Am i good enough? (MA 18+)

"Auntie Jo,Your boyfriend is crazy!"
She stood up from her seat taking a deep breath.The she sat back down i could see the stress in her body language. She put her head in her hands,i heard quite sobs. I felt sorry for her but at the same time my mind told me to just stand there and watch her broken figure. My mum scooted over to her placing a hand on her back and rubbing slowly.Auntie Jo wiped her tears and stood up.
"I am getting a abortion" she spoke. What!!!!
"You are not okay Jo , come sit down" my mum grabbed her shoulder guiding her to sit down.
"No i am serious.If i abort this baby everything will be fine" she cant be serious,she has wanted a baby since i can remember and she will ruin that because of one guy? She sat back down repeating the same action placing her head in her hands i guess she was thinking twice about what she said.
I grabbed my car keys again heading out before letting any other dramas form.I went to my soon to be new house and sat down with the girls. I wanted to tell them about this situation but i find it disrespectful to my Auntie since this was her personal issue but i still wonder am i am so worried about it. Must be like a disorder or something. I needed some fresh air because i couldn't concentrate on anything at the moment.
I exited the house hopping to exit from my thoughts too. Somewhere in that jumbled head there was a curly haired boy. She was just wondering in the trying to haunt me. I pushed the thought away not letting him flood my thoughts. A park nearby the house was empty, I made my way to the relaxing and peaceful destination. I sat down on the grass and crossed my legs maybe some yoga will help me with my anxiety
I closed my eyes imaging the perfect moments in life that never will happen. Having kids and a successful life being a happy family. All of those stuff existed in our heads but for some people it was reality. I heard a little voice thinking it was my imagination but as i opened my eyes a little girl was running to me.
"hiee" she squealed and hugged me i hugged her back. She was so cute and she kept telling me to come with her.
"Where is your mummy sweetie" her big blue eyes scanned my face and her lip started trembling.
"It is not you" She cried. I am not good with kids. Nu-ff said.
A girl who was blonde started coming towards us . Is she her mum? She is really young probably about my age i would say. I realized i was judging. Way to go Alex.
"There you are, don't run away from me like that" She seemed cross with the little girl.
"Oh hi sorry if she bothered you i am really sorry" she apologized to me.
"No it is fine. I think she mistaken-ed us" I would'nt blame the little girl. Me and the blonde looked slightly lookalike. but she has blue eyes and i have brown eyes.My lips are also slightly thicker than hers.
"Yeah i think so, i am Perrie" She held out her hand.
"Alex" i smiled.
"And this is Rosie"she looked at Rosie.
"Is she your.." i immediately regretted saying that
"No she is my niece, my sister is at the hospital she just had twins and i took this little evil girl out to the park" she smiled. Congrats to her sister i've always wanted twins.
I also realized the facilities of Eleanor and danielle's,soon to be mine house. It had great facilities, There is a hospital 5 minutes away a grocery store right across the street and the University just 15 minutes drive.
"Sorry for disturbing you again we are gonna go back now" Perrie waved to me.
I mad my way back to the house as trees and leaves swayed from side to side. I closed my eyes when a droplet of rain fell on my nose i looked up to the sky seeing clouds emerge together showing a sign of heavy rain. It interested me to see the clouds gradually moving my concentration was on the clouds and not where i was walking. When i saw a car only 4 meters away from hitting me. My mind went blank. A body jumped on top of me. The only thing i heard was the annoying screech of the tyers then it all went black.
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I opened my eyes to the beeping sound of the hospital.The light slowly hurting my eyes i squinted. A male hovered on top of my uncomfortable hospital bed. Who is he?
"I am liam" almost like he read my thoughts.
"what happened ?" i questioned him
"you were nearly hit by a car" Nearly?
"how?" i furrowed my eyebrows.
" I jumped to move you out the way but you hit your head hard on the concrete so you went unconscious" Liam explained and i remembered.I was looking at the clouds when i was crossing the road.
"Thank you for saving me" Why do people are always there when something tragic happens?
"Hey Liam is she awake ?" Harry came over.Harry ???
This is means Liam is one of harry's friends which means he is a man-whore too. I groaned earning a weird look from the boy.
I tried sitting up but it was no use i wanted to ask the boys but trying to keep my dignity i tried to do it myself . Harry finally realized i need help some he grabbed my hand and helped me sit up.
"You alright" harry asked. I just nodded.
"You guys can go,Thank you for saving my life again i really owe you guys" i told liam he smiled.
"someone has to stay with you"Liam mentioned.
" Liam you go. I will stay" Harry suggested. really dude really?
"alright get better soon" Liam squeezed my forearm.These guys are really touchy touchy.
"how is your head" harry worried.Weirdo
"Yeah just a slight headache"i told him.
"How old are you ?" why is he asking?
"18" i murmured. I heard papers ruffling.Mine's and Harry's head shifted to the door. There was the doctor with a bunch or papers held together by paper clip. "Hello Alex"i recognize him. He works with my mum.
"hi Dr.James" he gave me a warming smile.
"how are you feeling ?" such a kind man.
"alright, slight headache"I pointed to my head.
"Take some Advil and you will be fine."he suggested
"But you will have to stay the night then go home in the morning" he nodded his head.
"I will stay with her"Harry piped in. What the fuck? why would he wanna stay.
"Is he your-"Dr James looked confused.
"Friend" i interrupted him.
"okay i have to go check on other patients, get well soon" He smiled at harry earning one back.
"Do you know where my phone is" I asked harry once Dr. James exited.
"over here" he grabbed my bag and handed it to me.
I went to contacts and called Eleanor instead of my mum she already has enough on her plate Because of auntie Jo i don't want to worry her more. I put the phone on speaker because on the cast around my head,i was unaware that harry is right beside me.
"hello"Eleanor spoke through the phone.
"Hey Ele"
"What's up Alex"
"I got hit by a car"
"What? How! What are you calling me from heaven?"
"sure" i decided to go with the joke.
"Don't go towards the light Alex! Alex i repeat do not go towards the light" she yelled. I chuckled and so did harry.
"It is okay i am at the hospital now"
"what you really got hit?"
"no i didn't get hit Liam saved me" i replied.
"Are you okay what hospital are you at i am coming"
"no it is fine Harry is with me"
"ooh First liam now harry maybe you aren't Lesbian after all" Dang it Eleanor. I looked at Harry he frowned.
"Don't worryy about me i will be fine tell Danielle i said hi"
"But seriously-"
"bye" i cut her off.
I placed my phone back in my bag, Harry made his way to my bed.
"Are you really Lesbian"I nodded my head.
"Then why were you in the room with mark" he asked again.
"well technically i am bisexual" i tried looking in his eyes.
"so it is okay if i kiss you" What?
Before i could say anything his lips were on mine.

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