
Two Kinds In One Tutor
(unexpected rainy day).......day 2
i woke up so confused for some reason. was yesterday all a dream? did i really have a dream about nerdy marcel tuning into a hot irresistible guy named harry? i shook my head of the thought and tried to walk off my confusion. it seemed so real. as i was walking around my house i walked into harry. he looked at my hair and laughed then said "well good morning sunshine" i punched him in his hard, muscular, amazing, large, well built.........wait, where was i going with that? oh yea i punched him playfully in his arm then said "well you know not all girls can wake up with perfect hair" he smiled then said "i know, i think its cute. most girls try too hard to look good in the morning. ive actually knew some girls who would literally put on make-up......before bed. i like girls who are just care-free and dont always try too hard and care so much about their appearance. i mean i like a girl who looks after herself but sometimes a like it when she just hangs loose" i shook my head and smiled. i headed to the bathroom to brush my teeth and at least make myself look...decent. i took a shower and got dressed into this (click here). i decided to leave my hair out and loose today without putting any effort into at all. i have natural banana curls. everybody else loves it but i dont. i think its looks weird when it natural which is why i always touch it up. i went downstairs to watch tv because thats really all i can do. harry walked out of the kitchen and into the living room. i was so into the show i was watching, i didnt even notice him staring at me and smiling. i finally looked up and laughed "what are u looking at?" he shrugged his shoulders then smirked and said "i dont know. i dont think i can really describe this view im looking at right now...... all i know is that its really amazing" he said while leaning up against the wall while crossing his arms. i tried to but i couldnt resist a smile. i honestly dont want to fall for a guy because hes cute and has sweet talk. i want to fall for a guy knowing that i can trust him. i dont like those fake relationships that last a few months. that spark that only lasts for a little while. just like beginner puppy love. ive been looking for a real relationship. i just dont know if harry is that type to keep a girl for a while. i think hes just the type to tell a girl he loves her, break up with her a short while after then move on to the next and just keep the cycle going. im trying to be careful with him but at the same time, get him to be interested in me but not in a so flirtatious and cheeky way. its so hard to explain. this is so complicated. "your really cute, u know that?" i said to him. he smiled then ran his fingers through his hair in nervousness. "thanks,..." he bit his lip and smiled then continued "i want u so bad" i walked passed him, with my lips so close to his then said "then why dont u have me?" then i continued walking without kissing him. which was really hard for me but i did it more to tease him. i felt him wrap his arms around my waist. he whispered in my ear "u know babe, if i end up getting you, theres no turning back. you'll be mine and ill own u" i laughed then said "sure, if that makes your man ego higher" right before pushing him off me and walking away. he followed after me and the start of it was feeling his perfect lips pressed up on my neck........<3
@emmaphants
thanks so much, when i get time too, ill try to write more. ive just been very busy lately
12/20/13