Indecision (ON HOLD)
chapter one
I never thought forgetting someone could be so easy. Until I met him.
I was heading to my first period class, as always, the boring color beige that the walls have at my typical public school never change. The lockers are pretty much in every hallway, all clean and shiny bright gray, nothing new. As I was about to enter a new hallway, I bumped with someone, and fell on my butt.
"Sorry! Are you ok?" The voice of a boy asked a little shaky.
I turned to look at him and I was amazed when I saw a blonde with beautiful sea blue eyes with a sparkle of gray.
"Yea, I'm stupid for not looking" I said trying to get up.
"No, I'm the stupid one here. I wasn't looking where I was going, I'm kind of new in this school." He helped me get up.
"Thanks, so why do you look so shaky? You running from someone?" I curiously asked
His eyes went wide, "I need to hide! These football players are chasing me." He looked nervous.
"You don't look like a trouble maker." I made a face as if I was thinking really hard, and he laughed. "I know the perfect place, come on let's go." I grabbed his hand and lead him to a deserted hall.
"They're gonna see us here" he told me.
"I wasn't going to stay here.." I said pointing at the door behind him. He looked at the door; then at me in disbelief, and shook his head like a little kid.
"Can't we hide somewhere else? I'm not going in the girls bathroom." He whined.
"Either is this bathroom, where they can't come in, or is this hallway full of classrooms with windows where you are completely visible. Your choice." I stated.
He hesitated for a second then agreed to come into the girls restroom. I made sure that there were no girls in there and made him entered a stall, just in case someone comes in.
"I don't want to be here" he pouted.
"oh shush" I replied and closed the door. I could hear them coming.
"Where is he? He's gonna pay for what he did to me!" A deep, raspy voice said.
"I think he went this way, come on!" Another voice, a little bit above the first one, said.
Once they left, I turned to the boy "I think they're gone. You can come out now" I announced
He ran to the exit. Once he was out he kneed on the floor and almost kissed it.
"Come on, it’s just the girls bathroom" I protested.
"I know, but I really felt weird being in there" I chuckle at his comment.
"Anyway lets go to class" I looked at him, and his face looked lost. "Do you know where's your first class?"
"O-of course I know" he turned around and headed down the hall making a right turn at the nearest corner.
"That's a dead end!" I shouted, and I could see him as he walked across to the other side. "And that's an exit!" I started laughing and made my way to him, who was now with his head down in the middle of the hallways. When I saw his face, his cheeks were a little pink from embarrassment. I chuckle, "What's your name?" I asked.
Without raising his head he said, "I'm sorry, I'm Niall, Niall Horan" he turned to look at me, "and yours?"
"Faith, Faith Styles" I responded.
"Nice to meet you Faith" he smiled widely.
"You too, Niall" I smiled back. "So where's your first classroom?" He showed me his schedule and I was surprised. "That's a little surprising, you have almost the same classes as me." I said in amazement.
"Really?" He said surprised
"Yea, come on we have to go to class or we'll be late"
After fourth period was over, it was time to go to lunch. The line was so big that it took me half a class to get my food. Finally I was out, I looked for open seats but all were occupied, then I spotted Niall all alone at a table close to the doors. I made my way to his direction but abruptly stopped. A group of boys were getting closer to him, they were from the football team.
"Look who we found here all alone." He expressed it as if he found a toy he has searched all his life.
"Now you're gonna pay for what you did to me" he had his knuckles form into fist.
"Leave him alone!" I just noticed I was behind him.
"Look at this how cute, he made a little friend. The loser!" He started laughing.
"Yea, the loser that no matter who you are she is always good to you, and no matter who my friends are, I am not ashamed to be with them in public." I snapped back. He looked angry now, but couldn't find the right words for a good comeback.
The bell rang, "now if you excuse us, we have a class to go to." I said while grabbing Niall's hand and guiding him to our next class, chemistry. We sat together in our science table.
"That was brave" he told me.
"Thanks" I blushed
"I was worried that he was going to launch at you, I was ready to hit him at the moment he raised his arm." he commented
I chuckled lightly,"He wouldn't do that," I honestly answered.
"How do you know?" He curiously asked.
"I have my brother and his friends who can back me up" I smiled and made a little victory sign, (bringing up my fist into the air).
"Did something happened between you and Brat?" I think he was being careful by asking this questions, but I don't mind.
"Yea he was kind of my close friend. One day, suddenly we started fighting and never spoke again to each other. I was actually relieved of that. I kind of became free" I raised my hands up as I said that.
"Ms. Styles is there something you want to add?" The teacher pointed at me.
"Um n-no sir" I said nervously. I could see that Niall was chuckling, and hit his arm with my elbow.
"Ow! What was that for?" He whispered. I gave him a satisfied look and smiled away.
We were already at the last class of the day. Then, the bell rang and I was ready to go home. As I headed to the exit I heard someone call my name, and I turned to look who it was.
"Hi Niall! What's up?" I asked
"I wanted to know if you want to go to the park later?" His face seemed kind of nervous.
