I'll Give All My Secrets Away
Chapter 1- You Deserve Eachother
‘Sam?’ I called pushing the front door open. I balanced the groceries in my hand on my knee to pull my keys from the door. ‘Sam?! You home?’
I listened carefully and heard the shower running. I smiled to myself and quickly put the shopping bags down beside my discarded shoes and purse. I hung up my jacket and pushed the door closed before running up the stairs. I heard a soft whine and glanced over the banister to see our dog Vinnie staring up at me longingly.
‘Shh! I’m going to surprise Daddy, so no barking!’ I cautioned him. ‘And no going through the shopping until I get back, got it?’
He whined up at me before padding back down the hall to the kitchen. I laughed at my lazy dog and began to climb back up the stairs to top onto the landing. I turned sharply to walk towards our bedroom but stopped abruptly staring along the corridor which was littered with items of clothing. I dropped my eyes to see Sam’s black gym shirt left sprawled on the thick cream carpet. I took a step before slowly crouching down to picking it up. I felt all the air rush from my lungs as the next item which lay just in front of it; a woman’s lycra tank top. I dropped the shirt from my fingers as if it had burnt me. Moving my eyes along the line of clothing I caught sight of a turquoise bra and matching panties lying over the threshold into our bedroom.
Suddenly, the shock and pain I felt evaporated and anger took over. I stormed down to the bedroom barely acknowledging the twisted sheets scattered over the unmade bed and unwanted duvet thrown onto the floor uncaringly. I threw open the bathroom door to see my boyfriend back tensing and flexing as his hips thrusted sharply into the moaning red-headwhose toned legs gripped his hips tightly as the torrent of water from the shower head made their bodies wetter and therefore even more difficult to stay connected.
The red-head screamed when she saw me and then I saw her face; Michelle French, his gym instructor. Wow, that’s not at all stereotypical. Sam turned his head to see me standing there and immediately dropped her almost causing both of them to fall over slipping over on the wet ceramic floor of the shower.
‘Allie, I…’ He stuttered. ‘I-I-I can explain.’
‘Allie!’ She said completely shocked and mortified. Good, she should be. ‘Allie, I’m so sorry…’
‘Shut up, Chelle.’ I heard Sam snap.
But I didn’t say a word, I felt my strength begin to diminish and hurried out of the bathroom along the corridor and back down the stairs. I grabbed my coat, purse and pulled on my shoes. Vinnie padded to my side as if to sense my pain and anxiety. I grabbed his lead and attached it to his collar before grabbing my phone off the hall table and opening the door. Vin immediately went through the door excited to get outside.
‘Allie!!’ I turned to see Sam tearing down the stairs in just his boxers.
I shook my head in disgust and turned to leave but he caught my wrist. I hissed as if he’d slapped me and snatched my wrist away from me. He put both his hands up as if to show he wasn’t going to hurt me but at that moment having witnessed him shred our three year relationship to pieces along with my love and trust; I had no idea what he was capable of.
‘Al… I’m so sorry. I fucked up… please, don’t leave.’ He said staring into my eyes trying to use his charm that had once had me kissing the ground he walked on but now just made him seem pathetic and honestly a bit disgusting. I watched as he whispered softly, ‘I love you. I love you so much. Please don’t leave me. It was just one time and you can take me back. It wasn’t even that good.’
‘Excuse me?’ I heard Michelle exclaim incredulously from the hallway behind him. ‘That’s not what you’ve been saying for the last three months!!’
I raised an eyebrow as Sam closed his eyes in embarrassment at being caught lying. He opened his eyes looking apologetically at me.
‘I-I-I…’ He stuttered. ‘Say something!!!’
I stayed quiet and spun around so that my back was to him and walked away opening the back door of my truck so that Vin could get in to lie across the back seats. I then slammed the door shut ignoring Sam’s calling my name. I climbed into the driving seat and started the ignition. I took out my raybans from my side pocket putting them on before winding down my window and leaning out to call back to him.
‘You want me to say something?’ I called.
He nodded feverishly.
‘Asshole.’ I said pointing at him nonchalantly before moving my finger to point at Michelle who was hovering on the staircase. ‘Bitch. You deserve each other… all the best!’
I heard Sam calling my name but I just wound up the window and pulled out of the driveway onto the road where I upped to third gear and drove quickly down the street weaving through traffic eventually making my way onto the motorway where I caught sight of a road sign: NEXT EXIT LONDON.
I bit my lip deliberating quickly and then hit the accelerator and my indicator swerving off to the exit. I felt a dull ache in the pit of my stomach which I’d felt many times before but not for years. Oh well, I only had 115 miles to stick with my decision.
