We both have admitted it, we both know. There is no way we can avoid each other or pretend to be friends. There is something between us, whatever that may be. I, by no means, know what this will entail, but I know I can not lie to myself anymore. I want him, badly.

In a bold act, I close the gap in between us yet again, and attach my lips to his. The kiss is full of burning desire, and it takes my breath away.

"I've been waiting for this since the day I met you." Harry breathes before connecting his lips to my neck, sucking at the skin. I'm sure I will have a reminder of his relentless nibbling at my skin tomorrow, but I don't care; it feels too good to make him stop.

I know we've kissed multiple times before, but this is the first time we've both shared the passion. The first times, it was all Harry.

As his mouth remains on my neck, I feel his hand skim down my stomach and slip into the front of his sweatpants that I'm wearing.

I can't stifle the moans escaping my mouth. He's barely touched me, but my whole body is ignited.

"Stop." I breath and reach down to pull his hand away.

"What baby? You need to relax." He quietly says into my neck, his voice more seductive then ever.

"No, I.. I just thought..." I don't want to say it, so I bravely show him what I'm trying to get at.

He looks at me with his eyebrows furrowed in confusion. I place my palm on his naked, warm chest and slowly move it down his torso.

"What do you want, Addie?" He grins as he teases me.

"You." The word fumbles from my mouth.

"Dirty girl." He smiles and shakes his head. "I'm all yours, baby." He whispers and takes my hand in his, placing it over the growing bulge under his shorts.

"I don't know what to do..." I admit. I can feel the embarrassment in my cheeks as they flush.

"It's okay," he comforts me. I'm still surprised with this new attitude of his, but I don't question it because it's so attractive.

"Here, just wrap your hand around me, like this." He keeps his hand over mine and I close my hand around his length, still over his shorts.

"Fuck," he says through gritted teeth. "Now pump."

I begin to move my hand up and down, and his breathing increases. His eyes are screwed shut, and I can't help but admire watching his vulnerable state.

I can tell he knows I feel a bit uncomfortable, but I really want to feel him. When he removes his hand from mind and grips onto my waist, I pull away and slide my hand down the front of his shorts.

"Shit, Addie." He groans when I take hold of his length again, this time actually feeling him.

I can't see it, but I can tell it's big. The skin is much softer than I had expected. I've never felt one before, and only seen one in my health textbooks, but some instinct I didn't know I had is telling me to keep pumping his length.

"Your hand feels so good around me baby... Don't.. Stop." His voice is shaky.

I continue the movements with my hand but decide to use his moves against me. I move closer and kiss his neck, earning a low moan from him.

"Oh baby... You're so good."

I love the way he's falling apart because of my touch. I move my hand a little faster and grip him tighter. I want him to come.

I'm surprised by my thoughts, but the thought of him coming undone because of me does crazy things to me.

"Addie... I'm so close, baby please... don't stop." He opens his eyes and looks at me.

"Fuck!" He shouts and I feel his length twitch in my hand.

He takes my face and plants a deep kiss to my lips before palming my chest over his shirt that I'm wearing.

He stops kissing me and moves his hand down to grasp my wrist, but I don't stop my movements. He tightens his grip and his breathing increases before I feel the warmth of him finishing.

"Shit..." His chest is rising and falling quickly, but it begins to even out. I remove my hand and lay back on the bed.

After a minute, Harry turns to his side and faces me, a lazy grin playing on his lips.

"Not bad, Walker." He kisses me, and despite his choice of words, my heart skips a beat.

"Not bad at all, amazing actually." He corrects himself and I blush. I know it probably was terrible compared to what he's used to with every other girl he hooks up. I quickly get rid of my thoughts, I do not want to think of the other girls he has hooked up with.

"Really, Addie." It's like he can read my thoughts. He places a sweet peck to the tip of my nose before he sits up.

"Where are you going?" My stomach turns... Is he kicking me out now that he got what he wanted? Is he just using me?

"Just changing my boxers, baby." He smiles, and I lay back relieved.

As he changes I try to gather my thoughts. I can't believe what I just did... But I'm glad it happened. Even if he goes back to being a jerk tomorrow, tonight he was how I've always wanted him to be.

"Are you okay?" He whispers and gets back in the bed, pulling me closer to him.

"Yeah." I tell him honestly. I feel better than ever, actually.