"Uh, I don't have any plans for tomorrow, yeah I'd like to," I smiled
"Great! How about at four o'clock in the park near the school" he had a big wide smile, that I couldn't help but smile as well.
"Ok, see you tomorrow then."
"Bye"
"Bye" That was strange, it was the first time I felt kind of nervous to see someone, after so many years.
The next day quickly came, and I was walking down to the park. PpWhen I stepped on the park's area, I saw Niall sitting down on a bench. When he saw me, he quickly got up and walked towards me.
"Hi" he shyly smiled, "I like your outfit."
I was wearing skinny jeans with a striped shirt and black converse, "thanks."
"So, you wanna go walk for a bit?" He nervously asked.
"Yea sure." We started walking. "So, do you have any siblings?" I said trying to start a conversation.
"Yea, I have an older brother, and my mom and dad. You?"
"I have two younger brothers and my mom and dad" I smiled.
"Cool." We kept walking through the pavement, the trees were almost lined up other the concrete trail, and it felt like if it was a forest, with him. I could feel his presence, how we could do small races and how he would always win, but he is not with me anymore. He decided to leave me, and I will never forgive him for that.
"Faith?" He brought me back to the present.
"Yea?" I quickly asked.
"you were kind of spaced out," he chuckled, "what do you do on your free time?"
"Oh, I just like to draw and sing, but I probably don't sound good, or I just read a book. I'm don't really do anything exciting."
"Oh" was all he said.
"And you?"
"I like to play the guitar, and write songs."
"I want to play the guitar too! Can you teach me?" I jumped up and down and then made puppy eyes..
"I can teach you" his eyes were looking down, and he was lowly laughing.
"Really?"
"Yea, I can bring it later If you want?"
"Yay!" I made a little celebration dance, and he seriously laughed out loud. His laugh was kind of funny, and I couldn't hold myself and started laughing too.
"Don't make me laugh!"I said while concentrating not to Let out a squeak.
"Why not?" Niall asked curious.
"Because I sound like a mouse, when someone squeezes it's belly!" I explained and when I said that, Niall bursts into laughter.
"Now I want to hear it even more," he said with amusement in his blue icy eyes.
I stepped away from him, with wide eyes and pointing at him, "no, don't you dare… Niall NO!" I ran away from him and he chased me, aiming for my belly. He tickled me so much that I didn’t even know what animal I was imitating, obviously causing Niall to laugh even harder.
After five minutes of the constant laughing, we stared at each other for a few seconds, and then I felt little bit awkward.
"I got to go, it's getting late." I quickly said.
"O-ok, see you tomorrow at school" he smiled, and I smiled back.
I was heading to my first period class, as always, the boring color beige that the walls have at my typical public school never change. The lockers are pretty much in every hallway, all clean and shiny bright gray, nothing new. As I was about to enter a new hallway, I bumped with someone, and fell on my butt.
"Sorry! Are you ok?" The voice of a boy asked a little shaky.
I turned to look at him and I was amazed when I saw a blonde with beautiful sea blue eyes with a sparkle of gray.
"Yea, I'm stupid for not looking" I said trying to get up.
"No, I'm the stupid one here. I wasn't looking where I was going, I'm kind of new in this school." He helped me get up.
"Thanks, so why do you look so shaky? You running from someone?" I curiously asked
His eyes went wide, "I need to hide! These football players are chasing me." He looked nervous.
"You don't look like a trouble maker." I made a face as if I was thinking really hard, and he laughed. "I know the perfect place, come on let's go." I grabbed his hand and lead him to a deserted hall.
"They're gonna see us here" he told me.
"I wasn't going to stay here.." I said pointing at the door behind him. He looked at the door; then at me in disbelief, and shook his head like a little kid.
"Can't we hide somewhere else? I'm not going in the girls bathroom." He whined.
"Either is this bathroom, where they can't come in, or is this hallway full of classrooms with windows where you are completely visible. Your choice." I stated.
He hesitated for a second then agreed to come into the girls restroom. I made sure that there were no girls in there and made him entered a stall, just in case someone comes in.
"I don't want to be here" he pouted.
"oh shush" I replied and closed the door. I could hear them coming.
"Where is he? He's gonna pay for what he did to me!" A deep, raspy voice said.
"I think he went this way, come on!" Another voice, a little bit above the first one, said.
Once they left, I turned to the boy "I think they're gone. You can come out now" I announced
He ran to the exit. Once he was out he kneed on the floor and almost kissed it.
"Come on, it’s just the girls bathroom" I protested.
"I know, but I really felt weird being in there" I chuckle at his comment.
"Anyway lets go to class" I looked at him, and his face looked lost. "Do you know where's your first class?"
"O-of course I know" he turned around and headed down the hall making a right turn at the nearest corner.
"That's a dead end!" I shouted, and I could see him as he walked across to the other side. "And that's an exit!" I started laughing and made my way to him, who was now with his head down in the middle of the hallways. When I saw his face, his cheeks were a little pink from embarrassment. I chuckle, "What's your name?" I asked.
Without raising his head he said, "I'm sorry, I'm Niall, Niall Horan" he turned to look at me, "and yours?"
"Faith, Faith Styles" I responded.
