I lay in the bathtub getting under the covering water deep making it rise. i closed my eyes for a while, trying to exhale the water out making bubbles come out of my mouth, and nose, quickly i went up, my hair went all back, i turn around to grab my cigarette pack open i saw one left and my lighter "shit." i mumbled, lighting it up i hummed a song "oh is this a dancing Jews." i had the lyrics wrong "and we all go go go and something something." i blew smoke out of my mouth "like im ready are you ready!" i said loudly, its been a year iv lost something important in my life, all i wanted to be gone and come back to me, but how if that thing was long gone.



past

"Ana wait " lucy tried to keep up with me "ugh what is it?" we where in a club standing almost to get in "we cant go here, where under age," she said i rolled my eyes at her "thats why i got fake IDs idiot." i pulled her arm, we handed the man the fake ID and went in, i saw a band playing but i couldnt see the singer i tried hard "come on Lucy," I pulled her pushing people to be in the front and thats where i meet him.

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