
Undercover
It's all too much (another shortyyyyyy)
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My breath speeds up increasingly and I feel as if I am going to pass out again. I desperately want to get out of the bed and create as much distance between us as possible. He's a murderer and I'm not risking my loved ones or my safety. I try disconsolately to get put of the bed but my mind and my legs aren't in agreement
"Belle are you ok?" Ok so he doesn't seem angry or upset, more worried but I have a feeling it's just because I passed out and once he finds out that I'm ok he'll start yelling at me and kick me out.
"Louis said he found you wandering around the 3rd floor and you said that you were suddenly dizzy and collapsed on the ground so he brought you here" Harry's words are rapid and full of concern. I can tell he's truly distraught about me passing out. Thank god Louis kept our promise and didn't tell Harry. An involuntary sigh falls from my lips and I feel like the weight of the world has been lifted from my shoulders.
"O-oh yeah. I'm fine" Finally my legs obey my impetuous demands and start working with my brain again. I urgently get out from under the bed sheets and try to stand up. My head immediately starts to spin and my vision goes blurry. I'm moving to fast. I stumble sideways and brace myself against the wall. I spot my phone across the room on the table by the door. Harry runs over to me and tries to help me but I swat his hands away
"No Harry, I don't need your help"
"Just let me help you Belle"
"I said no Harry. I don't want you near me" My voice is demanding and strong despite my weak head. He looks at me with hurt eyes
"Did I do something wrong for me to upset you?" He asks cautiously, as if he's afraid I'm a ticking time bomb that's about ready to explode
"I really think that's a question you need to ask yourself" I tell him and shoot him a glare. He's a monster. Raping. Kidnapping. Murdering. Although he's taking out gang leaders, this is just wrong. These poor people who probably don't even like the gang leaders are getting tortured. He looks taken aback, like I just socked him in the jaw. I stumble over to his door and he tries to follow but stops when I turn around and give him my most hateful, murderous stare ever. I snatch up my phone and exit out of his room, leaving him shocked in his room.
HARRY'S POV:
"Did I do something wrong for me to upset you?"
"I really think that's a question you need to ask yourself"
Her words replay in my mind over and over again. What? What does that mean? I need to ask myself the question. What did I do wrong? Was it because I wanted to kiss her? She wouldn't get angry over that. I mean she seems like a very delicate and nice person, like someone who grew up with two loving parents in a nice house with a good group of friends and a dog named Spot. Now that I think about it, why does she want to be in the gang? Is it because Perrie persuaded her? Or is it because she's acting out of defiance against her parents? She does work at a tattoo shop though, right? I think that's what she said when she was talking to that Scott kid at the bar. I try to distract myself thinking about what tattoos she could do for me but a question keeps haunting my brain. Where was she really when Louis found her? When Louis dragged her unconscious body to my room he seemed all shaken up and oddly like he was holding the truth back. He's been one of my best friends my whole life and he's told me everything. What could be big enough for him to not tell me? A sick thought runs through my mind. I did give her the key back. What if she- no she wouldn't. I told her to never go in there. She'd never come back to me again. Suddenly the thought doesn't seem so absurd.
This is all too much. I need a distraction. Sex. That's always been my distraction. With everything going on right now, a little pleasure won't be so bad. Thinking about sex with someone else that's not Belle sends a pang of guilt through me and I don't know why. I've never even kissed her. It almost feels like cheating. Fuck this is a hard decision. Being the impulsive person I am, I grab shove my feet into my shoes and head to Whitney's room.
BELLE'S POV (again :p)
I pound on Perrie's door and pray that she's home, praying even more that Zayn isn't in there with her. Well, at least one of my prayers got answered. Perrie opens the door quickly, cutting off my ferocious knocking. Zayn promptly appears at her side and wraps an arm around her slim waist. Both of their appearances are tired and messy, probably because it's like 3 am on a Sunday night and I was knocking super loudly.
"I'm so sorry to disturb you guys so early in the morning but can I stay here? I don't have anywhere to go" I whisper to them. Zayn looks like he's about to ask me what's going on but Perrie seems to read my expression and speaks before he can.
