Blame It On September
Wake Up Love
*Harry's P.O.V*
I'd had it up to here with Caroline. I held Lauren for a while, then laid her down in bed and told her to just relax.
I left the room and called my management. They said they'd handle everything and it'll be taken care of. Good. I needed her gone. She was ruining what I had with Lauren.
I walked back in the room to see Lauren was wiping away more tears.
"Don't worry love, everything is being taken care of. We're gonna be okay." I said holding her and kissing her forehead.
"Let's just try to sleep okay babe?" I said. She just nodded her head. I tucked her and climbed in with her. I then pulled her close, and we both drifted off to sleep.
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I woke up to the sound of Lauren talking in her sleep.
"Stop. No, stop. Please, no! Don't hit me! DAD STOP!" She screamed. She was shaking badly.
"Lauren! Lauren wake up!" I shook her to wake her up. Her eyes bursted open and she started to cry.
"Shh, it was just a bad dream. I'm here. I won't let anyone hurt you." I held her and rubbed her back.
"It wasn't a bad dream. It was real." She could barely get out her words.
"What do you mean it was real?" I said worried. She pulled back and looked me in the eyes. "Please talk to me." She took a deep breath and wiped away a tear.
"My dad, used to always abuse me. Before my mom died, he'd always hit her, and call her names. Then once she died, he did it to me. My sister moved out before my mom died, so he was never able to hurt her. He would hit me with any hard thing he could find, he'd throw me, he'd call me names. He was an alcoholic. One night, I called my sister and asked if I could live with her. I told her everything and the next day she came to get me. She lived in Pittsburg so it wasn't too far. Once Summer hit, I went to London. I never talked to him again." She finally finished and I could feel my eyes watering. I didn't even say anything. I just grabbed her and held her.
"I'm so sorry. I will never let him hurt you again." I said with her head on my shoulder. "Try to go to bed again, I'm right here." I laid her back down and kissed her forehead. I wrapped my arm around her waist and we fell asleep.
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We both slept through the rest of the night fine. Only every now and I then I felt her shake, but I just held her tighter and she relaxed.
Lauren was still asleep when I woke, so I decided to go out an buy a couple groceries to make some breakfast.
When I returned she was still asleep, good. I bought eggs, pancakes, and bacon (for me). I cooked everything and by the time I finished, she was awake.
"Goodmorning beautiful." I said giving her a kiss on the cheek.
"You made breakfast?" She said looking at all the food.
"Yupp, just for you. Dig in. There's plenty." I said giving her a plate.
We filled out plates and ate in silence. We finished up and we both helped to clean up.
"We have to be at the arena by 3:00 for rehearsal and everything. It's about 12 now." I said putting away the plates.
"Okay, sounds good. Do you mind if Allie and I go shopping? I really wanna see what's around here. You can hang with the guys." She said to me with her puppy dog eyes.
"Of course you can. I could use a break away from you anyways." I said with a wink. She just pushed my shoulder.
"Well I'm gonna go get ready. We'll be back before 3. If not we'll take a taxi to the arena." She said to me. I just nodded and said okay. I waited until she left, then I went to see Louis.
*Lauren's P.O.V*
I gave Harry a kiss then left our room to get Allie. She was all ready so we went out. We were right by a lot of shops, so we didn't need a taxi.
"Urban Outfitters!" Allie said as we walked out of the hotel. Neither of us had been there before so we decided go check it out.
"We should get something for tonight." She said looking through dresses. We looked through dresses and I found a really cute light pink one. It was solid at the top and had a pink ribbon that wrapped around my curves and went pink lace down. I HAD to try it on.
"Wow, that's stunning. You have to get it." I loved it. It was just perfect. Allie tried on a red dress with a black belt around her waist with large ruffles going down. It suited her. We bought them then headed to Forever 21 for shoes. I just decided on a pair of lacy white flats, while Allie got black glitter pumps, yes she was still just a little bit shorter than me.
We headed to Victoria's Secret where I got some new yogas, a hoodie, and a pullover. After we went to this little cafe to get a bite to eat.
"So, are you excited to go back to Cleveland?" She asked me once the waitress took our orders. I'm really excited. Mostly just to see old friends and my grandparents. Allie knows about my dad so she knows why I didn't say him. "Are you excited?"
"Yeah I really am. I miss my family a lot. I don't think I'm gonna go back to London after the tour is over." My heart dropped when she said that.
"What? Why?" I said sadly.
"I don't know. I really miss my family. I mean, don't get me wrong I loved London and meeting One Direction for crying out loud, I just don't think it's right for me. I'm just really home sick."
"Well I'm really sorry to hear that. What about Niall?"
"I really want to keep a relationship with him. I really really like him, but I don't know how to tell him." I was really upset. I love hanging with the guys, but Allie was the only girl I really hung out with.
"How about you just wait until you get to the end of the tour, then make a decision?"
"I guess I could. Maybe if I just see my family then I'll feel better. I wasn't staying the entire Summer in London anyways."
"I know. But it's about 2:30. We should get back to the hotel so we can get ready." With that we left the money and walked back to the hotel.
Allie walked back to her room and me to mine. I opened to see Harry sitting on the couch sleeping. He looked so peaceful. I didn't want to wake him, so I just went to get ready.
I put on my dress and straightened my hair and did my makeup. I started to wear less makeup so I just put on mascara and light pink eyeshadow. I walled back to the living room to wake up Harry.
"Harry love, you have to wake up. It's 2:50." With that his eyes opened and saw me.
"Oh gee, we gotta-" he stopped there. "Whoa, well hello there beautiful." I blushed and just smiled at that.
"You like?" I said shyly.
"I love. You look stunning." He said pulling me in and kissing me. The way his soft lips were against mine was perfect. That is, until there was a knock on the door.
"Come on mate, we gotta get going." I'm pretty sure that was Louis saying that.
"Guess we gotta go." He said pulling away.
"Darn." I said with a pout. We headed out and to the limo. We pulled up to an arena with a ton of screaming teenage girls. We went through the back and into their dressing room. The show didn't start until 6, so Allie and I decided to explore.
While the boys were on stage, we snuck in through the entrance.
"OMG! IT'S ONE DIRECTION!" We both screamed at the same time. They all looked at us and Harry and Niall jumped off the stage to chase us. We tried to run, but that didn't work. They both picked us up and threw us over their shoulder.
"Hey how ya doing?" I said to Allie as I looked over.
"In pain and hoping not to get raped." We all laughed at this. They put us on the stage and sang 'Little Things' to us. It was actually super romantic.
After that Allie and I walked back to the hallway to explore some more. We heard the door start to open to let the girls in, so we sprinted towards the dressing room. Good thing I was a track star and she was a soccer star. We got back to the room breathing heavily.
"If they saw us, we could've been killed!" Allie said through each breath. She was right. They probably would've torn us apart.
The boys walked back to the dressing room to get in their first outfit. Then were heading out.
"Can I have a good luck kiss?" Harry said to me with his puppy dog eyes.
"Of course." I said leaning in with a pretty powerful kiss.
"Whoa." He said once I pulled away.
"Okay lover boy let's go." Zayn said pulling him towards the stage. I just stood in the doorway until I couldn't see them anymore.
"You girls can go stand behind the stage and watch if you'd like." An older lady said to us. I think she was part of the management or something. So of course we headed there.
The show was really something. They sang almost all their songs and did their little twitter thing. Between outfit changes Harry and Niall always asked Allie and I for good luck kisses, and Zayn, Louis, and Liam had to pull them away.
The show ended around 10 and I was so tired. Yeah I know I didn't do anything, but I was sleepy tired. I could tell the boys were too. They could barely stand. So Allie and I put our hands around their backs and guided them to the limo.
Allie and I stayed awake while the boys slept. Harry had his head on my shoulder and same with Niall and Allie. Louis, Liam and Zayn were all sleeping on top of each other.
Once we all got back to the hotel and in our rooms, we were knocked out. We didn't even change or anything. Like I cared though.
I'd had it up to here with Caroline. I held Lauren for a while, then laid her down in bed and told her to just relax.
I left the room and called my management. They said they'd handle everything and it'll be taken care of. Good. I needed her gone. She was ruining what I had with Lauren.
I walked back in the room to see Lauren was wiping away more tears.
"Don't worry love, everything is being taken care of. We're gonna be okay." I said holding her and kissing her forehead.
"Let's just try to sleep okay babe?" I said. She just nodded her head. I tucked her and climbed in with her. I then pulled her close, and we both drifted off to sleep.
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I woke up to the sound of Lauren talking in her sleep.
"Stop. No, stop. Please, no! Don't hit me! DAD STOP!" She screamed. She was shaking badly.
"Lauren! Lauren wake up!" I shook her to wake her up. Her eyes bursted open and she started to cry.
"Shh, it was just a bad dream. I'm here. I won't let anyone hurt you." I held her and rubbed her back.
"It wasn't a bad dream. It was real." She could barely get out her words.
"What do you mean it was real?" I said worried. She pulled back and looked me in the eyes. "Please talk to me." She took a deep breath and wiped away a tear.
"My dad, used to always abuse me. Before my mom died, he'd always hit her, and call her names. Then once she died, he did it to me. My sister moved out before my mom died, so he was never able to hurt her. He would hit me with any hard thing he could find, he'd throw me, he'd call me names. He was an alcoholic. One night, I called my sister and asked if I could live with her. I told her everything and the next day she came to get me. She lived in Pittsburg so it wasn't too far. Once Summer hit, I went to London. I never talked to him again." She finally finished and I could feel my eyes watering. I didn't even say anything. I just grabbed her and held her.
"I'm so sorry. I will never let him hurt you again." I said with her head on my shoulder. "Try to go to bed again, I'm right here." I laid her back down and kissed her forehead. I wrapped my arm around her waist and we fell asleep.
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We both slept through the rest of the night fine. Only every now and I then I felt her shake, but I just held her tighter and she relaxed.
Lauren was still asleep when I woke, so I decided to go out an buy a couple groceries to make some breakfast.
When I returned she was still asleep, good. I bought eggs, pancakes, and bacon (for me). I cooked everything and by the time I finished, she was awake.
"Goodmorning beautiful." I said giving her a kiss on the cheek.
"You made breakfast?" She said looking at all the food.
"Yupp, just for you. Dig in. There's plenty." I said giving her a plate.
We filled out plates and ate in silence. We finished up and we both helped to clean up.
"We have to be at the arena by 3:00 for rehearsal and everything. It's about 12 now." I said putting away the plates.
"Okay, sounds good. Do you mind if Allie and I go shopping? I really wanna see what's around here. You can hang with the guys." She said to me with her puppy dog eyes.
"Of course you can. I could use a break away from you anyways." I said with a wink. She just pushed my shoulder.
"Well I'm gonna go get ready. We'll be back before 3. If not we'll take a taxi to the arena." She said to me. I just nodded and said okay. I waited until she left, then I went to see Louis.
*Lauren's P.O.V*
I gave Harry a kiss then left our room to get Allie. She was all ready so we went out. We were right by a lot of shops, so we didn't need a taxi.
"Urban Outfitters!" Allie said as we walked out of the hotel. Neither of us had been there before so we decided go check it out.
"We should get something for tonight." She said looking through dresses. We looked through dresses and I found a really cute light pink one. It was solid at the top and had a pink ribbon that wrapped around my curves and went pink lace down. I HAD to try it on.
"Wow, that's stunning. You have to get it." I loved it. It was just perfect. Allie tried on a red dress with a black belt around her waist with large ruffles going down. It suited her. We bought them then headed to Forever 21 for shoes. I just decided on a pair of lacy white flats, while Allie got black glitter pumps, yes she was still just a little bit shorter than me.
We headed to Victoria's Secret where I got some new yogas, a hoodie, and a pullover. After we went to this little cafe to get a bite to eat.
"So, are you excited to go back to Cleveland?" She asked me once the waitress took our orders. I'm really excited. Mostly just to see old friends and my grandparents. Allie knows about my dad so she knows why I didn't say him. "Are you excited?"
