"God damn it!" I hit the steering wheel as hard as I could.
"Why am I so fucked up?" I asked myself. For the first time in a while I actually feel bad for just fucking a girl then leaving her. I started my car and drove back to my apartment, trying to block out my thoughts.

"Mate are you okay?" I jumped when I heard Louis' voice.

"You scared the shit out of me Lou!" I scowled.

"Sorry. What's wrong? you seem a bit off."

"Nothing, just tired. Good night Louis."

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"Ugh. Fuck school!" I threw my alarm clock at the wall, causing it to shatter. Yup. definitely staying home today. I pulled the duvet closer to me and drifted off.
7 missed calls, 15 text messages, and 2 voicemails. Most of them were from Lou and the guys, but two of them caught my eye.

From Kylie:
Harry why aren't you at uni?

then another one...

From Kylie:
Are you okay? please reply were all worried about you.

The second text made me smile, and without thinking I texted her back.

To kylie:
I'm fine. Sorry for replying so late, I just woke up.

Damn, Its two o'clock, no wonder why they were so worried. I rummaged through my fridge and found some Chinese left from last night. I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket,

From Louis"
Oh so you reply to Kiely but not to your best mate?

To Louis:
Sorry Lou, I'm fine, I just stayed home and slept.

After finishing my food I decided to check all who all the calls were from. One voice mail from Candice. Eww. I really hate her, but she's a good shag.

*Hey Harry, last night was amazing, but why didn't you stay longer? We usually do a lot more. Anyways, if you want you can come over again tonight.*
I could practically hear the smirk in her voice when she was telling me to come over again. I don't know what's gotten into me but after Kiely left and I fucked Candice, I just feel weird. Maybe I should try talking to one of the guys. I called Liam telling him not to go out tonight so I could go talk to him. He agreed and told me he would be home by 4.

4:30...
"Hey haz, come in." Liam opened the door for me and stepped aside letting me in.

"So what's up?"

"Well I came here to talk to you and see what you think I should do." I plopped down on the white couch.

"Sure thing. What do you need to talk about?"

"Well yesterday me and Kiely hung out at my apartment, and just watched movies and talked. She left around 9 but when we said goodnight I kissed her cheek. It took me by surprise, I don't know why I did it. Then I started thinking about Ariel and I needed to get my mind off her so I called Candice and went to her house. We fucked but I didn't talk to her, I just left." I breathed after telling Liam.

"Well what is it that I have to help you with exactly?" Liam asked confused.

"I don't know mate, after I left Candice' house I had a weird feeling. I almost felt bad. I don't know what it is." I told him honestly.

"Do you like Kiely?"

"No." I replied without hesitation.

"I still love Ariel." I whispered that last part

"She left you Harry. You need to get over her."

"No! Don't tell me to get over the girl I fell in love with! She was and is my everything. Why do you all say the same shit?" I fumed.

"I came here to ask you what this feeling was but you tell me to get over Ariel?"

"Harry calm down." He put a hand on my shoulder.

"How can I calm down Liam? I don't even know why she left me. I love her!"

"If you still love Ariel like you say you do, then why don't you stop being a man whore and quit fucking every girl in the school!" He yelled.

"Wow." was all I could say, Grabbing my phone I got up and walked towards the door.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to-"

"Save it. Just don't talk to me." I slammed the door behind me. I cant believe I came here to talk to him and get advice. I walked back to my apartment, and sat on the floor, my eyes closed. I heard a knock on the door a few minutes later. I thought it'd be Liam so I was ready to yell at him and cuss him out, but I was surprised by who I saw.

"Hey Harry." Kiely smiled at me.

"Hey." I replied dryly.

"you okay?"

"No."

"What's wrong?"

"None of your business." I snapped. Wow I really was in a bad mood. Her face fell and she just nodded before leaving.

Notes

Hey guys! so i usually update on weekends now unless im on break, because with school and everything i just don't have time. Thank you for the sweet comments they made me very happy! So here in Texas weve had ice and snow since yesterday so school was cancelled, and its still icy and everything! no were is open and working, im actually scared. I got WWA floor tickets today!!!!! i was so happy! anyways, answer these questions for another update.


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"You and I, we don't wanna be like them, we can make it till the end, noting can come between you and I."