"Of course" She sounds like a nurturing mother who is trying to sooth her child who just awoke from nightmares. It's weird but nice change. Perrie leads me over to the couch that sits to the left of her bed. I sit down and Zayn and Perrie sit down on the bed. I pull a pillow up to my chest and cross my arms over it, burying my face in it. We sit there in an awkward silence for a while until Zayn announces he has to pee and gets up to leave. Once the bathroom door closes I give Perrie a panicky expression.
"Belle what's wrong?"
"I can't tell you until you make him leave" I whisper urgently and point to the bathroom. Just as I put my hand down Zayn walks out of the bathroom. Perrie puts on her sweetest face and turns towards Zayn
"Hey sweetie, Belle and I need some girl time. Mind if you sleep in your own apartment tonight?"
He looks between Perrie and I before shrugging his shoulders "Sure babe, anything for you" he smiles at her and kisses her. She smiles back and he lets himself out. My heart swells at the sight and reminds me that one day I want to grow old with the love of my life
"Ok, so what's wrong?" Perrie seems truly concerned so I tell her everything. And I mean everything. Starting with the mark and ending with me waking up in Harry's room. When I explain the 'special room' I found she looks horrified. When I finish there's an eerie silence in the room
"So you didn't know about hunting down the gangs?" I ask her
"No, well sort of. I know that the boys would go on trips like every other weekend and be back within two days. The longest they were gone was like 4 days. I never really suspected anything"
I'm about to respond when I hear some odd things. Like a high pitched and a low pitched moans mixed with some thumping
"Do you hear that?" I ask Perrie
"Hear what?"
"The thumping and the moaning"
"Well Whitney's room is right next to mine so I'm gonna guess Harry stopped by for his nightly visit" My heart can't help but break at hearing that. I thought he was actually changing. Guess not. Tears involuntarily fall down my face and in that moment, I know for sure that I'm quitting this assignment
And the police force
My breath speeds up increasingly and I feel as if I am going to pass out again. I desperately want to get out of the bed and create as much distance between us as possible. He's a murderer and I'm not risking my loved ones or my safety. I try disconsolately to get put of the bed but my mind and my legs aren't in agreement
"Belle are you ok?" Ok so he doesn't seem angry or upset, more worried but I have a feeling it's just because I passed out and once he finds out that I'm ok he'll start yelling at me and kick me out.
"Louis said he found you wandering around the 3rd floor and you said that you were suddenly dizzy and collapsed on the ground so he brought you here" Harry's words are rapid and full of concern. I can tell he's truly distraught about me passing out. Thank god Louis kept our promise and didn't tell Harry. An involuntary sigh falls from my lips and I feel like the weight of the world has been lifted from my shoulders.
"O-oh yeah. I'm fine" Finally my legs obey my impetuous demands and start working with my brain again. I urgently get out from under the bed sheets and try to stand up. My head immediately starts to spin and my vision goes blurry. I'm moving to fast. I stumble sideways and brace myself against the wall. I spot my phone across the room on the table by the door. Harry runs over to me and tries to help me but I swat his hands away
"No Harry, I don't need your help"
"Just let me help you Belle"
"I said no Harry. I don't want you near me" My voice is demanding and strong despite my weak head. He looks at me with hurt eyes
"Did I do something wrong for me to upset you?" He asks cautiously, as if he's afraid I'm a ticking time bomb that's about ready to explode
"I really think that's a question you need to ask yourself" I tell him and shoot him a glare. He's a monster. Raping. Kidnapping. Murdering. Although he's taking out gang leaders, this is just wrong. These poor people who probably don't even like the gang leaders are getting tortured. He looks taken aback, like I just socked him in the jaw. I stumble over to his door and he tries to follow but stops when I turn around and give him my most hateful, murderous stare ever. I snatch up my phone and exit out of his room, leaving him shocked in his room.
HARRY'S POV:
"Did I do something wrong for me to upset you?"
