Fearful Love
Chapter 3
The next day------I woke up and got out of bed. Clare was sleeping on the floor, on a little mattress made of blankets. I walked over her and went over to my phone. I picked it up, 2 new texts. Saying:
"Hey babe it's harry"
How did he get my number?
"I'll pick you up at 7 tonight. We can go over to the city and walk around."
"Okay. Thx for letting me know." I replied.
I went over to the shower and stripped my clothes off. I waited for the water to be warm. I got in and tried washing the disgusting scent of alcohol off my body with my lavender scented body wash. I grabbed my clothed and changed. It was only 2 o clock. I have plenty of time to get ready.
"Hey em." I heard Clare say. "Where's your mom?" She asked.
"Work. She should be home at midnight." I said.
"Clare, you smell disgusting!! How much alcohol did you drink?" I asked once she came closer.
"Haha, sorry babe. "
"Go take a shower! Use any one of my clothes."
Clare went up to the bathroom.
I sat on the couch watching tv until Harry called me..
"Hello?"
"Hey babe." He said in a raspy voice.
" what do you want harry?" I said in the most annoyed voice.
"Easy, babe. Easy. Listen, when we go to the city today, I need to tell you something, just please don't freak out." He said.
"Oh..Kay?" I said.
"Bye Emma."
"Bye harry."
I hung up the phone. I wonder what he wanted to say to me.
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I left went to sit outside my house on the little bench. I saw a range rover pull up to house. It was harry. "Here we go." I said to myself.
"Hey babe, get in the car." He said. I did as I was told because he looked scarier today..I didn't know he has tattoos. The car ride was silent the whooe time. Something's not right about this. I feel it in my gut. But I decide to forget about it. "Here we are." Harry said. We came to navy pier. My favorite. "C'mon babe. Lets eat." Harry said.
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"I'll have a burger and a shake. And she'll have pizza with a lemonade." Harry told the waitor.The food finally came. "Emma, there's something I need to tell you." Harry said. "Go ahead." I said stuffing my face with pizza. "I'm in a gang.." He said. I stopped. Everything was spinning in my head now. Suddenly, everything came back to me. The thing I've dreaded to even think about for the past few months. The way zayn tortured me and raped me. I can't go through this again.. I stood up, not wanting to eat anymore. "Emma..sit." Harry took my hand and put me back in my seat. His grip too strong for me to leave. "I can explain everything." He said in a reassuring voice that i didn't believe. I wanted to leave. Go home, and cry in Clare's arms. She knew all the shit I've been through. I remember the day zayn told me hews in a gang. I thought it was sexy that I'd have a boyfriend to protect me, but he did the total opposite. I wanted to burst into tears just think about it.
*flashback*
"Emma, you're the most perfect girl I know. I want to be with you forever, so I want to let you know, I'm in a gang." Zayn said. "Oh my gosh! That's soo cool! Not only do I have a sexy boyfriend, but he can protect me too!" I exclaimed. Then he leaned in and kissed me.
*flashback over*
I was in tears already. "Love? What's wrong?" Harry asked. I quickly wiped my tears off and said, "nothing, Harry, just missing some old family that are uptown." I said. It was the first thing that came up. I can't tell harry about zayn. I just can't.
"Emma, I'll drop you off at home, but can I take you to meet my boys first?" I wanted to say no, but what if hardy tortures me if I say the wrong thing? "S-sure." I said.
We got in the car and drove for about five minutes. The building was a fancy condo. We went in the elevator and went to the 17th floor. Harry opened the door and walked in. While I was standing out the door, scared as fuck. "Babe, come in. Nothing will hurt you!" I do as he says and walk in. The walls were red and the condo was beautiful inside. "Emma, these are my boys." I came into the living room. "This is niall. Louis, and Liam." He said. "Hi Emma." They all said. They scanned me. Eyes never leaving my body. I was getting uncomfortable. I guess harry saw that. "Guys, Emma will hang out with us for a bit, what do you want to do?" Harry Said. "Okay video games duh." Said the blonde one. I think it was niall. "Where's Z?" Harry asked. "Oh. He went to get some smokes." Louis said. We all sat in the couch playing call of duties. Zombies was my favorite. Just then the door opened. "Emma?" A voice said. Fuck no. I recognized that voice. "Z-z-zayn?" I said in a fearful voice.