"Yeah I really am. I miss my family a lot. I don't think I'm gonna go back to London after the tour is over." My heart dropped when she said that.
"What? Why?" I said sadly.
"I don't know. I really miss my family. I mean, don't get me wrong I loved London and meeting One Direction for crying out loud, I just don't think it's right for me. I'm just really home sick."
"Well I'm really sorry to hear that. What about Niall?"
"I really want to keep a relationship with him. I really really like him, but I don't know how to tell him." I was really upset. I love hanging with the guys, but Allie was the only girl I really hung out with.
"How about you just wait until you get to the end of the tour, then make a decision?"
"I guess I could. Maybe if I just see my family then I'll feel better. I wasn't staying the entire Summer in London anyways."
"I know. But it's about 2:30. We should get back to the hotel so we can get ready." With that we left the money and walked back to the hotel.
Allie walked back to her room and me to mine. I opened to see Harry sitting on the couch sleeping. He looked so peaceful. I didn't want to wake him, so I just went to get ready.
I put on my dress and straightened my hair and did my makeup. I started to wear less makeup so I just put on mascara and light pink eyeshadow. I walled back to the living room to wake up Harry.
"Harry love, you have to wake up. It's 2:50." With that his eyes opened and saw me.
"Oh gee, we gotta-" he stopped there. "Whoa, well hello there beautiful." I blushed and just smiled at that.
"You like?" I said shyly.
"I love. You look stunning." He said pulling me in and kissing me. The way his soft lips were against mine was perfect. That is, until there was a knock on the door.
"Come on mate, we gotta get going." I'm pretty sure that was Louis saying that.
"Guess we gotta go." He said pulling away.
"Darn." I said with a pout. We headed out and to the limo. We pulled up to an arena with a ton of screaming teenage girls. We went through the back and into their dressing room. The show didn't start until 6, so Allie and I decided to explore.
While the boys were on stage, we snuck in through the entrance.
"OMG! IT'S ONE DIRECTION!" We both screamed at the same time. They all looked at us and Harry and Niall jumped off the stage to chase us. We tried to run, but that didn't work. They both picked us up and threw us over their shoulder.
"Hey how ya doing?" I said to Allie as I looked over.
"In pain and hoping not to get raped." We all laughed at this. They put us on the stage and sang 'Little Things' to us. It was actually super romantic.
After that Allie and I walked back to the hallway to explore some more. We heard the door start to open to let the girls in, so we sprinted towards the dressing room. Good thing I was a track star and she was a soccer star. We got back to the room breathing heavily.
"If they saw us, we could've been killed!" Allie said through each breath. She was right. They probably would've torn us apart.
The boys walked back to the dressing room to get in their first outfit. Then were heading out.
"Can I have a good luck kiss?" Harry said to me with his puppy dog eyes.
"Of course." I said leaning in with a pretty powerful kiss.
"Whoa." He said once I pulled away.
"Okay lover boy let's go." Zayn said pulling him towards the stage. I just stood in the doorway until I couldn't see them anymore.
"You girls can go stand behind the stage and watch if you'd like." An older lady said to us. I think she was part of the management or something. So of course we headed there.
The show was really something. They sang almost all their songs and did their little twitter thing. Between outfit changes Harry and Niall always asked Allie and I for good luck kisses, and Zayn, Louis, and Liam had to pull them away.
The show ended around 10 and I was so tired. Yeah I know I didn't do anything, but I was sleepy tired. I could tell the boys were too. They could barely stand. So Allie and I put our hands around their backs and guided them to the limo.
Allie and I stayed awake while the boys slept. Harry had his head on my shoulder and same with Niall and Allie. Louis, Liam and Zayn were all sleeping on top of each other.
Once we all got back to the hotel and in our rooms, we were knocked out. We didn't even change or anything. Like I cared though.
To be honest, I really miss this story. I understand not updating every week, but please try to update ASAP. Thankss! P.S don't worry, I won't unsubscribe!
12/19/13