
Blame It On September
Love Somebody
*Harry's P.O.V*
I was beyond pissed. Why didn't she believe me? Those pictures were so old. I didn't have tattoos back then and my hair was different. Plus I was a lot shorter than I am now. I looked out the window to see her getting into her car and driving off. I couldn't just let her go. I needed her. Hell, I loved her. Yes, loved. She didn't know that, but I was going to make things right.
I called Simon and told him everything. I had already told Louis everything too. I was going to chase her down, but he told me to just let her cool down for now. I figured I should do the same. So I went to take a nap, then maybe by the time I woke up she'd be back.
I'd only gotten about 20 minutes of sleep until my phone woke me up. It was a number I didn't know, but I answered anyways.
"Hello?" I questioned into the phone.
"Yes is this Harry Styles?" A man on the phone asked.
"May I ask who's calling?" I didn't want to give anything away since I had no clue who it was.
"My name is Doctor Jones of Northview Hospital. This involves miss Lauren Miller. She's been in a terrible accident. Now I must know if this is Harry Styles." He said back to me.
I didn't answer him. I immediately hung up the phone and ran to my car. Louis said something to me on the way out, but I didn't catch it. Too much on my mind. My Lauren could be hurt. Or dead. No no no. Don't think that Harry. She's gonna be okay.
I drove as fast as I could to the hospital and ran inside.
"Lauren Miller?" I nearly shouted to the girl at the front desk.
"Room 218 right down the hallway and to the left." I sprinted down there, but I wasn't allowed in.
"Sir I'm sorry but you can't see her right now." A doctor said to me. His name tag said Doctor Jones, so I figured he's the one I talked to.
"Please I have to see her now!" I shouted at him trying to push through.
"You'll be able to soon. We have to work on her right now."
"What happened to her?" I said calming down slightly.
"She was struck straight on by a semi truck. She's in a coma right now. It's very serious. Now I have to go now or something could happen." He said to me as calmly as possible. He ran into her room, while I just stood there with a blank stare.
Everything around my slowed down. I just stood there with my mouth slightly open staring at the door. Behind it, was my girlfriend. Who may not wake up. How could I live with myself. She was like this because of me. It was all my fault. That's when I fell to the ground sobbing. I couldn't breathe. Everything around me was spinning. I asked a nurse to call Louis for me and tell him to hurry. I felt so weak. My baby girl could die, and it was all my fault.
I sat in the waiting chair by her room with my head in my hands. I looked up only when I felt someone's hand on my shoulder. It was Louis. Thank God. He sat right down next to me a comforted me.
"What if I lose her?" I said to him after my tears slowed down a little.
"You won't. She's strong. She'll make it through this." He always knew how to calm anyone down. He called the rest of the group. And they showed up as fast as they could. Niall had Allie with him, but I don't think she knew what was going on.
"Harry, what's going on?" She said to me with a scared/confused look on her face. I had to tell her everything, she was Lauren's best friend.
Right after I finished, she fell crying and screaming. Niall tried to comfort her but she kept screaming no over and over. She was in shock, so as I. We all were.
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We've been waiting outside of her room for a good 5 hours now. I was wondering when I could see her. I needed to hold her in my arms. I needed her to know that I loved her and that she needed to wake up. Everyone left to get food except for Allie and I. We kind of just sat there in shock and crying into each other.
"Mr. Styles?" I heard coming from over my shoulder. It was Dr. Jones. I jumped up and looked at him.
"You may see her now. But she's still in a coma, please be careful."
I hesitated at first, but then slowly made my way in. I looked at her, but that was my Lauren. She had tape all around her head and cuts and scratches all over her. She had a busted lip and a black eye. I rushed over to her bedside.
"Lauren, I'm so sorry. This should not have happened. This is all my fault. Please, you have to wake up. You can't stay like this. I'll fix everything. I'll make sure of it. Please Lauren, I-" I paused for a second at the end, but knew I had to finish. "I love you. I need you. I can't carry on if I don't have you. Please I know you can hear me. I love you so much, you're the best thing that has ever happened to me. Please wake up." I cried saying everything. She didn't respond at all. All I could do was hold her hand and put my head down on her bed.
*Lauren's P.O.V*
I opened my eyes to a beautiful scenery. There was a pond with lily pads in it and the water was crystal clear. The grass was the perfect shade of green and the bluest sky I had ever seen. I looked down to see I was wearing a white dress. It was simply, yet beautiful. I had no clue where I was. I saw a lady sitting on a bench, so I went over to ask her.
"Excuse me ma'am, but do you know where I am?" She the turned to look at me and stood up. My jaw dropped. "Mom?" I asked her.
"Hello Lauren. Wow, you sure are beautiful." She told me coming closer to me. She was stunning. Her blonde hair came right to her shoulders and her beautiful blue eyes shone. She had a dress on similar to mine.
"Wh-Where am I?" I ask her.
"This is Heaven sweetie." I was happy and scared at the same time. Wait, was I dead?
"But, how am I here?" She put her hands on my arms.
"You were in a car accident. You're in a coma right now, but you need to wake up." She told me with a smile.
