Sense and Sensibility.
When should I leave?
Hariette's P.O.V
"I just don't know whether to go home now, or next week......." I tell Logan really annoyed.
"I need to go home today Hariette, come on just come with me?" He practically begs.
Frickin' suck up.
I nod "Alright, I'll go tell Niall".
Logan and I have exams we need to do, I know exams in the holidays.. Pathetic! So we have to go home, I think it's best anyway...
I slowly make my way to Niall's room and knock softly.
"Come in" Walking in, instead of seeing Niall
I see Harry.
Great....
"Ummm could you tell Niall I'm going back home today instead of next week?".
"Ohh... Y-yeah sure, why today?" He questions me, with a disappointed look.
"Logan and I have exams to finish" I half whisper.
It kind of kills me to be telling him, I don't know, I will miss him.
"London is a long way away..." He says looking even more disappointed than before.
I apologize "I'm sorry I have to go and pack".
"Okay, seeya.."
"Bye Haz" I smile awkwardly and leave.
I feel so heartbroken...
I thought that he liked me!? Only to start dating Cara Delevigne....
I don't even know what the hell he'd do that for.
I have to get over this feeling, hide my feelings.
Just like Elinor did......
It may just be the only way.
"Flight to London leaving in twenty-five minutes"
I sigh, I'm going to miss Mullingar, and Maura, Greg and Niall....
And Harry.
There's no point fussing over him, he obviously didn't like me at all in the first place.
"I'll miss you so much darling!" Maura cries hugging me.
"Don't cry Aunt, then i'll start crying" Against my will, tears start pouring down my face.
"Now we've created a swimming pool" I laugh through the tears "I love you Maura!".
"Take care love" I turn to Liam.
"I'm gonna miss you wittle wiam" I pinch his cheeks again like I did watching the movie.
"You too, call me sometime" I nod walking over to Zayn.
"I'll miss you too Zaynie!" I hug him, then turn to Louis.
"If you ever come see me, don't take my books!" I laugh giving him a bigger hug.
"I wont, they are all crap anyway!" I roll my eyes then proceed to Niall and Greg.
Then I turn to Harry..
"Come see your bestie sometime?" I say with a big smile, despite being upset, he's still my best friend.
He nods "Of course I will, whenever I can!" .
I smile again through my tears that start to form again, knowing my time here is almost done, and give him one last hug.
And it was a long hug too, the longest hug I've probably ever had.
That was the hardest thing I've had to do all week.
"Bye guys, i'll miss you!" I cry waving, then walk off trailing behind Logan, only a single tear left to shed as I walk onto the plane.
"Flight to London leaving in ten minutes, may everyone please proceed to board the plane"
The following week, Hariette seemed to spend quite alot of time (more than usual) up in her tree.
Of course, the cause of her depressed and lonely state was a certain curly haired boy.
Instead of sending hours up there, she spent many days there, a sleeping bag and pillows handy. Her only comfort being her books and movies.
It seems to Harry, that Hariette would be better off without him, and Cara would be able to help him forget about her, this certainly wasn't the case. He was terribly wrong.
Harry found that without Hariette, he was even more miserable than before. Despite Cara's constant reassurance that they will be happy together, Although Cara was happy, Harry wasn't.
The only comfort Harry had, was to think about Hariette, even then his heart yearned for her touch, her beautiful red hair and those eyes that he constantly found himself staring at, he ached to hear her voice and would gladly listen to her talk for days on end.
But what everyone does know; Harry and Hariette are both affected deeply by their separation.
One can only hope that they will move on, though the notion seems entirely impossible, for once you are in love, there is no way of getting out.
"Hariette, please come down? You've been up there for two days straight!" mum yells from inside.
"Fine! Give me ten bloody minutes, I'm finishing my book" I snuggle back into my sleeping bag.
This whole week has been terrible, returning to London, finishing exams, thinking about dad.
And thinking about Harry.
Of course I am not going to get anything out of thinking about him. The amount of time I spend thinking of his would surely be deemed unhealthy.