I listened carefully and heard the shower running. I smiled to myself and quickly put the shopping bags down beside my discarded shoes and purse. I hung up my jacket and pushed the door closed before running up the stairs. I heard a soft whine and glanced over the banister to see our dog Vinnie staring up at me longingly.
‘Shh! I’m going to surprise Daddy, so no barking!’ I cautioned him. ‘And no going through the shopping until I get back, got it?’
He whined up at me before padding back down the hall to the kitchen. I laughed at my lazy dog and began to climb back up the stairs to top onto the landing. I turned sharply to walk towards our bedroom but stopped abruptly staring along the corridor which was littered with items of clothing. I dropped my eyes to see Sam’s black gym shirt left sprawled on the thick cream carpet. I took a step before slowly crouching down to picking it up. I felt all the air rush from my lungs as the next item which lay just in front of it; a woman’s lycra tank top. I dropped the shirt from my fingers as if it had burnt me. Moving my eyes along the line of clothing I caught sight of a turquoise bra and matching panties lying over the threshold into our bedroom.
Suddenly, the shock and pain I felt evaporated and anger took over. I stormed down to the bedroom barely acknowledging the twisted sheets scattered over the unmade bed and unwanted duvet thrown onto the floor uncaringly. I threw open the bathroom door to see my boyfriend back tensing and flexing as his hips thrusted sharply into the moaning red-headwhose toned legs gripped his hips tightly as the torrent of water from the shower head made their bodies wetter and therefore even more difficult to stay connected.
The red-head screamed when she saw me and then I saw her face; Michelle French, his gym instructor. Wow, that’s not at all stereotypical. Sam turned his head to see me standing there and immediately dropped her almost causing both of them to fall over slipping over on the wet ceramic floor of the shower.
‘Allie, I…’ He stuttered. ‘I-I-I can explain.’
‘Allie!’ She said completely shocked and mortified. Good, she should be. ‘Allie, I’m so sorry…’
‘Shut up, Chelle.’ I heard Sam snap.
But I didn’t say a word, I felt my strength begin to diminish and hurried out of the bathroom along the corridor and back down the stairs. I grabbed my coat, purse and pulled on my shoes. Vinnie padded to my side as if to sense my pain and anxiety. I grabbed his lead and attached it to his collar before grabbing my phone off the hall table and opening the door. Vin immediately went through the door excited to get outside.
‘Allie!!’ I turned to see Sam tearing down the stairs in just his boxers.
I shook my head in disgust and turned to leave but he caught my wrist. I hissed as if he’d slapped me and snatched my wrist away from me. He put both his hands up as if to show he wasn’t going to hurt me but at that moment having witnessed him shred our three year relationship to pieces along with my love and trust; I had no idea what he was capable of.
‘Al… I’m so sorry. I fucked up… please, don’t leave.’ He said staring into my eyes trying to use his charm that had once had me kissing the ground he walked on but now just made him seem pathetic and honestly a bit disgusting. I watched as he whispered softly, ‘I love you. I love you so much. Please don’t leave me. It was just one time and you can take me back. It wasn’t even that good.’
‘Excuse me?’ I heard Michelle exclaim incredulously from the hallway behind him. ‘That’s not what you’ve been saying for the last three months!!’
I raised an eyebrow as Sam closed his eyes in embarrassment at being caught lying. He opened his eyes looking apologetically at me.
‘I-I-I…’ He stuttered. ‘Say something!!!’
I stayed quiet and spun around so that my back was to him and walked away opening the back door of my truck so that Vin could get in to lie across the back seats. I then slammed the door shut ignoring Sam’s calling my name. I climbed into the driving seat and started the ignition. I took out my raybans from my side pocket putting them on before winding down my window and leaning out to call back to him.
‘You want me to say something?’ I called.
He nodded feverishly.
‘Asshole.’ I said pointing at him nonchalantly before moving my finger to point at Michelle who was hovering on the staircase. ‘Bitch. You deserve each other… all the best!’
I heard Sam calling my name but I just wound up the window and pulled out of the driveway onto the road where I upped to third gear and drove quickly down the street weaving through traffic eventually making my way onto the motorway where I caught sight of a road sign: NEXT EXIT LONDON.
I bit my lip deliberating quickly and then hit the accelerator and my indicator swerving off to the exit. I felt a dull ache in the pit of my stomach which I’d felt many times before but not for years. Oh well, I only had 115 miles to stick with my decision.
Notes
Hey Readers,Cheers for giving the first chapter of my story a shot, I really appreciate it!
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This is just the intro, trust me I've got big plans for this one ;)
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T xoxo
.PS. Promise this is the first and only note I'm gonna do unless its something important coz tbh they suck and I hate reading them in other books so I wont make y'all read them unnecessarily.
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4/9/14