Am i good enough? (MA 18+)

As we pulled into Eleanor's drive way i got a little worried will i ever see harry again? i am not sure that is a good thing. I mean he clearly is the man-whore of the town to be fair his friends are too and people like to stay away from them and there business.
" So what happen?" Eleanor asked it came across as a harsh tone but i wouldn't blame her i would be mad if she did that too.
"well..."i started
i told them from the moment mark came in and he said Danielle was hurt and he took me upstairs. I told about how we started making out and he soon tried to have sex with me and i screamed and cried. I made sure i didn't miss out the 'harry' part. After i finished telling them about the dramas that occurred tonight. They both embraced me in a hug.
Eleanor looked slightly worried like she was feeling guilty.
" Eleanor ?" she quickly turned her attention to me probably getting out of her thoughts
" Are you okay ?" i was concerned
She took in a deep breath before continuing on what she was gonna say.
"okay please don't hate me....but i got Louis Tomslinson's number.." WHAT !!. This is crazy !
"oh my gosh what!" me and Danielle both said in unison.
"do you hate me ? " Eleanor asked us almost scared of the answer.
i looked at Danielle before answering " No of course we don't hate you just be careful el he is danger" i replied to Eleanor.
" I am scared he will hurt you el" Danielle moaned. i could'nt agree more with Danielle i mean he could really hurt her.
" Girls i promise everything will be fine i will make sure he doesn't hurt me" she gave us a sign of relieve.
We decided to sleep over at Danielle and i guess Eleanor's house it was mostly me sleeping at there house. We changed in to our pj's. Danielle wanted to watch a movie so we decided on toy story. That movie always makes me happy and no matter how many times i watch it i will never get bored.
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"Do you think they will judge us?" he whispered
I could'nt quite see his face it was blurry, i wanted to touch him touch his face, he was so close to me there was no space between us.
" I hope not" i whispered back
There was a lot of noise it kept shaking me from concentrating on his face. The soft silk of the bed only visible to my eyes. His warm hand travelled all over my body and hands tracing every scar. I looked at him in awe feeling my insides flutter as he planted a kiss on the side of my breasts. I felt his soft hand glide through every curve until he reached my thighs. I closed my eyes nodding giving him permission.The red lace that covered me up was now displaced for my lower body.
He hovered on top of me kissing my lips soft and slowly. I could'nt quite see his face but his tattoos were captured by my eyes. My hand travelled all over his abs and tattoos the one that caught my attention was the birds on his chest. It seemed like there was more to it than what people thought it was.
His finger entered me and i moaned in pleasure " you like that don't you?" he seductively whispered in my ear.
"hmm" i panted. The feeling was exotic i never felt this. Who is this stranger? My moans became louder and louder as his fingers doubled and his hand quickened.
"Alex"another voice called out
"Alex!" it became much more louder.I could'nt see him anymore he was gone. Why did he leave me i need him.
"ALEX!" why is this female calling me.
"what" i rubbed my eyes. Eleanor and Danielle were hovering over me. Shit. Was that a dream.
" you were moaning like you were having sex" Danielle smirked
"No i wasn't" i jolted up. That was the strangest dream i've ever had.
"yes you were" they both laughed
" sorry" i spoke
"It is fine don't worry" i checked my phone to see it is 9:30 i felt like i needed more sleep but i got scared thinking i will have the same dream. who was that guy haunting my dreams?
Eleanor was in the shower and Danielle was brushing her teeth. I still wasnt quite use to being around these girls i've only known them for like a week now. When i finished brushing my teeth i remembered my shift is today.
"Dani tell Eleanor i am going and i will see you guys tonight" i shouted before closing the door and heading for my car.
I arrived home soon to be welcomed my grandma. My dad was at work and my mum was in her room probally go check up on her.
" Mum !" i called no answer
" Mummy!" still no answer i opened her door and she was still on the bed with her head in her hands.
" Mum, Whats wrong?" i forowed my eyebrows, She looked up with a blank face.
"You alright mum ?" i asked again
" Aunty jo is pregnat" she put her hands in her head again and took a deep breath.
" what is wrong with that " i asked almost excited
" The child is not her boyfriends" Shit. that means she cheated on her boyfriend.
" that...means...she-" i looked at mum
" yes she cheated on him and you know how protective her boyfriend is i dont what he is gonna do when he finds out" Mum was right he really wasnt gonna take it. I was scared and angry with aunt jo.
She really should'nt have cheated on her boyfriend. I talked to mum about aunt jo maybe lying to her boyfirend or even not telling him but with the baby it was really hard to come up with sloutions.
" Dont tire yourself mum we will figure out something for her" i placed a hand on her shoulder before getting up and leaving for work.

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