If dad was here, he'd definitely know what to do, he always gave the best advice. He would tell y the truth no matter how harsh and horrible it may be.
I guess that's why I admire him so much, he wasn't afraid to give me the truth flat out.
"Come in now Hariette!" Mum raises her voice sounding very angry.
"Alright, alright i'm coming!" I make my way back inside.
"Hariette what's wrong with you? Besides dinner and toilet breaks, you haven't even been inside!" Mum yells as I walk in.
"BECAUSE I'M NOT IN A GOOD!" I scream out. "Bloody hell I just want some freaking privacy!" I storm off up into my bedroom, feeling cold as I haven't been in here for days.
Privacy doesn't exist in this house, when you want to be alone, everyone starts to annoy you! No one leaves me alone, it's ridiculous.
"Hariette, are you alright?" Logan peeks into my room.
"Yeah.... Come here and give me a hug I need it" I open my arms, he walks over and engulfs me in a huge hug.
It is comforting to be able to talk to Logan, we are extremely close, I mean we should be we are twins!
"Do you want to talk?" He asks stroking my hair. I nod slightly.
The next half hour was filled with tears, hugs and confessions.
Hariette told her brother everything, although she was completely oblivious to the fact that everyone knew her feelings for Harry.
They were so obvious they could smack you right in the face.
"Hariette, I know you love him, and I'm pretty sure everyone knows he loves you, I don't know his reason for dating her.... He might just love her as well, so I think you should forget about him" Logan pats my back.
I nod again in agreement.
"You're right, maybe i'll find someone here" I laugh.
I have had boyfriends before, but they were only childish relationships, like middle school puppy love.
Yeah you might! Now I think it's time for dinner then afterwards lets watch a movie together?"
"Yeah, bring it on!"
Harry's P.O.V
"Harry we should go see that movie!" Cara points to the cinema wall, constantly tugging on my shirt which annoys me.
Why the hell did I have to get myself into this!? I think I should've stayed away from Cara, and I could've just NOT dated Hariette, instead I date Cara, It would have been easy to not date Hariette right?
I think so....... I actually have no idea.
I don't know anything right now.
"I just don't know whether to go home now, or next week......." I tell Logan really annoyed.
"I need to go home today Hariette, come on just come with me?" He practically begs.
Frickin' suck up.
I nod "Alright, I'll go tell Niall".
Logan and I have exams we need to do, I know exams in the holidays.. Pathetic! So we have to go home, I think it's best anyway...
I slowly make my way to Niall's room and knock softly.
"Come in" Walking in, instead of seeing Niall
I see Harry.
Great....
"Ummm could you tell Niall I'm going back home today instead of next week?".
"Ohh... Y-yeah sure, why today?" He questions me, with a disappointed look.
"Logan and I have exams to finish" I half whisper.
It kind of kills me to be telling him, I don't know, I will miss him.
"London is a long way away..." He says looking even more disappointed than before.
I apologize "I'm sorry I have to go and pack".
"Okay, seeya.."
"Bye Haz" I smile awkwardly and leave.
I feel so heartbroken...
I thought that he liked me!? Only to start dating Cara Delevigne....
I don't even know what the hell he'd do that for.
I have to get over this feeling, hide my feelings.
Just like Elinor did......
It may just be the only way.
"Flight to London leaving in twenty-five minutes"
I sigh, I'm going to miss Mullingar, and Maura, Greg and Niall....
And Harry.
There's no point fussing over him, he obviously didn't like me at all in the first place.
"I'll miss you so much darling!" Maura cries hugging me.
"Don't cry Aunt, then i'll start crying" Against my will, tears start pouring down my face.
"Now we've created a swimming pool" I laugh through the tears "I love you Maura!".
"Take care love" I turn to Liam.
"I'm gonna miss you wittle wiam" I pinch his cheeks again like I did watching the movie.
"You too, call me sometime" I nod walking over to Zayn.
"I'll miss you too Zaynie!" I hug him, then turn to Louis.
"If you ever come see me, don't take my books!" I laugh giving him a bigger hug.
"I wont, they are all crap anyway!" I roll my eyes then proceed to Niall and Greg.
