i went home to watch tv before mark or karcel or whatever his name was came over. the couch wasnt as comfortable as usual so i couldnt take my after school nap. maybe im just stressing out. about what? thats the thing i dont know, is it school, grades? i just feel like all of the sudden something in my life is missing so i just feel miserable without an exact reason. i used to be such a happy and perky student with real friends. no worries, just living life to the fullest and always a smile on my face. perfect grades. now im the complete opposite of what i was last year. something between the change in years made something about me change completely. i dont know if it was the new years party i went to where i kissed mike o'donnel. or any other mistake that i could have made. all i know is now nothing is the same like it was last year. now its all fake friends, bad grades, and my miserable self. thinking about all this makes me doze off on the couch that at the moment felt like rocks with a thin sheet over it.

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i woke up with my heart beating so fast because of the faint sound of the doorbell but for some reason to me it sounded like constant loud ringing repeating and echoing in my ears. like i should wake up after every nap with a heart attack...ugh. i go and open the door to a slightly hunched over kid with glasses with with tape in the middle with emerald orbs for eyes and dark brown hair swished off to the side and a few curls here and there. he was wearing a plaid v-neck button up with different shades of brown and a tie. "ready to learn?" he asked in a deep, british, husky, and seductive voice followed by a wink. did he really just do that, maybe im just tired. i rubbed my eyes and asked him to repeat what he said then his natural studdery nerdy voice came back when he said "umm the tutoring, do, uh, - u wanna start now?" i placed a hand over my forehead very confused but then said "umm, yea sure come in" he came in very slowly like i was gonna kidnap him or something. i just rolled my eyes and sighed which snapped him back into reality from his eyes lingering from one family portrait to another. "hey uh you wanna come up and study in my room, just in case my mom comes home and distracts us?' i asked him. "uh..no i rather study down here..." i raised my eyebrow curious of what was going on in his mind. "alright but why?" he stuttered across words to say more than usual as if he was getting more nervous. "i uh, i cant. b- because i uh...ive just never been in a room alone with a -with a girl before." i laughed a little at that comment then said "umm ok, i wasnt planning on doing anything up there besides study but if it makes u more comfortable we can stay down here" he fixed his glasses then said "ok thanks" i sat on the couch and patted the spot next to me gesturing him to sit down and not be so awkward and shy. he sat down.....just on the complete other side of the couch. "umm ok....so what first?" i asked him. why does he look so afraid of me, what did i do to him? he cant be that socially awkward... "i uh..umm- just turn to page 69 in your textbook" he said. i giggled a little bit at the number. c'mon you cant just hear that number and not laugh just a little bit. he looked at me with a confused look that said "why are u laughing for no reason at all?" he said "did i say something funny" i just smiled and shook my head then turned to the page i was told. i must have been really tired because another giggle escaped from my mouth over the same thing. he gave me the same look then i tried to non-verbally explain to him what i was laughing at. not that i expect him to know what the joke '69' meant but it was worth a shot. i pointed to the small number in the left hand corner at the bottom of the page. he looked confused the first few seconds but then i seen a smile spread across his face which made me think that he understood. he laughed a little then with that same husky, british, seductive, deep voice i heard earlier he said "alright c'mon star, we have to focus" before i could comment on it, he cleared his throat then said "oh umm sorry, just throat issues" in the nerdy voice again. i sighed again out of sadness that he got all mature again after a few seconds of actual fun with this geek. i asked "would u like a glass of water or something?" he shook his head then said "no thank you, so umm w-where were we?" i smiled the said "page 69" he smiled back then said "right" we did a few math problems and it actually made sense to me. how could this guy be a better teacher than my own teacher? he made math somewhat fun which is saying something coming from me. he always made a joke with every problem and they were actually funny. i said "hey, you wanna take a break for a few minutes?" he shrugged his shoulders then said "sure" i turned the tv on and it just happened to be on the weather channel. that weird because i dont watch the news or weather. whatever. i was gonna change the channel but something caught my attention. when the news reporter said "there will be a massive snow/rainstorm in the bradford area soon" i starting asking my self questions like when, why, how bad, how long ect. then me and marcels attention went to the window right after we seen a huge bolt zoom across the skymultiple times. then all the sudden...pouring rain..great. "please stay in your homes for your own safety until the storm blows over in within a week." i heard the reporter lady say. i thought about a few things but one main thing hit me...me and marcel would be stuck in the same house together for a whole week...could things get any worse. things wont be that bad, will they?

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