"But, if I wake up, I won't be with you. Mom no. I can't lose you again." I told her crying. I missed her so much. I needed her with me.
"You never lost me honey. I'm always walking right next to you. Harry needs you though. More than anything. Look." She pointed down and I saw him by me. Crying. I could hear everything.
"Lauren, I'm so sorry. This should not have happened. This is all my fault. Please, you have to wake up. You can't stay like this. I'll fix everything. I'll make sure of it. Please Lauren, I-I love you. I need you. I can't carry on if I don't have you. Please I know you can hear me. I love you so much, you're the best thing that has ever happened to me. Please wake up." I'd never seen him cry, but it broke my heart. Wait, he loves me? He really does?
"He needs you honey. But there's just one problem." I looked at her worried.
"When you wake, there's a chance you may not remember him immediately. It may take days or weeks before you can remember him again." What? Why? No. This isn't okay. I wanted to remember Harry right now.
"I love you honey, but it's time for you to go back. I'll visit soon." She gave me a kiss on my head.
"I love you too mom." That was the last thing I said before going back to blackness. I tried to open my eyes, but it hurt. But, I had to. I felt someone's hand in my hand. It scared me slightly. That's when I heard a voice come from beside me.
"Lauren? Oh my God Lauren you're awake! Thank you thank you thank you." He kept kissing my hand. Who has this guy and how did he know my name? He then ran out and brought back Doctor Jones.
"This is VERY unlikely that she'd wake up so soon. But, I guess you're a little miracle then. I'm going to get the nurse and we'll run a few tests to see if everything is okay. Harry, you can stay if you'd like." The doctor said then left the room. Who was Harry? Maybe it was this kid.
"I'm so happy you're awake." He said coming closer to me. His face was red like he was crying, but why? I gave him a confused look which made his smile disappear quickly. "What's wrong, love?" He asked.
I study his face a little before speaking. "Who are you?" I asked him. It hurt slightly to talk, but oh well.
"What do you mean?" He asked chuckling a little. By the look on my face, he must of known I wasn't joking. "Harry. Your boyfriend." He looked really worried.
"I don't have a boyfriend. I'm sorry." I told him honestly. I've never met this kid before and he tried telling me he was my boyfriend. He looked like he was about to cry again before the doctor came in. He kept staring at me.
"Harry, is there something wrong?" The doctor asked him.
"Why doesn't she remember me doc?" 'Harry' asked the doctor.
"Lauren, do you remember Harry?" The doctor asked me.
I simply shook my head now. Everyone looked worried now. What was going on?
I was beyond pissed. Why didn't she believe me? Those pictures were so old. I didn't have tattoos back then and my hair was different. Plus I was a lot shorter than I am now. I looked out the window to see her getting into her car and driving off. I couldn't just let her go. I needed her. Hell, I loved her. Yes, loved. She didn't know that, but I was going to make things right.
I called Simon and told him everything. I had already told Louis everything too. I was going to chase her down, but he told me to just let her cool down for now. I figured I should do the same. So I went to take a nap, then maybe by the time I woke up she'd be back.
I'd only gotten about 20 minutes of sleep until my phone woke me up. It was a number I didn't know, but I answered anyways.
"Hello?" I questioned into the phone.
"Yes is this Harry Styles?" A man on the phone asked.
"May I ask who's calling?" I didn't want to give anything away since I had no clue who it was.
"My name is Doctor Jones of Northview Hospital. This involves miss Lauren Miller. She's been in a terrible accident. Now I must know if this is Harry Styles." He said back to me.
I didn't answer him. I immediately hung up the phone and ran to my car. Louis said something to me on the way out, but I didn't catch it. Too much on my mind. My Lauren could be hurt. Or dead. No no no. Don't think that Harry. She's gonna be okay.
I drove as fast as I could to the hospital and ran inside.
"Lauren Miller?" I nearly shouted to the girl at the front desk.
"Room 218 right down the hallway and to the left." I sprinted down there, but I wasn't allowed in.
"Sir I'm sorry but you can't see her right now." A doctor said to me. His name tag said Doctor Jones, so I figured he's the one I talked to.
"Please I have to see her now!" I shouted at him trying to push through.
"You'll be able to soon. We have to work on her right now."
"What happened to her?" I said calming down slightly.
"She was struck straight on by a semi truck. She's in a coma right now. It's very serious. Now I have to go now or something could happen." He said to me as calmly as possible. He ran into her room, while I just stood there with a blank stare.
Everything around my slowed down. I just stood there with my mouth slightly open staring at the door. Behind it, was my girlfriend. Who may not wake up. How could I live with myself. She was like this because of me. It was all my fault. That's when I fell to the ground sobbing. I couldn't breathe. Everything around me was spinning. I asked a nurse to call Louis for me and tell him to hurry. I felt so weak. My baby girl could die, and it was all my fault.
I sat in the waiting chair by her room with my head in my hands. I looked up only when I felt someone's hand on my shoulder. It was Louis. Thank God. He sat right down next to me a comforted me.