"Nice to meet you Faith" he smiled widely.
"You too, Niall" I smiled back. "So where's your first classroom?" He showed me his schedule and I was surprised. "That's a little surprising, you have almost the same classes as me." I said in amazement.
"Really?" He said surprised
"Yea, come on we have to go to class or we'll be late"
After fourth period was over, it was time to go to lunch. The line was so big that it took me half a class to get my food. Finally I was out, I looked for open seats but all were occupied, then I spotted Niall all alone at a table close to the doors. I made my way to his direction but abruptly stopped. A group of boys were getting closer to him, they were from the football team.
"Look who we found here all alone." He expressed it as if he found a toy he has searched all his life.
"Now you're gonna pay for what you did to me" he had his knuckles form into fist.
"Leave him alone!" I just noticed I was behind him.
"Look at this how cute, he made a little friend. The loser!" He started laughing.
"Yea, the loser that no matter who you are she is always good to you, and no matter who my friends are, I am not ashamed to be with them in public." I snapped back. He looked angry now, but couldn't find the right words for a good comeback.
The bell rang, "now if you excuse us, we have a class to go to." I said while grabbing Niall's hand and guiding him to our next class, chemistry. We sat together in our science table.
"That was brave" he told me.
"Thanks" I blushed
"I was worried that he was going to launch at you, I was ready to hit him at the moment he raised his arm." he commented
I chuckled lightly,"He wouldn't do that," I honestly answered.
"How do you know?" He curiously asked.
"I have my brother and his friends who can back me up" I smiled and made a little victory sign, (bringing up my fist into the air).
"Did something happened between you and Brat?" I think he was being careful by asking this questions, but I don't mind.
"Yea he was kind of my close friend. One day, suddenly we started fighting and never spoke again to each other. I was actually relieved of that. I kind of became free" I raised my hands up as I said that.
"Ms. Styles is there something you want to add?" The teacher pointed at me.
"Um n-no sir" I said nervously. I could see that Niall was chuckling, and hit his arm with my elbow.
"Ow! What was that for?" He whispered. I gave him a satisfied look and smiled away.
We were already at the last class of the day. Then, the bell rang and I was ready to go home. As I headed to the exit I heard someone call my name, and I turned to look who it was.
"Hi Niall! What's up?" I asked
"I wanted to know if you want to go to the park later?" His face seemed kind of nervous.
"Uh, I don't have any plans for tomorrow, yeah I'd like to," I smiled
"Great! How about at four o'clock in the park near the school" he had a big wide smile, that I couldn't help but smile as well.
"Ok, see you tomorrow then."
"Bye"
"Bye" That was strange, it was the first time I felt kind of nervous to see someone, after so many years.
The next day quickly came, and I was walking down to the park. PpWhen I stepped on the park's area, I saw Niall sitting down on a bench. When he saw me, he quickly got up and walked towards me.
"Hi" he shyly smiled, "I like your outfit."
I was wearing skinny jeans with a striped shirt and black converse, "thanks."
"So, you wanna go walk for a bit?" He nervously asked.
"Yea sure." We started walking. "So, do you have any siblings?" I said trying to start a conversation.
"Yea, I have an older brother, and my mom and dad. You?"
"I have two younger brothers and my mom and dad" I smiled.
"Cool." We kept walking through the pavement, the trees were almost lined up other the concrete trail, and it felt like if it was a forest, with him. I could feel his presence, how we could do small races and how he would always win, but he is not with me anymore. He decided to leave me, and I will never forgive him for that.
"Faith?" He brought me back to the present.
"Yea?" I quickly asked.
"you were kind of spaced out," he chuckled, "what do you do on your free time?"
"Oh, I just like to draw and sing, but I probably don't sound good, or I just read a book. I'm don't really do anything exciting."
"Oh" was all he said.
"And you?"
"I like to play the guitar, and write songs."
"I want to play the guitar too! Can you teach me?" I jumped up and down and then made puppy eyes..
"I can teach you" his eyes were looking down, and he was lowly laughing.
"Really?"
"Yea, I can bring it later If you want?"
"Yay!" I made a little celebration dance, and he seriously laughed out loud. His laugh was kind of funny, and I couldn't hold myself and started laughing too.
"Don't make me laugh!"I said while concentrating not to Let out a squeak.
"Why not?" Niall asked curious.
"Because I sound like a mouse, when someone squeezes it's belly!" I explained and when I said that, Niall bursts into laughter.
"Now I want to hear it even more," he said with amusement in his blue icy eyes.
I stepped away from him, with wide eyes and pointing at him, "no, don't you dare… Niall NO!" I ran away from him and he chased me, aiming for my belly. He tickled me so much that I didn’t even know what animal I was imitating, obviously causing Niall to laugh even harder.
After five minutes of the constant laughing, we stared at each other for a few seconds, and then I felt little bit awkward.
"I got to go, it's getting late." I quickly said.
"O-ok, see you tomorrow at school" he smiled, and I smiled back.
Notes
so, here is the first chapter, is it funny ? I'll post the next one if I get at least 3 comments. Enjoy!
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5/17/14