Loving Him
Chapter 13
Clarence's POV
I was only vaguely conscious of the limo driver but I didn't give the poor guy a second thought. I was sitting on top of Harry in the back of the vehicle, moving my hips around. I'm totally caught up in him, moaning. He is too, hands running through my hair and moving up and down my body.
It's only when the car stops and I have a break from Harry that I realise what's going to happen. He slips out of the car, hand tightly wrapped around mine. We're in the parking lot. He's leading me towards the back door entrance. My heart is pumping. I can't do this. He'll know. He'll find out.
I stop walking.
He turns to me, smiling. His expression quickly changes to one of concern.
"Hey? Hey, what's wrong?"
"I can't--" I start. How do I explain this? Fuck. "I'm sorry. I gotta go"
Harry's POV
She just ran off. Why did she do that? Were we moving to fast? She seemed pretty keen. My head is spinning as it recounts the night before. Did I smell? Was I a bad kisser? No, it seemed like a deeper problem than that. Like there was something she wasn't telling me.
It's 8am of the next day and I am totally caught up in Clarence. The disappearing girl. I'm going over and over every single detail of the night. The only scene I'm getting in my head is a pretty damn hot one that was leading to a night of just as good sex. Is this it?
No. This is not the end of Clarence and I. I have to see her.
I open my laptop and search for her name. Her anti-social media attitude makes it harder to find out her address, but I have my sources. Within an hour, I'm dressed and ready to go, with Clarence's address scribbled on my hand.
Clarence's POV
Lily's in my flat when I wake up, sitting at the dining table, which I can see from my bedroom. She's sipping a milkshake and tapping away on her phone. Across from her is another paper cup with a straw resting by the cup's rim. A peace offering.
I roll out of bed, suddenly feeling a headache from the night before.
"Shit fucking jesus fucking christ motherfucker."
Lily jumps, "Woah hi, goodmorning sunshine!"
I glare at her. She's not forgiven after one fucking milkshake. She shies away.
"Look, C. I'm really sorry about all that shit I said it's not true. I think I was just a little jealous and overwhelmed and, oh I don't know. It's Harry Styles! But, I promise from now on to keep my mouth shut and he's just like any other guy that you've dated - not that I've ever met them. And you guys have a serious chance at being a couple because he does seem genuinely interested."
"Not anymore." I sigh, "Thankyou Lil, it's okay I forgive you. You did miss out on a free backstage pass to the concert last night though."
"Aw damn." She pauses, "Why do you say 'not anymore'?"
I recount the night before, exactly what happened.
Lily reaches over to feel my forehead, "Are you okay?? You ran away from Harry Styles? You ran away from sex with Harry Styles. WHY?"
Harry's POV
I pull the car into a street, littered with decrepit buildings. Surely Clarence doesn't live in this neighbourhood. All those clothes she's been wearing suggest completely otherwise. The GPS directs me to an apartment block in which some of the windows are boarded. The entrance gate is lying sadly on it's side, I almost hear it whimper as I step over it. This is terrible.
Sure enough though, Clarence's name is inscribed on the small rectangle beside the number 3. I begin to make my way up the spiral staircase.
Clarence's POV
I've never told Lily this before. In fact, no one knows. I've lied about it for the past two or so years, whenever it's been brought up. May as well get it out now. Surely, it's not that big a deal? I'm only nineteen.
"Lily. I'm a virgin." I say as my front door opens to a shocked Harry.
I was only vaguely conscious of the limo driver but I didn't give the poor guy a second thought. I was sitting on top of Harry in the back of the vehicle, moving my hips around. I'm totally caught up in him, moaning. He is too, hands running through my hair and moving up and down my body.
It's only when the car stops and I have a break from Harry that I realise what's going to happen. He slips out of the car, hand tightly wrapped around mine. We're in the parking lot. He's leading me towards the back door entrance. My heart is pumping. I can't do this. He'll know. He'll find out.
I stop walking.
He turns to me, smiling. His expression quickly changes to one of concern.
"Hey? Hey, what's wrong?"
"I can't--" I start. How do I explain this? Fuck. "I'm sorry. I gotta go"
Harry's POV
She just ran off. Why did she do that? Were we moving to fast? She seemed pretty keen. My head is spinning as it recounts the night before. Did I smell? Was I a bad kisser? No, it seemed like a deeper problem than that. Like there was something she wasn't telling me.
It's 8am of the next day and I am totally caught up in Clarence. The disappearing girl. I'm going over and over every single detail of the night. The only scene I'm getting in my head is a pretty damn hot one that was leading to a night of just as good sex. Is this it?
No. This is not the end of Clarence and I. I have to see her.
I open my laptop and search for her name. Her anti-social media attitude makes it harder to find out her address, but I have my sources. Within an hour, I'm dressed and ready to go, with Clarence's address scribbled on my hand.
Clarence's POV
Lily's in my flat when I wake up, sitting at the dining table, which I can see from my bedroom. She's sipping a milkshake and tapping away on her phone. Across from her is another paper cup with a straw resting by the cup's rim. A peace offering.
I roll out of bed, suddenly feeling a headache from the night before.
"Shit fucking jesus fucking christ motherfucker."
Lily jumps, "Woah hi, goodmorning sunshine!"
I glare at her. She's not forgiven after one fucking milkshake. She shies away.
"Look, C. I'm really sorry about all that shit I said it's not true. I think I was just a little jealous and overwhelmed and, oh I don't know. It's Harry Styles! But, I promise from now on to keep my mouth shut and he's just like any other guy that you've dated - not that I've ever met them. And you guys have a serious chance at being a couple because he does seem genuinely interested."
"Not anymore." I sigh, "Thankyou Lil, it's okay I forgive you. You did miss out on a free backstage pass to the concert last night though."
"Aw damn." She pauses, "Why do you say 'not anymore'?"
I recount the night before, exactly what happened.
Lily reaches over to feel my forehead, "Are you okay?? You ran away from Harry Styles? You ran away from sex with Harry Styles. WHY?"
Harry's POV
I pull the car into a street, littered with decrepit buildings. Surely Clarence doesn't live in this neighbourhood. All those clothes she's been wearing suggest completely otherwise. The GPS directs me to an apartment block in which some of the windows are boarded. The entrance gate is lying sadly on it's side, I almost hear it whimper as I step over it. This is terrible.
Sure enough though, Clarence's name is inscribed on the small rectangle beside the number 3. I begin to make my way up the spiral staircase.
Clarence's POV
I've never told Lily this before. In fact, no one knows. I've lied about it for the past two or so years, whenever it's been brought up. May as well get it out now. Surely, it's not that big a deal? I'm only nineteen.
"Lily. I'm a virgin." I say as my front door opens to a shocked Harry.
Notes
Hey so it's been about a year and I don't know if anyone looks at this let alone this website still. But it bothers me to have this story incomplete so I've come back to it. Let me know if you're out there. Someone?? Also cbf editing this so sorry for any errors. Tell me what you think of the update guyzz. Elea xx
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10/4/14