just came from the Drivers School, I got my license!” He yelled excitedly.
“Is it safe? I dont want any accidents?” I asked kind of joking.
“If it wasn’t, then I wouldn’t have gotten it” He stated with an obvious tone.
“I dont know what you might have done to get that license. Maybe threatened the teacher that you will eat all his or her food if he or she doesn’t let you pass.” I suggested which made him laughed. His laugh was so funny, yet beautiful at the same time. Similar as his laugh… Remember what happened with him. He had a similar laugh, which you fell in love with. Look where are you now, heartbroken. I shook my head and blinked a few times to erase his laugh from my ears.
“Well? will you let me give you a ride?” he asked.
I smiled and hopped in.
After we reached the front of my house, he parked the car. I was about to open my door when he gently grabbed my wrist.
“Please, let me open it for you” he looked me straight in my eyes and smiled. I just nodded, and waited. He got out and went around the car until he reached my door and opened it for me.
“Thank you.” I smiled at him and he smiled back. He walked me all the way to my front door.
“I-if you want to, I can give you a ride tomorrow” his blue eyes stared at my dark chocolate ones as if that sentence was a time bomb and at any moment would explode.
"Sure!"
"Okay, I'll pick you up at 8:00 am." His eyes had a spark that looked like a little kid's after he opened a Christmas present and notice his favorite toy was there.
"Ok um, bye" I hugged him and he hugged me back. I waited for him to let go after a minute, but he didn't, "um, you can let go now," I said with a chuckle as he let go immediately.
"Sorry," he looked down uncomfortable, "I'll see you tomorrow" he smiled at me.
"Ok, bye" I waved and smiled.
Notes
Here's the next chapter, maybe this one is a little bit better than the last one :P hope you like it.
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5/17/14