Am i good enough? (MA 18+)

Before going over to Danielle's i went home to grab some clothes and my supplies for the sleepover.I felt like i was 12 year old again except the last time i went to sleep over was with my friend in year 8.Well at least i thought she was my friend but the only reason she invited me was to make fun of the way my teeth were. i remember running back to the house and crying the whole night. Sometimes it gets to me. I mean who wants to have a bad child hood?
After i finished grabbing my stuff i head down to Danielle's house. Eleanor was still in the bathroom taking a shower. I heard the water stop then i heard Eleanor cuss.
"Is everything okay?" i called out to Eleanor feeling concerned.
"umm can you just grab me my towel" she shouted back
"sure where is it"i was looking around the room to try and find the towel
"in my room" she answered. Her room? she lives with Danielle.
i remember when i entered the house i saw another room next to Danielle's. I slowly opened the door and sure enough there was Eleanor's things on the bed. i grabbed her towel and handed it to her.
"thanks Alex" she gave a cute smile
i sat on the couch and waited for Danielle to come out of where ever she was.I was about to take out my phone and check Facebook when Danielle walked in with a scream.
"You scared the shit out of me woman" i held my chest to show that i peed my pants a little.
" do you know Dan?" she still sounded a little to excited i don't know why?
"no who is Dan?" i questioned her
"well he has like really rich parents and well they have like a mansion and every time his parents are on vacation he throws these huge parties" now she sounds overly excited and just about time Eleanor walked in with wet hair.
" Are you talking about Dan Richards ?" Dan who doesn't know him. They slutty girls at my school always talked about his parties it would usually be the 'party of the year'.
" And tonight he is throwing this party soo..." i cut her off
" no.no and no" Eleanor gave me a boring look
"bitch we are going and taking you with us whether You like it or not" Eleanor gave me a sassy look
"look i would love to go but EVERYONE is gonna be there, which means there is no way Mark isnt gonna be there" i crossed my arms making my point
" And since when do we give a fuck about him ?"Eleanor had a point but so did i. I really wanted to go but i didn't wanna like be around those people i hate but then i have Eleanor and Danielle with me.
" Fine. i will go but i have my conditions"Eleanor cheered but then groaned
"what is it" Danielle sounded annoyed
"no drinking and no leaving me alone" i looked at both of them in the eyes so they know i am clear.
"fineeee but a little drinking" Eleanor begged.

I decided to just go with it and further arguing is not worth is. I wore Eleanor's denim shorts with a blue top and a black cardigan that i had brought with me.
We had a 15 minute argument of who is gonna drive and i won because i told them i wont be drinking.
The house was packed absolutely packed i got a little nervous but stuck to Dani and Eleanor. There were a couple of people vomiting in the garden and i had to get away from it before i threw up.
i held my breath as we entered the house.

Notes

i know it is a short chapter but i will post another one give me time!