"I really think that's a question you need to ask yourself"
Her words replay in my mind over and over again. What? What does that mean? I need to ask myself the question. What did I do wrong? Was it because I wanted to kiss her? She wouldn't get angry over that. I mean she seems like a very delicate and nice person, like someone who grew up with two loving parents in a nice house with a good group of friends and a dog named Spot. Now that I think about it, why does she want to be in the gang? Is it because Perrie persuaded her? Or is it because she's acting out of defiance against her parents? She does work at a tattoo shop though, right? I think that's what she said when she was talking to that Scott kid at the bar. I try to distract myself thinking about what tattoos she could do for me but a question keeps haunting my brain. Where was she really when Louis found her? When Louis dragged her unconscious body to my room he seemed all shaken up and oddly like he was holding the truth back. He's been one of my best friends my whole life and he's told me everything. What could be big enough for him to not tell me? A sick thought runs through my mind. I did give her the key back. What if she- no she wouldn't. I told her to never go in there. She'd never come back to me again. Suddenly the thought doesn't seem so absurd.
This is all too much. I need a distraction. Sex. That's always been my distraction. With everything going on right now, a little pleasure won't be so bad. Thinking about sex with someone else that's not Belle sends a pang of guilt through me and I don't know why. I've never even kissed her. It almost feels like cheating. Fuck this is a hard decision. Being the impulsive person I am, I grab shove my feet into my shoes and head to Whitney's room.
BELLE'S POV (again :p)
I pound on Perrie's door and pray that she's home, praying even more that Zayn isn't in there with her. Well, at least one of my prayers got answered. Perrie opens the door quickly, cutting off my ferocious knocking. Zayn promptly appears at her side and wraps an arm around her slim waist. Both of their appearances are tired and messy, probably because it's like 3 am on a Sunday night and I was knocking super loudly.
"I'm so sorry to disturb you guys so early in the morning but can I stay here? I don't have anywhere to go" I whisper to them. Zayn looks like he's about to ask me what's going on but Perrie seems to read my expression and speaks before he can.
"Of course" She sounds like a nurturing mother who is trying to sooth her child who just awoke from nightmares. It's weird but nice change. Perrie leads me over to the couch that sits to the left of her bed. I sit down and Zayn and Perrie sit down on the bed. I pull a pillow up to my chest and cross my arms over it, burying my face in it. We sit there in an awkward silence for a while until Zayn announces he has to pee and gets up to leave. Once the bathroom door closes I give Perrie a panicky expression.
"Belle what's wrong?"
"I can't tell you until you make him leave" I whisper urgently and point to the bathroom. Just as I put my hand down Zayn walks out of the bathroom. Perrie puts on her sweetest face and turns towards Zayn
"Hey sweetie, Belle and I need some girl time. Mind if you sleep in your own apartment tonight?"
He looks between Perrie and I before shrugging his shoulders "Sure babe, anything for you" he smiles at her and kisses her. She smiles back and he lets himself out. My heart swells at the sight and reminds me that one day I want to grow old with the love of my life
"Ok, so what's wrong?" Perrie seems truly concerned so I tell her everything. And I mean everything. Starting with the mark and ending with me waking up in Harry's room. When I explain the 'special room' I found she looks horrified. When I finish there's an eerie silence in the room
"So you didn't know about hunting down the gangs?" I ask her
"No, well sort of. I know that the boys would go on trips like every other weekend and be back within two days. The longest they were gone was like 4 days. I never really suspected anything"
I'm about to respond when I hear some odd things. Like a high pitched and a low pitched moans mixed with some thumping
"Do you hear that?" I ask Perrie
"Hear what?"
"The thumping and the moaning"
"Well Whitney's room is right next to mine so I'm gonna guess Harry stopped by for his nightly visit" My heart can't help but break at hearing that. I thought he was actually changing. Guess not. Tears involuntarily fall down my face and in that moment, I know for sure that I'm quitting this assignment
And the police force
Notes
Another shortyyyy! So I'm gonna for now on be making short and quick but frequent updates. I know that it might bug you that they are short but that's honestly all I have time for and maybe once in a while I'll make some longer updates! So just go along with me on this! Anyway, I saw Catching Fire and I was in tears the whole time. It was great! Anyone else seen it yet? You'll love it if you're going to see it soon :) Anyway, probably no update tomorrow but the next there will be and sorry for the unedited chapter but that's all I have time for! Enjoy!-T
When are you posting the new story?
12/14/14