I had decided that I would talk to Harry today. I hadn't talked to him for almost a year now. It hurt so much every day to see him and Kyra holding hands. Kissing. Everything I wished I could do with him. Everytime he tried talking to me, I would walk away. I didn't want to listen. It was our last year of middle school though. I couldn't hold back any longer.

I had to cry myself to sleep every night because it hurt so much. Ihad the picture of me and him from 6th grade on my night stand. I looked at it every night before I went to bed. It was so hard not to think of him. I was officially a loner. I really missed talking to him all night and our midnight walks. I missed it all.

I then got a text on my phone. It was from Harry. Even though I wasn't talking to hm, I couldn't bring myself to delete his number.

Harry-
Ara, we need to talk.

Ara-
... okay... where?

Harry-
the pond... please be there...

I looked at the clock it was only 4:30. I decided to wait a little bit. I got ready, I had decided that we might be talking for a while so I got ready for school as well. As I was walking out the door I dropped a note on the dinning room table telling her I left a littel early so I could talk to Harry. She had been nagging me all summer that I had to talk to him.

I took the short cut and slowly walked in. I saw him sitting on a rock. It looked as if though he was crying. That almost killed me. I ran to him and wrapped my arms around him. I heard him gasp and I could tell it took him by surprise. When he realized it was me he wrapped his arms around me and held me unimaginably close. I just held on tighter.

"I'm sorry Ara. I am." He said into my hair. I started crying because I could hear the tears in his voice.

"Harry please don't! This was my fault! I don't know why I acted that way. I'm sorry!" He pulled me in tighter. We sat there for a bit.

"I didn't think you were coming." He finally said. I pulled away and looked at him and could see that his eyes were puffy and red.

"Harry... I can't say no to you. That's why I couldn't talk to you. I knew that the second I heard your voice, my will would break." I said looking down. He pulled my face back up by my chin. He looked me dead in the eyes.

"I can't go that long without talking to you Ara. Do you know I had to get your mum's number from mine, and texted her everyday to make sure you were okay?" He said with tears building at his eyes again. I started crying again realizing just how much I had hurt him. I hugged him again and we coninued to hug him until we finally had to go to school. We had sat there in silence letting everything out.I had never felt so close to him.

Notes

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