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Blame It On September

Thinkin' 'Bout You

*Harry's P.O.V*
"Sir you have to leave the room. She shouldn't have memory loss. We have to find out why that is now." The doctor said pushing me out the door. I fought him trying to stay in there with her, but I sadly loss.
I tried to turn back into the room when I was out, but he already shut the door and locked it. Everyone was now back from getting food, but didn't know what was happening. Hell, I didn't know what was happening. She didn't remember me. After everything we've been through.

"Harry what's wrong? You look like you've seen a ghost." Zayn said breaking the silence. I looked into a small window and saw my reflection, I was colorless. I was completely white. My green eyes looked grey and my lips weren't pink. I felt so weak.

"Sh-she...she doesn't remember me." I said slowly and quietly, but enough for them to hear. I turned to look at them and they all looked shocked. Especially Allie. If Lauren didn't remember me, what are the chances of her not remembering any of us?

We all formed a small hugging group that started with Allie and I, then lead to everyone.

"Excuse me," a nurse said poking her head out the door, "we need you all to come in here for part of the test." We slowly got up. Niall helped up Allie and lead her in while I stayed back for a second.

"Hey man, I know this going to be hard for you. It's hard for all of us. But you still didn't lose her, she's in there right now waiting for you." I heard Louis say behind me putting his hand on my back. I gave him a small smile and he lead me inside to meet with the rest.

"Okay, can I have you guys stand like this?" The nurse said waving her arm horizontally. We did as she said. "Now Lauren, do you recognize any of these people." The doctor said next to her.

"Of course. That's Liam" she said pointing to Liam. "That's Niall." She said pointing to Niall. "Allie." She said pointing to Allie. "That's Zayn, and then Louis." She pointed at both of them. "But, I don't know who that is." She said looking lost pointing to me. I felt the tears start to form in my eyes. Everyone looked down towards me with a sorrow look. I had to get out of here.

"Thank you miss Lauren, we'll be back later to check on you. If you need anything, just press the button by your bed." The doctor said to her. She remembers EVERYONE except me. Why me? I guess I deserved this. We all headed out back into the hall. Visiting hours were almost over, but I didn't want to leave. I couldn't.

"Excuse me Mr. Styles, may I have a word with you." The doctor said to me. I gave him a small nod and followed in a little ways down the hall. "We're going to keep her here for a few days, and normally only family may stay past visiting hours, I know that she means a lot to you, so I'll tell them you're her fiancé and you will be able to stay with her." He said to me very calmly

"Thank you so much." I managed to say to him.

"I don't want you to rush anything on her though. Just try talking to her like you're just meeting, don't start off with any history. Her memory loss is permanent. She should gain it back within this week and she'll remember you once again." He said giving me a pat on the shoulder towards the end of his little speech.
"Thank you so much doctor. For saving her." I said to him. He gave me a small smile and turned to walk away but I stopped him before he could walk any farther. "Wait doc. How come she only doesn't remember me? Does she remember that she lives in America and her past life?" I asked him curious to know.

"I don't really know why only you. Maybe it's God's way of showing a sign to you and her. Everything else she knows like nothing happened. Don't worry son, everything will be okay soon." He gave me a small smile while I pulled him in for a hug. I was so glad to hear that she'll remember me soon.
I walked back down the hallway to her room when the doctor was done talking to me. I finally reached her door. I took a deep breath before I opened the door. What if she never remembered me? Stop it Harry, the doctor said should would, he's the professional here.

"Hi there." I smiled at her as I opened the door and walked in.

"Um, hello?" She said confused with a slight look of disgust.

"Do you mind if I stay with you?" I asked politely with a smile.

"I guess not?" She said with the same look.

Take it easy Styles. She'll remember you soon.

"Well, how about I start off with my name. I'm Harry Styles. It's a real pleasure to meet you." I said giving her a cheeky smile as I took a seat by her bed.

"Lauren." She said quickly. This wasn't going to be easy. But I'm going to make her like me again.

"So, do you remember where you live?" I asked her.

"Yes. I live in Ohio, but I'm here in London on vacation." She said not looking me in the eye. I really wanted her to. I wanted to see her beautiful green eyes and her glorious smile.

"That's good that you remember." I told her still with a smile.

"Can I ask you something... Harry right?" She said pausing.

"Sure, and yes. Harry."

"Right. Well, don't take this the wrong way, but, who are you?" She said bobbing her head closer to me. Shit. I couldn't tell her I was her boyfriend. But, what do I say?

"Umm. I'm your neighbor while you're here." Good job, Harry, good. Wait, did I just congratulate myself? Whatever.

"I thought Louis was my neighbor?"

"He is. But I am also."

"Oh. I'm sorry, I didn't know you two had a...thing." She said putting her hands up.

"Wait, what? Oh no no no no. We're not together. He'a my best mate and we're in the band, One Direction. Trust me, I'm straighter than a #2 pencil. Promise." I said back to her. Oh my. She thinks I'm gay. Should I tell her?

"Oh. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to say that." She said looking to the door.

"It's fine. It's nothing." I told her back. She looked over at me and she looked exhausted. She had dark circles under her eyes and she looked slightly pale. "Maybe you should get some sleep. You've had a tough day." She gave me a small smile and a nod, then laid down with the blanket held tight in her hand.

I wanted so desperately to kiss her on her forehead and cuddle up next to her. Not long after could I tell she had fallen asleep. I could see her chest moving up and down with her mouth hung open slightly. She held the blanket like she was holding a teddy bear, and it was the cutest sight ever. I watched her for a while longer, before dozing off to sleep myself.
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I woke up about an hour later to the sound of someone coming in the room. I looked to the door to see a blurry doctor coming in. I saw that Lauren was still asleep on the hospital bed in the same position. I couldn't have been asleep that long. I grabbed my phone from my front pocket and saw I had only been asleep for and hour. It was now 10:30.

"Sorry Mr. Styles, I didn't mean to wake you. I just came in to check on her." Doctor Jones said to me.

"No worries. Doctor Jones, should I try to help her remember?" I whispered to him not wanting to wake Lauren.

"Well, tomorrow we'll send her home. And you should definitely try to help her. Don't just come out and tell her everything, that won't help. Take her to places you two have been, and do things you two have done together. That should help speed up the process. Once again, don't worry son, she'll remember you." He reassured me with a smile. I was glad she was going to remember me, but I just didn't know when. I hoped soon. I needed her still more than anything.

Since I figured she'd probably be sleeping the rest of the night, I just tried to get comfy on the tiny couch by the window while one my phone. I wasn't too tired since I took that nap. I just logged onto my twitter and instagram for a little.

Twitter: "Harry_Styles- my dear Lauren is in the hospital, please send your prayers... Xx"
Within 20 minutes, #PrayForLauren was trending. I tried to favorite and retweet as many as I could before I got too tired.

I looked back over at her fast asleep. She looked beautiful, but in pain. She had a huge gash across her left cheek, which would definitely scar, smaller scratches across her forehead and eyebrows, and she had a slight black eye. But she still looked as beautiful as ever. I slowly got up to walk over to her. I just memorized everything about her, brushing my hand across her cheek gently so it wouldn't wake her. I stood like that watching her for a little, before kissing her forehead and walking back over to the couch.

That's when I just lost it. I put my head in my hands and everything just came out. All the tears, all the regrets. I know she'll remember me, but I'm the reason she's in here. Stop it Harry. I'm going to fix all of this. Everything is going to be better than it was before. I'm not losing her.

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