Then I turn to Harry..
"Come see your bestie sometime?" I say with a big smile, despite being upset, he's still my best friend.
He nods "Of course I will, whenever I can!" .
I smile again through my tears that start to form again, knowing my time here is almost done, and give him one last hug.
And it was a long hug too, the longest hug I've probably ever had.
That was the hardest thing I've had to do all week.
"Bye guys, i'll miss you!" I cry waving, then walk off trailing behind Logan, only a single tear left to shed as I walk onto the plane.
"Flight to London leaving in ten minutes, may everyone please proceed to board the plane"
The following week, Hariette seemed to spend quite alot of time (more than usual) up in her tree.
Of course, the cause of her depressed and lonely state was a certain curly haired boy.
Instead of sending hours up there, she spent many days there, a sleeping bag and pillows handy. Her only comfort being her books and movies.
It seems to Harry, that Hariette would be better off without him, and Cara would be able to help him forget about her, this certainly wasn't the case. He was terribly wrong.
Harry found that without Hariette, he was even more miserable than before. Despite Cara's constant reassurance that they will be happy together, Although Cara was happy, Harry wasn't.
The only comfort Harry had, was to think about Hariette, even then his heart yearned for her touch, her beautiful red hair and those eyes that he constantly found himself staring at, he ached to hear her voice and would gladly listen to her talk for days on end.
But what everyone does know; Harry and Hariette are both affected deeply by their separation.
One can only hope that they will move on, though the notion seems entirely impossible, for once you are in love, there is no way of getting out.
"Hariette, please come down? You've been up there for two days straight!" mum yells from inside.
"Fine! Give me ten bloody minutes, I'm finishing my book" I snuggle back into my sleeping bag.
This whole week has been terrible, returning to London, finishing exams, thinking about dad.
And thinking about Harry.
Of course I am not going to get anything out of thinking about him. The amount of time I spend thinking of his would surely be deemed unhealthy.
If dad was here, he'd definitely know what to do, he always gave the best advice. He would tell y the truth no matter how harsh and horrible it may be.
I guess that's why I admire him so much, he wasn't afraid to give me the truth flat out.
"Come in now Hariette!" Mum raises her voice sounding very angry.
"Alright, alright i'm coming!" I make my way back inside.
"Hariette what's wrong with you? Besides dinner and toilet breaks, you haven't even been inside!" Mum yells as I walk in.
"BECAUSE I'M NOT IN A GOOD!" I scream out. "Bloody hell I just want some freaking privacy!" I storm off up into my bedroom, feeling cold as I haven't been in here for days.
Privacy doesn't exist in this house, when you want to be alone, everyone starts to annoy you! No one leaves me alone, it's ridiculous.
"Hariette, are you alright?" Logan peeks into my room.
"Yeah.... Come here and give me a hug I need it" I open my arms, he walks over and engulfs me in a huge hug.
It is comforting to be able to talk to Logan, we are extremely close, I mean we should be we are twins!
"Do you want to talk?" He asks stroking my hair. I nod slightly.
The next half hour was filled with tears, hugs and confessions.
Hariette told her brother everything, although she was completely oblivious to the fact that everyone knew her feelings for Harry.
They were so obvious they could smack you right in the face.
"Hariette, I know you love him, and I'm pretty sure everyone knows he loves you, I don't know his reason for dating her.... He might just love her as well, so I think you should forget about him" Logan pats my back.
I nod again in agreement.
"You're right, maybe i'll find someone here" I laugh.
I have had boyfriends before, but they were only childish relationships, like middle school puppy love.
Yeah you might! Now I think it's time for dinner then afterwards lets watch a movie together?"
"Yeah, bring it on!"
Harry's P.O.V
"Harry we should go see that movie!" Cara points to the cinema wall, constantly tugging on my shirt which annoys me.
Why the hell did I have to get myself into this!? I think I should've stayed away from Cara, and I could've just NOT dated Hariette, instead I date Cara, It would have been easy to not date Hariette right?
I think so....... I actually have no idea.
I don't know anything right now.
Notes
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11/18/13