*Flash backs*

I was about 6.I was in my tree in my huge back yard.I always came here to think.Louis was behind me pushing the swing."can you stop the swing". "yeah hold on" he shouted.when i got on the ground i climbed into my tree house.I stood up here for a few minutes looking out at the beautiful veiw of the garden and the sunset.I didnt even notice he had come up. he reached out for my hand and hold.we sat up there what almost felt like an hour

i was in my tree house drawing my beautiful garden full of different flowers
i heared familiar voice calling my name.I put my note pad down on the table in the corner
when i was coming down the steps i miss stepped and fell. pain exploded down my leg. Louis came running to me."Kat what happen"'i miss stepped and i fell down i think i broke my leg"
"okay don't focus on the pain" he said " I can't think of anything else it hurts". Right then he kissed me i took me a second to kiss back. It was a passionate kiss He was all i could think about.we broke away he carried me into the house. my head on his shoulder. he was so gentle with my leg.
He was my first kiss and i was his first.

" I can't believe were already in our last year of middle school"
" yeah i feels like just yesterday we were running around the field playing tag"Which i was best at" he begged
"well yeah because you have long legs so you ran faster then me". "dont blame me that you are short" he said "thats not fair." i said. I walked away from him. i started running but he caught up to me and hugged me from behind."im sorry Kat" he pleaded
"fine i forgive you" i said to him.


Step one – you say, "We need to talk."
He walks, you say, "Sit down. It's just a talk."
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
'Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
Pray to God, he hears you
And I pray to God, he hears you

And where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life

How to save a life

Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life

How to save a life
how to save a life he sang to me. i loved him he was my only best friend i hope i never loose him i thought to myself then i fell asleep thinking about him.

i woke up to someone saying me name."go away""Kat this is important"
"fine tell me" he looked sad to tell me whatever it was he was going to say. " whats going on are you okay"
"I um am going to go on the xfacter "that's great"i told him"when are you leaving"
" i..i...i'm so sorry but im leaving in a couple of minutes"
i felt like my my heart was going to explode because i know he will get in and i wont see him for a while. "ok well i love you so much Louis so don't forgive me promise" i held out my pinkie finger he hooked his with mine"promise i love too much to forget you bye see you soon"i felt the sting of a tear down my check. he wiped it away with is thumb. "Don't cry " he whispered ."Just try not to forget me and forget i love you""bye see you soon" i said and with that he left.i cried for what seemed for hours .

Notes

the ending is kinda emotional. i hope you liked it
~julie~