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Am i good enough? (MA 18+)

chappie 9

1 week later
It has been a week since the party and collage is getting closer. I have concentrated on myself the past week getting things ready and not going out much. Danielle and Eleanor invited me to some parties but i always make a excuse to not go.
The past week i've been trying to find my own apartment. The collage is 1 hour drive from home and i am hoping i find a solution for that because i am not gonna be bothered driving 1 hour every day well 2 hours when you count coming back. I've also been having the dreams more like nightmares but they left a mystery in my head which i've been trying to solve.
I wanted to tell my mum about these dreams but it is inappropriate to tell her about my sexual experiences.The boy in my dreams looks very familiar but i cant quite tell who it is. My phone vibrated interrupting me from my thoughts. It was a text from Eleanor
Eleanor: hey are you busy tonight something came up i need to tell you!
I felt like it was another party plan but since the incident last time i don't think she would do something like that.
Me:Yeah sure i will come over.
i closed my song writing book and headed to Eleanor's house. As i knocked on the door Danielle and Eleanor were both very sad. Eleanor's eyes were puffy and red from crying i guess.
" what happened" i asked when i plopped down on the couch.
" Louis" Danielle spoke. Obviously Louis we knew he was gonna do something. God i am scared to know what he did.
Danielle looked at Eleanor questioning her whether she should tell me or her I guess it was Danielle who was gonna tell me.
"well Louis and Eleanor went on a date " Danielle looked down on her hands Who-ah when?
"and Louis came over once but it wasn't a big deal......and" she looked at Eleanor one more time before finishing the story. It was starting to piss me off because i wanted her to quickly tell me about it.
"and...well...he...TOLD ELEANOR TO BE HIS GIRLFRIEND !" she jolted up jumping up and down on the couch. Eleanor joined her and dragged me as well. It was to hard to comprehend he situation i mean Louis freaking Tomslinson asked her to be his girlfriend it was exciting and scary at the same time i mean what if he is just with her for the sex. Once we calmed down we lied down on the couch panting.
" You guys scared the shit out of me i thought she like lost her virginity to him or something" they both laughed
"Alex i am not that stupid" Eleanor stated the obvious even though i know she is smart girl i was still a little worried.
" Alex why don't you move here ?" Danielle just casually asked
"What do u mean?" what does she mean
" The extra room that we have move in" is she serious?
" i've only known you guys for like 3 weeks and you are asking me to move in, Are you guys planning on murdering me" Danielle and Eleanor laughed at me
" Yeah we wanna rape you and them murder you" Eleanor lowered her voice and i died of laughter. After we finished laughing Danielle came back to the point.
"Come on you can help us with the rent. Oh and one more thing the collage is only 20 minutes away." Danielle wiggled her eyebrows that last statement really caught my attention. It was a really good idea i just thought it was a little early for me to take the chance.
" You guys sure ?" i am still deciding
" yeah of course we have 2 extra rooms but i don't think anyone else probably will move in " Eleanor just shrugged
"so are you gonna move in" Danielle smiled waiting for my answer.
"um-mm.....i guess.." it wasn't a bad idea the rent was very good specially when it was divied between us. Everyone has a room and medium sized bathroom except Eleanor's bathroom was the only one with a tub and a shower.
" Come one i will show you the rooms" Danielle cheered Eleanor following.
The rooms were very similar to each-other but i decided the room next to Danielle's. We spend the whole night eating Ben and jerry's and talking about Eleanor's love life and me moving in. I left at midnight and made it to my house by 1 am.
I entered the house feeling tired and lousy when i switched the lights on Auntie Jo was on our couch sound a sleep not trying to wake her i tip toed to my bedroom.
"Hi honey" look like i woke her up.I turned back around making my way to the couch opposite her.
"Come here and give me a kiss" she held her arms out for me. Auntie Jo is basically the only human being i tell everything to , she is like my best friend and to see her be this broke and lost makes me sad.
"Your mum told you , didn't she ? i could see the sadness in her eyes but she did this to herself.
" Yeah she did" i slightly smiled
"I really never meant to i still love mike but he is gone insane" i was scared her boy friend is very protective of her and loves her more than any other human being.
"What did he do ?" i found my self scared of what she was gonna say did he kill the other guy?
"Well when i told him i am pregnant he was excited then i told him i cheated on him and he just.." she took a deep breath and i could almost see the tears threaten to fall from her eyes.
"He hit me"she cried tears fell from her eyes and i soon found my self being incredibly angry! How dare he ?!

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