Faith's POV:

It's been two weeks since the whole, "Oh, Allison is that you?" thing happened. To be honest, I was pretty creeped out. Well, not creeped out but confused. I kept in touch with Harry. We talked through the phone and text messaging and stuff. We didn't talked much, though. So, I was basically alone most of the time. Yup, I still haven't made any friends. Don't laugh. I just didn't like talking to people. The only reason I managed to talk to Harry is that... I actually don't know how I managed to talk to him. I just felt myself around him, I guess. He was really nice and friendly(unlike some people). Anyways, it's not like I had many friends back in California. I only had April and Anthony and..yeah that's it. We were friends since kindergarten. Good times... I got a text from Harry.

From: Harreh To: Faith(:
Hey, love (: how are you? Do you have any plans for today? -Harry Xx.
From: Faith(: To: Harreh
Hai (: I'm fine thanks, and you? And no I don't.
From: Harreh To: Faith(:
Great. Well, how about I pick you up at one and we have a Harry and Faith day? -Harry Xx.
From: Faith(: To: Harreh
Sounds fun(: see ya !

I got a towel and my robe and placed it on the rail in the bathroom. I turned on the water and let it warm for a while. I was about to strip when I got another text from Harry.

From: Harreh To: Faith(:
Um, love? I need the address. (: -Harry Xx.

I blushed and laughed at myself. Thank god I was alone. I quickly texted him my address and went into the bathroom. I took off all my clothes and suddenly felt ashamed. My thighs were filled with new cuts and old scars. Same for my stomach and left arm. You probably thought I was happy these few days.. Ha. Yeah, right. While I didn't make any friends I did make an enemy... You wanna know the story? Okay. Well everyday since I discovered the Academy of Music & Arts, I sat in the benches outside the school and wrote songs there. Or sometimes I just read a book. So, this girl (her name is Ashley) started making fun of me and said I couldn't afford the school, that I was ugly, fat, worthless, etc. Of course, I believed her. I am worthless, ugly, and fat. The only thing that bothered me is the part where she said I couldn't afford the school. Of course I could. And I really wanted to attend that school. Trust me. It's just that I was afraid to ask my dad about it. Then he'd ask me how I found this school and I'd have to tell him the truth. No, I don't want to lie to him. I do that enough. Anyways, I feel the need to hurt myself. It's my only escape. I got under the water and closed my eyes..

After taking a shower, I chose to wear my dress again. I pictured my mom wearing the dress to prom or some huge event. While I am just going out with a friend. I grabbed my white converse and put them on. I also put my hair up in a ponytail tying it with a ribbon like I did the other day. I put on my bracelets also. I applied light make up on which included blush, clear lipgloss, and mascara. That's basically all the make up I wear unless its some big event. I actually don't like make up that much. I went downstairs and it was empty. I remembered. Dad and Liam were at work, Ethan was with his now new girlfriend, and Noah was with his new friends. I hadn't eaten in three days so I allowed myself to eat an apple. I looked at the clock and it was already one. That's when I heard a knock at the door. I opened the door. Harry smiled. "Hello Faith," he said calmly and smiled at me. I stared at him for a second. His curls fell perfectly out of his head. His lips were as pink as ever and his eyes. Oh, god his eyes! "Hey, Harry." I said and let out a shaky breathe. I smiled at him. He seemed to be checking me out. Wait, what? A boy. Checking me out? He saw that I catched him looking at me and he instantly blushed. "I didn't know you liked to wear dresses," he said. " I dont. It's the only dress I own," I laughed. He chuckled lightly. "Well you look pretty in that dress," he smiled at me. Liar. "Uh, thanks. So, where are we going?" I said changing the subject. "I'll tell you in the car," he motioned to his car. I nodded and closed the door behind me as we walked out. He opened the door for me. What a gentleman. Then he closed the door and climbed up himself. (Not literally. He just got in.) He started the engine and rode off. I spoke up. "So, where are we going?" "It's a surprise," he smirked. "I thought you were going to tell me," I fake pouted. He just chuckled. "You'll just have to wait and see." He turned the radio on and it was The Scientist by Colplay. "Oh my god!" I practically screamed. "I love this song," I said and turned it up. Harry grinned. "That was the song I was listening to when I met you," he said. "Really?" He nodded. Then we started singing the chorus together.

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to be apart
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh, take me back to the start

"Faith, you have an amazing voice!" I blushed lightly. "No I don't," I mumbled. "Yes, you do! Do you have any musical background?" He asked me. "Uh, mom used to...um she sings. And my dad. He plays guitar. I play piano and sing..I guess," I shrugged. "Yeah you do! You're great!" The rest of the drive, we spent in a comfortable silence. Harry finally pulled up. He looked at me. "Faith, are you ready for Harry and Faitn day?" I nodded. He pointed to the back of where my head was. I turned around and gasped.

Notes

Therss the fifth chapter(: