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I woke up again, to the same beeping.

“Mom! She’s awake! GET THE NURSE!”

I looked around to see my mom, and all the girls. I smiled slightly, for I was more worried about Rose.

A brunette came rushing in and by my side.

“Mam, we have bad news..” She turned to everyone in the room, asking for them to leave before turning back to me.

“Since you were generally small for a pregnancy bump, you probably won’t have any changes, or as many would call a pouch..” Really? I thought I was huge

“But this isn’t why I’m here..You’re friend Louis is in ICU, and well, so are you. Due to the severe amount of fractures, he’ll be in a medically induced coma until we feel he’s better, as for you…Rose is very, very ill. Due to impact of the truck, she’s broken a rib, and broke her spine. I know some parents may want to keep the baby, but due to the amount of time you were out, she’s suffered from internal bleeding. She seems fine, but she isn’t. I know this may be a lot of handle right now, but her best option is being put at rest..I’m sorry…” Everything was just starting to register in my head as I started trembling. Rose was dead..

“S-so….s-shes d-ead?” My lips quivered, trying to hold back the tears.

“No mam, she’s alive…but unfortunately you’ll be saying your goodbye’s. The morphine is the only thing that could help ease her pain, but morphine isn’t meant for newborns.
The chances of her living, are very slim..If you’d like I can bring her in for you..” I nodded my head, as I tried to calm down. Be strong…Be strong.

As they brought her in, her eyes were wide open, her face pale, and her body small and fragile. A small damp mop of big curls on her head, and the brightest green eyes I’d ever laid eyes on. She just stared, and so did I..This was mine…my baby girl…the one I took care of for 9 months…and now she was being taken away from me.

From the side, I could see the pile of familiar heads, but I paid no mind to them. My attention was focused on Rose.

“I’m sorry…Rose…I’m sorry…” A tear glided down my cheek.

“I should’ve taken better care of you…I should’ve paid more attention…” I held her close to me, as the memories flashed in front of my eyes. From the moment I found out till now…every step of the way.

“Mam…it’s almost time..” I looked up at the nurse asking for one or two more minutes before they injected her with morphine.

“I named you Rose, after Santo…for you’re as beautiful as one…” Another tear glided down my face.

“Mam, if you would like, you can hold her while we inject her.” I nodded slowly, as the needle entered her tiny veins.

“I’m so sorry Rose.” She blinked up at me, and smiled. Just a tiny smile, before the line went dead. Her heart had stopped due to the morphine, just like they had warned.

“Mam…We’ll give you the paperwork, but it’s time to let her go.”

I held her to my chest, one more time, kissing her on her cheeks, and once on her mouth.

“Mamma’s little girl…” I whispered, as I handed her over to them.

“I’m sorry mam for your loss..” But I stayed silent. Everything was silent. Tears poured down my face, as I trembled, not letting anyone come near me.


I felt broken, numb….I felt dead.

Notes

SORRY FOR TAKING SO LONG. SCHOOL HAS BEEN STRESSFUL.!

Will be updating on the days that i assigned, but i hope you like it! <3

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