"Good," he smiles and kisses my forehead. "Now go to sleep." He demands.

I adjust a little to get comfortable, but I remain wrapped in his long arms. I feel so safe, and like I don't have a worry in the world right now.

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My eyes slowly open, and I quickly sit up with panic. I had forgotten I fell asleep at Harry's.

I grab my phone from the table next to his bed and it's four in the morning. Great, my parents are going to kill me.

Harry is still sleeping and snoring lightly. I don't want to wake him, so I'm sure to be really quiet as I gather my clothes and put on my shoes, leaving his sweatpants and shirt on. I need to get back home.

Thankfully when I get back to my house, my parents are sleeping. I don't know why I thought they'd be waiting up for me.

Once I finally make it to my room without waking my parents, I slip under my covers and decide it's best to get a few more hours of sleep before I need to start getting ready for school.


I end up waking up again at 6:30 and begin to get ready. I have to use a little more makeup then usual to hide my tired eyes, but there's a glow on my cheeks that saves me from wearing any blush. I suppose I have last night to thank for my rosy cheeks.

"Good morning, Addie." My dad says when I get downstairs. My mom continues to do her crossword puzzle at the table.

"Morning..." I say and pour myself a cup of coffee.

"How long did you stay outside?" My mom asks, and I can't help but shake my head to make sure I heard properly.

"Um.. Just an hour or so." I lie. If she doesn't know I went to Harry's, let's keep it that way.

"Sweetie, I'm sorry for yelling at you. I have been very stressed, and I didn't mean it. I should've came and talked to you, but your father and I were exhausted, and we figured you needed a little time, so we just went to bed." She tells me, and I can relax.

"It's fine." I tell her.

"Well let me drop you off at school before I have to get to work, are you ready?" My dad stands from the table and asks.

"Yeah, thanks."

I follow him to his car, and we head to school. My thoughts include the wonderful night I spent with Harry yesterday, and the question of how he will act today.


Harry's POV

I hear a car door slam outside my window and wake abruptly. Is my mum home? She said she wouldn't be home until Sunday?

I sit up and see Addie's bra on the floor. I smile to myself before quickly turning around to not see her laying on my bed. She left? Fuck.

I throw on a shirt and run downstairs to see if she's down there. Was last night too much for her? She was the one who wanted to.. And fuck it was good. She's so innocent and pure.. I swear that was not her first time, but it comforts me to know it was.

Snap out of it, Harry!

It's already seven thirty, I'm going to be late for school if I don't get ready. Somehow, I decide that school isn't my priority. I slip on some shoes and run over to Addie's house. I need to know why she left without telling me.


"Hi Harry!" Addie's mum greets me at the door. Far to cheery for my liking. This woman made Addie cry last night, and she is all smiles?

"Hi Mrs. Walker, is Addie here?" I ask and look behind her to see if she's inside.

"Oh, you just missed her. Charlie took her to school, so you'll see her there!" She smiles. "Is everything okay?"

"Yeah, thanks." I nod and go back home.

I quickly change into some black jeans and put on a white shirt. I really need to get my ass to school, I've been late everyday this week. I guess without my mum here, I can't get up on time.


"Haz!"

"What's up, Louis?" I turn around to see him walking over to my car.

"I was going to ask you the same thing! Why didn't you tell me you were leaving last night?" He smiles. Why is he smiling? I want to punch the damn grin off his face, it's fucking seven in the morning.

"Sorry, thought you'd be staying with Eleanor." I tell him and get into my car, but he follows. Alright, I guess I'm giving him a ride.

"It's cool, I didn't stay though." He shrugs, and I ignore him as I drive towards school.

"When I got home, I saw you and neighbor girl going into your house." He grins and punches my shoulder.

Did he? Fuck.

"So you two dating now?"

"Fuck no, she just needed a place to crash." I tell him.

"Sure, Haz." He laughs. If I wasn't driving this damn car, I'd hit the shit out of him.

"We're not, now drop it." I clarify, sternly.

"Damn, someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed. I guess you two really didn't-"

"Shut the fuck up!" I cut him off.

I'm pissed because she left! Dammit, Louis is so infuriating with his endless questions.

"Calm down, Harry. I'm only joking." He laughs and I thank The Lord we are at school.

I get out of the car, slamming my door harder than I had intended. This day is about to be shit, I already know.

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