"Hey babe it's harry"
How did he get my number?
"I'll pick you up at 7 tonight. We can go over to the city and walk around."
"Okay. Thx for letting me know." I replied.
I went over to the shower and stripped my clothes off. I waited for the water to be warm. I got in and tried washing the disgusting scent of alcohol off my body with my lavender scented body wash. I grabbed my clothed and changed. It was only 2 o clock. I have plenty of time to get ready.
"Hey em." I heard Clare say. "Where's your mom?" She asked.
"Work. She should be home at midnight." I said.
"Clare, you smell disgusting!! How much alcohol did you drink?" I asked once she came closer.
"Haha, sorry babe. "
"Go take a shower! Use any one of my clothes."
Clare went up to the bathroom.
I sat on the couch watching tv until Harry called me..
"Hello?"
"Hey babe." He said in a raspy voice.
" what do you want harry?" I said in the most annoyed voice.
"Easy, babe. Easy. Listen, when we go to the city today, I need to tell you something, just please don't freak out." He said.
"Oh..Kay?" I said.
"Bye Emma."
"Bye harry."
I hung up the phone. I wonder what he wanted to say to me.
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I left went to sit outside my house on the little bench. I saw a range rover pull up to house. It was harry. "Here we go." I said to myself.
"Hey babe, get in the car." He said. I did as I was told because he looked scarier today..I didn't know he has tattoos. The car ride was silent the whooe time. Something's not right about this. I feel it in my gut. But I decide to forget about it. "Here we are." Harry said. We came to navy pier. My favorite. "C'mon babe. Lets eat." Harry said.
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"I'll have a burger and a shake. And she'll have pizza with a lemonade." Harry told the waitor.The food finally came. "Emma, there's something I need to tell you." Harry said. "Go ahead." I said stuffing my face with pizza. "I'm in a gang.." He said. I stopped. Everything was spinning in my head now. Suddenly, everything came back to me. The thing I've dreaded to even think about for the past few months. The way zayn tortured me and raped me. I can't go through this again.. I stood up, not wanting to eat anymore. "Emma..sit." Harry took my hand and put me back in my seat. His grip too strong for me to leave. "I can explain everything." He said in a reassuring voice that i didn't believe. I wanted to leave. Go home, and cry in Clare's arms. She knew all the shit I've been through. I remember the day zayn told me hews in a gang. I thought it was sexy that I'd have a boyfriend to protect me, but he did the total opposite. I wanted to burst into tears just think about it.
*flashback*
"Emma, you're the most perfect girl I know. I want to be with you forever, so I want to let you know, I'm in a gang." Zayn said. "Oh my gosh! That's soo cool! Not only do I have a sexy boyfriend, but he can protect me too!" I exclaimed. Then he leaned in and kissed me.
*flashback over*
I was in tears already. "Love? What's wrong?" Harry asked. I quickly wiped my tears off and said, "nothing, Harry, just missing some old family that are uptown." I said. It was the first thing that came up. I can't tell harry about zayn. I just can't.
"Emma, I'll drop you off at home, but can I take you to meet my boys first?" I wanted to say no, but what if hardy tortures me if I say the wrong thing? "S-sure." I said.
We got in the car and drove for about five minutes. The building was a fancy condo. We went in the elevator and went to the 17th floor. Harry opened the door and walked in. While I was standing out the door, scared as fuck. "Babe, come in. Nothing will hurt you!" I do as he says and walk in. The walls were red and the condo was beautiful inside. "Emma, these are my boys." I came into the living room. "This is niall. Louis, and Liam." He said. "Hi Emma." They all said. They scanned me. Eyes never leaving my body. I was getting uncomfortable. I guess harry saw that. "Guys, Emma will hang out with us for a bit, what do you want to do?" Harry Said. "Okay video games duh." Said the blonde one. I think it was niall. "Where's Z?" Harry asked. "Oh. He went to get some smokes." Louis said. We all sat in the couch playing call of duties. Zombies was my favorite. Just then the door opened. "Emma?" A voice said. Fuck no. I recognized that voice. "Z-z-zayn?" I said in a fearful voice.
Notes
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