"What if I lose her?" I said to him after my tears slowed down a little.
"You won't. She's strong. She'll make it through this." He always knew how to calm anyone down. He called the rest of the group. And they showed up as fast as they could. Niall had Allie with him, but I don't think she knew what was going on.
"Harry, what's going on?" She said to me with a scared/confused look on her face. I had to tell her everything, she was Lauren's best friend.
Right after I finished, she fell crying and screaming. Niall tried to comfort her but she kept screaming no over and over. She was in shock, so as I. We all were.
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We've been waiting outside of her room for a good 5 hours now. I was wondering when I could see her. I needed to hold her in my arms. I needed her to know that I loved her and that she needed to wake up. Everyone left to get food except for Allie and I. We kind of just sat there in shock and crying into each other.
"Mr. Styles?" I heard coming from over my shoulder. It was Dr. Jones. I jumped up and looked at him.
"You may see her now. But she's still in a coma, please be careful."
I hesitated at first, but then slowly made my way in. I looked at her, but that was my Lauren. She had tape all around her head and cuts and scratches all over her. She had a busted lip and a black eye. I rushed over to her bedside.
"Lauren, I'm so sorry. This should not have happened. This is all my fault. Please, you have to wake up. You can't stay like this. I'll fix everything. I'll make sure of it. Please Lauren, I-" I paused for a second at the end, but knew I had to finish. "I love you. I need you. I can't carry on if I don't have you. Please I know you can hear me. I love you so much, you're the best thing that has ever happened to me. Please wake up." I cried saying everything. She didn't respond at all. All I could do was hold her hand and put my head down on her bed.
*Lauren's P.O.V*
I opened my eyes to a beautiful scenery. There was a pond with lily pads in it and the water was crystal clear. The grass was the perfect shade of green and the bluest sky I had ever seen. I looked down to see I was wearing a white dress. It was simply, yet beautiful. I had no clue where I was. I saw a lady sitting on a bench, so I went over to ask her.
"Excuse me ma'am, but do you know where I am?" She the turned to look at me and stood up. My jaw dropped. "Mom?" I asked her.
"Hello Lauren. Wow, you sure are beautiful." She told me coming closer to me. She was stunning. Her blonde hair came right to her shoulders and her beautiful blue eyes shone. She had a dress on similar to mine.
"Wh-Where am I?" I ask her.
"This is Heaven sweetie." I was happy and scared at the same time. Wait, was I dead?
"But, how am I here?" She put her hands on my arms.
"You were in a car accident. You're in a coma right now, but you need to wake up." She told me with a smile.
"But, if I wake up, I won't be with you. Mom no. I can't lose you again." I told her crying. I missed her so much. I needed her with me.
"You never lost me honey. I'm always walking right next to you. Harry needs you though. More than anything. Look." She pointed down and I saw him by me. Crying. I could hear everything.
"Lauren, I'm so sorry. This should not have happened. This is all my fault. Please, you have to wake up. You can't stay like this. I'll fix everything. I'll make sure of it. Please Lauren, I-I love you. I need you. I can't carry on if I don't have you. Please I know you can hear me. I love you so much, you're the best thing that has ever happened to me. Please wake up." I'd never seen him cry, but it broke my heart. Wait, he loves me? He really does?
"He needs you honey. But there's just one problem." I looked at her worried.
"When you wake, there's a chance you may not remember him immediately. It may take days or weeks before you can remember him again." What? Why? No. This isn't okay. I wanted to remember Harry right now.
"I love you honey, but it's time for you to go back. I'll visit soon." She gave me a kiss on my head.
"I love you too mom." That was the last thing I said before going back to blackness. I tried to open my eyes, but it hurt. But, I had to. I felt someone's hand in my hand. It scared me slightly. That's when I heard a voice come from beside me.
"Lauren? Oh my God Lauren you're awake! Thank you thank you thank you." He kept kissing my hand. Who has this guy and how did he know my name? He then ran out and brought back Doctor Jones.
"This is VERY unlikely that she'd wake up so soon. But, I guess you're a little miracle then. I'm going to get the nurse and we'll run a few tests to see if everything is okay. Harry, you can stay if you'd like." The doctor said then left the room. Who was Harry? Maybe it was this kid.
"I'm so happy you're awake." He said coming closer to me. His face was red like he was crying, but why? I gave him a confused look which made his smile disappear quickly. "What's wrong, love?" He asked.
I study his face a little before speaking. "Who are you?" I asked him. It hurt slightly to talk, but oh well.
"What do you mean?" He asked chuckling a little. By the look on my face, he must of known I wasn't joking. "Harry. Your boyfriend." He looked really worried.
"I don't have a boyfriend. I'm sorry." I told him honestly. I've never met this kid before and he tried telling me he was my boyfriend. He looked like he was about to cry again before the doctor came in. He kept staring at me.
"Harry, is there something wrong?" The doctor asked him.
"Why doesn't she remember me doc?" 'Harry' asked the doctor.
"Lauren, do you remember Harry?" The doctor asked me.
I simply shook my head now. Everyone looked worried now. What was going on?
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12/19/13